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*+*+* ALLOW ME TO RE-INTRODUCE MYSELF*+*+*A VIXEN.......ALWAYS KNOWS WHEN ITS TIME TO MOVE ON, IS JUST AS HAPPY SPENDING HER SATURDAY NIGHT WITH A GOOD BOOK, INSTEAD OF HITTING THE CLUBS HASN'T SPENT ALL OF HER PAY CHECK BEFORE SHE HAS RECIVED IT DATES A MAN BECAUSE OF HIS CHARACTER NOT HIS CASH A VIXEN DONT WANT FOR SHIT SHE KNOWS HOW TO MAINTAIN AND KEEP HER HEAD ABOVE WATER HAS BOOK SMARTS AS WELL AS STREET SMARTS KNOWS HOW TO FLIP THAT MONEY THREE WAYS & THEN SOME KNOWS HOW TO COOK A HEALTHY MEAL FOR HERSELF & HER MAN, JUST BECAUSE SHE'S POWERFUL, DETERMINE, SEXY AND SIMPLY ALL THAT....... falling hearts***First & Formost, I am not ur ordianary girl*** I am 21 years old, with a heart of gold and big city dreams. Hope to one day to become avery famous run way/ video model & Real Estate Agent. I have no children and I dont plan on having any no time soon. I am a well-rounded person, who loves to party and be the center of attention. I believe in living life to the fullest, because u never know when it can be ur last.... Am also a veryfirm believer in Karma.... Can be real bitch if u try to cross me. I love hard, but I love to love. Hate being told what to do or about personal business cause no one knows me better than I know myself. I curse like a sailor, and can be a little bit outta control. I am a true weedhead, I smoke just about every day... I might be high typing this shit???? Who know!! But I just think that if the whole entire world smoked weed, the world would be a better place. Instead of people thinking that weed burns brain cells, it actually openur mind up for better knowledge and wisdom. Why do u think people ask so many questions when they blowed??? One of those type of girls u can always find dancing or either singing no matter where am at.
Sometimes I like to read as well as write a little poetry.... I think it takes u too a different place than reality. Here is one of the poems I wrote~Test Of Life~How Many Times must I go through this? Drugged Out, Thugged Out... on society's hit list A grown ass woman with nothing to show And I'm playing with life as if I got time to blow What my Mother suppose to believe That she gave birth, to a rotten seed Never That... Cause The Fact Still Remains I'm determinded to change, Cause the game aint the same I would be a fool to loose At a game I so diligently learned the rules Everybody wants to be a "Ghetto Star" Instead of excepting who they really are I'm just a woman that took the wrong path Now I'm looking for the answer to save my red ass If I dont find the answer- the past has been a waste Martin Luther King gave his life for the test The Test.... Am scared to take To be able to prosper in life..... Without bondage or chains.... So I ask how did I let my soul become..... Addicted to this fatal game? But mid-terms have rolled around again Time to study my notes... can't fail..... got to winLayout powered by HOT FreeLayoutsI am a grown ass woman so I really dont have time for childish games or bullshit so u can miss me with all of that. Since I was a kid I has always been the type who never really cared what other people thought of me... I guess thats why so many people consider me to be a strong willed person, but if they only knew every smiling face is not happy. I am not saying that am not happy with myself, am just not where I wanna be in life right now. I feel as though all the things that I really do want and cherish are slipping away slowing from me. I am 21 years old and still trying to find myself and what I really want to become. I have been through alot of detours in my life to make me the way that I am. When I was younger I always felt alone, like I never reallly had anyone. Being the middle child of two boys, it was difficult to be able to relate to them on what waw going on in my mind. My brothers and I have always been close, because all we had was each other, due to my mother working all the time and my father being a drug dealer/ addict. My oldest brother was my other half. Back in the day... they use to call us double trouble, because we went to the same school and stayed in trouble, we always had each others back. My oldest brother passed on January 22, 2003 and there is not a day that doesnt go by thatI dont think about him.......R.I.P. Antonio Campbell..