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my biggest inspiration<3
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you have showed me how to believe. what love really meant.to follow my dreams and to try my hardest to get what i want. you taught me to look at things a little different. cause when i see the sun in the morning im happy that i can be reassured that everything is going to be alright.now i know to go out and do my best cause i know thats what i want for myself<3
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and thats when i learned that life is reaally all about finding yourself and knowing what you need to be happy and survive. so when a bad time comes around, i think of you and remember that i always have someone to look up to.
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If i were to wish that life was the same when i was in 2nd grade. when i couldnt say anything bad about anyone, because there was no reason to. and when i looked up to you sitting there, with your arm around her, i thought to myself..when i grow up i want to do that. i want to love a boy like they love each other.now i understand what its like. now i wish to you every night, to just save me from this misery<3
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Everyday i wake up with a hole in my heart. but when i walk out of that car, and see your faces that hole has just been filled in. as much as i act like im unthankful, or selfish, i eventually remember who i have and what i have already. i am one of those people that has realized that all i need to survive is love, the good times, and the bad. i have learned from every mistake. i have learned not to change for anyone. because if im not good enough, or if i cant make you happy with my real self, well welcome to reality, you dont even deserve to know me. i have also realized that everyone makes mistakes and everyone deserves a second chance, and a chance to speak. i would have never realized anything without the people i look up to. just a smile can brighten my day. so i thank all my friends and family for being there for me.<3i never could have survived thirteen years without you.
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When I sat there, every chance I could, every day that I had a dream.
I prayed, I tried to believe.
I believed in you, in me, in dreams.
When I get it, and then it comes crashing right back down.
Its like life has swallowed your soul.
Like there is nothing left of yourself.
so don’t come crying about how you don’t deserve this.
Cause life aint fuckin' fair.
You go around like the shit tellin' everyone whats on your mind.
But remember bitch, one day you will learn to swallow your shit.
Its gonna go around and kick you untill your ass is on the ground.
Cant tap out in this situation.
Your on your own.
Don’t complain about being told off.
Put your chin up bitch and walk away because that’s what I don’t wanna see
-alyssa
inspired me to follow my dreams<3
"the good times of today, are the sad thoughts of tomorrow"
-bob marley<3
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