eating sleeping and thinking too damn much !
id like to meet ....the one that understands me even if i am weird. the one that will motivate me when things are at its worst. the one that will make me feel special even if all they do is rub my back. the one that im willing to do everything for and not expect anything back from but their honesty and love. the one thats considered my other half to help me be whole...
too damn bored thats why! tell me why i hella remember this ! =) .. i miss these days !
**God WHO HAS PUT ME ON THIS EARTH AND GUIDE ME THROUGH EVERYTHING. WHO DOES NOT JUDGE ME FOR WHAT I AM BUT FOR WHO I AM. NO MATTER WHAT THE BLESSINGS IVE RECIVED FROM HIM HAS SHAPED ME TO BE WHO I AM TODAY AND WHO I CAN BE IN THE FUTURE. **FAMILY (Cinegang) WITHOUT THEM I WOULD BE NOTHING! I KNOW THAT EACH OF US ARE AT A DIFFERENT STAGE IN OUR LIVES BUT I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT NO MATTER WHAT THEIR THERE FOR ME AND SO AM I FOR THEM ! **Monica MY "HOME GIRL" =)- I KNOW THAT SOMETIMES SHE FEELS LIKE SHE HAS THE DUTY TO LOOK OUT FOR ME SINCE NIKKIS NOT HERE TO YELL AT ME. I KNOW THAT SHE RESPECT ME IN A LEVEL THAT I CANT SEEM TO EXPLAIN. WE DISAGREE IN SO MANY THINGS THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW WE STAY IN ONE ROOM TOGETHER. I KNOW THAT SHES EXTRA MEAN TO ME BECAUSE SHE SEES SOMETHING THAT I DONT. I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND THAT I KNOW WHEN IM IN A DITCH SOMEWHERE SHELL BE YELLING AT ME ASKING HOW I GOT THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE BUT I KNOW FOR A FACT SHE WOULD BE THE FIRST ONE TRYING TO FIND A WAY FOR ME TO GET OUT. **Tiffany MY "GIRLFRIEND"- IT SEEMS THAT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH HER AND I ARE ALIKE BUT TAKE LIFE IN DIFFERENT ROUTES. HER AND I CAN TALK FOR DAYS ON ABOUT SO MANY THINGS AND ALL WE REALLY NEED IS FOOD AND A TABLE AND WERE SET. SHE HAS SHOWN ME THINGS IVE NEVER THOUGHT WAS IMAGINEABLE AND THAT RIGHT THERE IS PRICELESS.SHE ALSO SEEMS TO BE ONE OF THE ONLY FEW THAT REALLY GETS TO ME WHEN THEY TELL ME WHAT TO DO, I WOULDNT TRADE HER FOR THE WORLD **Nikki MY "MOM" - SHE HAS PROVEN TO ME THAT ONCE YOU MEET A TRUE FRIEND THEIR WITH YOU FOR LIFE. THIS GIRL IS IT, SHES SO FAR AWAY AND NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL HER EVERYTHING WHEN MOMENTS HAPPEN I STILL KNOW WHEN I DO TALK TO HER I AM ABLE TO TELL HER. SHE SHOWED TO ME THAT I AM SOMEBODY AND THAT I CAN DO THINGS. HER CHARACTER MAKES EVERYONE WANT TO KNOW HER AND SOMETHING YOU WILL SURE MISS. I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY AND I KNOW ONE OF THESE DAYS CANADA TICKETS WILL SEEM SO MUCH CHEAPER AND ILL GO THERE TO SEE HER! SHES THE ONE THAT HELPED ME GROW AND THATS SOMETHING YOU DONT FIND EVERYDAY =) **Sarah MY "BABOY" - ALWAYS AND FOREVER MY PEANUT BUTTER TO THE JELLY ! SHES ALWAYS THERE TO LISTEN. I KNOW HER AND I ARE GOING TO DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS IN OUR LIFE BUT NO MATTER WHAT ILL BE THERE FOR HER. HER AND I CAN DO THE DUMBEST THINGS BUT BEING TOGETHER ITS SO MUCH FUN THAT I DONT EVEN CARE THAT WERE BEING SILLY. SHES ALWAYS SO RANDOM AND HAS A LITTLE CLUELESS SPARK IN HER BUT WITH HER GOALS AND DREAMS SHE'LL GET FAR. HER DRIVE HELPED ME KNOW THAT HARD WORK SURELY PAYS OFF **Kevin MY "WHITE BOY" - NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE ARGUE AND CALL EACH OTHER NAMES AND GET ON EACH OTHERS SKIN I KNOW THAT HE AND I KNOW EACH OTHER LIKE THE BACK OF OUR HAND. HE HAS BEEN THERE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I BECAME A LOSER AND HE BECAME "COOL" =) BUT FORREAL KEV'S MY BUDDY! HE TELLS ME WHEN I DO STUPID SHIT AND WHEN I NEED A SMACK IN THE FACE TO REALIZE THAT I NEED TO DO BETTER. HE'S A PERSON THAT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE LIKE " FUCK IT" BUT ONCE HE SET HIS MIND TO SOMETHING HE SURELY DO ACCOMPLISH 'EM. **Kamille MY "DAUGHTER" -NO ONE HAS WORRIED ME AS MUCH AS SHE DOES. I KNOW SHE HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL AND THAT SHE CAN GET FAR IN LIFE IF SHE JUST REALIZED HOW MUCH SHES WORTH SOMETHING. I CAN NEVER JUST GIVE UP ON HER BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD. SHES HELPED ME KNOW HOW IT IS TO TAKE CARE OF SOMEONE AND TO BE RESPONSIBLE. I KNOW I DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HER BUT KNOWING THAT SHE HAS SOMETHING MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I SHOULD HELP HER GET THERE. **Joey MY "SPARK" - WE FOUGHT SO MUCH! WE GET ON EACH OTHERS NERVES TO THE POINT WE WONT TALK FOR A WHILE. YET AS WE HAVE GOTTEN OLDER WE REALIZE THAT WERE LIKE BROTHER AND SISTER. HE KNOWS WAY TOO MUCH ABOUT ME AND I KNOW WAY TOO MUCH ABOUT HIM. WE HAVE E.S.P AND OUR FOB-NESS IS AN ADVANTAGE. WE PORTRAY LIFE IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT WAY BUT THE WAY WE DO HELPS ONE ANOTHER TO SEE THINGS IN DIFFERENT WAY. HE'S MY JOE AND WITHOUT HIM WE WOULDNT HAVE OUT " JOEY SIM AND HEINNA REYES PRODECTION"!!=) **Allan MY "SON" HE MAKES FUN OF ME SO MUCH TO THE POINT WHERE PPL WOULD BE LIKE " WHY DO YOU TALK TO HIM?" BUT NO MATTER WHAT HE SAYS I DONT CARE. PPL MIGHT THINK THAT HES A WEIRDO BUT HE REALLY IS BUT DRIVE IN LIFE SO AMAZING. HIS INDEPENDENCE IS SO DIFFERENT FROM AN AVERAGE PERSON. IF HE KNOWS HE WANT SOMETHING IT SHALL BE DONE! IM SO PROUD OF WHAT HE HAS MADE HIMSELF TO BE. AND FORSURE IMA KEEP CONTACT WITH HIM BECAUSE HE'S GONNA BE A CHEF AND IS GONNA COOK FOR MY FAT ASS !=) **Jae MY "ATE-ADING" - THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE HAS SHOWN LIGHT IN MY LIFE. SHE WAS ONE OF THE FIRST PPL MADE ME REALIZE THAT THERES SO MUCH LIFE CAN OFFER. HER TAKE ON LIFE OF HOW EERYTHING WILL BE OK , MAKES HER A GREAT PERSON. SHE HAS SO MUCH TO DO BUT ALWAYS HAS TIMET O PARTY AND THATS SOMETHING HARD TO DO. SHES THE ONE THAT I KNOW IF WE TALK I WILL ALWAYS GET A GREAT ADVICE OUT OF. SHES MY BIGGEST LOSER AND I LOVE THAT ! **John-Nathan MY "LOVE OF MY LIFE" OUR TALKS ARE ALWAYS GREAT. WE HAVE SO MUCH DO TOGETHER AND WILL SOON DO ONCE ONE OF US GETS OUR LICENSE. I LOVE WORKING WITH HIM BECAUSE FORSURE WE BOTH WONT GET BORED. I LOVE TALKING TO HIM BECAUSE WE WILL FORSURE LAUGH! WE HAVE DONE SOME CRAZY STUFF AND ALL OF OUR MOMENT HAS BEEN WHILE WE WERE WORKING. **Priscilla MY "SEXY MAMA" - SHES LIKE A DAUGHTER TO ME. I LOVE HER LAUGH AND HER DITSY-NESS. SHES PRETTY AND KIND ( WHICH IS RARE) SHE LISTENS TO EVERYTHING AND IS CARING ! I LOVE AND WOULDNT TRADE ANYONE FOR HER! SHE ALWAYS HAVE CRAZY IDEAS AND YOU WILL NEVER GET BORED WITH HER! **Jenny HER SIMPLE WORDS HAS GOTTEN ME THROUGH SO MANY THINGS ! I LOVE HOW SHE IS AND HER ACCOMPLISHMENTS HAVE SHOWN ME THAT I CAN DO THINGS TOO! I LOVE HER AND WILL NEVER FORGET HER ! **Don I JUST BUG THE SHIT OUT OF HIM AND I LOVE IT ! =) BUT HONESTLY IF I NEED SOMETHING HE'S ALWAYS THERE EVEN IF HE HAS TO CALL ME A DUMBASS BEFORE HE HELPS ME ! **Zairah HER MIND SET ON THINGS ALWAYS MAKES ME THINK! I LOVE THAT ! HER OPINIONS WILL CHANGE SOMETHING FOR THE BETTER SOMEDAY AND IM GLAD I GOT TO HAVE MET HER ! ZAI!! UR THE BEST!