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Such A Beautiful Disaster

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I can not save you..I can't even save myself..so just save yourself.
Kelly Clarkson Behind These Hazel EyesAnd when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I found out I can't make it go away, just make it stop Come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"Myspace Graphics
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She's stronger by Achilles ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Too many times Just way too many she's cried enough tears for you too many times she's begged you to stay and just be there for her she's asked too many times for you screaming too loud and you never hear her voice she's gave her beautiful voice up for you just too many times yet still she chased after you treating her like shit thats all you've ever did now she's finally done with you gets in her car drives off and starts over puts her tears in a jar then throws them in the ocean where the rest of lonely hurt tears go she's letting her life behind her go she's stronger now without you holding her down drinkin her wine and dancing the night away meetin new guys every single day you never even cross her mind now that she's stronger

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Ummmm

I set out on a narrow way many years agoHoping I would find true love along the broken roadBut I got lost a time or twoWiped my brow and kept pushing throughI couldn't see how every sign pointed strai...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:31:00 PST

I'm not OK

I put on a fake face everyday but inside I don't know what i am feeling anymore.  I sick and scared.  I'm hurt and torn.  I just don't know what to do day to day anymore but I can't go ...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 01:27:00 PST

Coming back to Life

Where were you when I was burned and broken While the days slipped by from my window watching Where were you when I was hurt and helpless Because the things you say and the things you do surround me ...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 11:10:00 PST

I bet you are wondering?

OK So I know a lot of you are wondering what the hell this stuff is that I am posting most is just bullshyt that I feel like putting up..other has meanings ...what i wont say...Most of them know! ...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 10:39:00 PST

Agnostic

The range of meanings of the term: "Agnostic:" Agnosticism is a concept, not a full religion. It is a belief related to the existence or non-existence of God. However, many people have started with an...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 10:04:00 PST

How Could This Happen To Me

I open my eyesI try to see but I'm blinded by the white lightI can't remember howI can't remember whyI'm lying here tonightAnd I can't stand the painAnd I can't make it go awayNo I can't stand the pai...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 08:39:00 PST

Words to my Life

Hello, Is there anybody in there Just nod if you can hear me Is there anyone at home Come on now I hear you're feeling down I can ease your pain And get you on your feet again Relax I'll need some...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 12:01:00 PST

Life Period!

So I've had a hell of a life.  The perfect childhood.  A spoiled little brat that got her way.  Now as i got older the sheltered little life I had slowly started to fall apart. My paren...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:02:00 PST

Everlong

SO this song has a lot of meaning to it ....  The person knows why.  I wont name any names but they know who they are.  LOL ....So anyway I got a lot going on right now in my life for o...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 09:21:00 PST

Humm

Have you ever felt like if anything happend to you how many people would show up to grive.  I was just thinkigng that you know I don't  think anyone would really care I mean I know peop...
Posted by Such A Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:38:00 PST