I spend my time:
Daydreaming about my future roadtrips with my three favorite girls.
Daydreaming about my favorite artistic, athletic, funny boy.
Daydreaming about what it wil be like when Obama wins.
Daydreaming about 10 years from now.
Watching funny movies about skinny boys with akward social lives, guys who smoke to much weed, cynical girls who look like my sister, and lots of other ones too.
Reading books with happy ending, sweet roamntic middles and rough rocky starts.
Having good music refrences is a plus.
I honestly have met the only people who i can ever need. But new ones can fill tiny gaps my people leave open. I have met my best girls who love me more than i love myself, make me feel like i'm worth something and let me know theres something to look forward to. Then theres this one particular boy who takes up all the empty space i my head. And some space i'm supposed to save for things like eating and sleeping. Nobody could pave over those spots he fills and block him out. I know, i've tried. But i'm through trying to pave over, i'm into accepting those spots. I love those spots. Him and his spots makes me smile a big cheesy smile that my friends have come to recognize, and hopefully cherish because i hope they know they won't ever see another like it. It's the smile that will soon lead to a crash later on. A crash that makes me feel like the plane that killed Buddy Holly. Ashamed. But he brings my sunshine, and i wouldn't give any of it up. and then theres the family, who in truth, drive me insane and sometimes i wish i was adopted. We're far from perfect and we have communication issues, but they're the only ones out there made to fit me. Maybe it's not a perfect fit, but it's the one that makes me the person i turned out to be. I'm not sure if thats a good thing or not, but i guess we'll find out.
A lot of new stuff. I will try almost anything once.
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
Anything adult swim. Gavin and Stacey.
Twilight; New Moon; Eclipse; Breaking Dawn
My Big Brother; Jeff Buckley