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kate

The only truly natural things are dreams, which nature cannot touch with decay.

About Me

In order to live my ideal life
Solutions Visions TruthHurtsHeals
Non-Evasion and Pro-confrontation
– ORIGIN ALITY -
As far as conducting the total awareness life in which you plug into "Now"
and constantly push ahead,
constantly develop and grow.
The thing is that I want it all next week, right now, this millisecond.
The leader, the instigator, the creator, the cold origination.
Life should sparkle and rush, burn with fire, hot melting steel,like freeze-burn from a comet.
I know that if I was around someone who was REAL and very PHYSICAL and RECOGNIZED about,
I would probably verge on envy and I'd be too repressed for fear of fucking up in front of this serious person
– intimidated.
Don't be! Be seriously involved with growing,with true development, and never fear.
Be the kind of person who is naturally powerful, positive, ingenius,
open to the highest degree, but with no interest in coercion or pressure or power over other people.
That kind of power is hollow.
It contains nothingand brings you nothing in the long run.
BE THE BEST. NO NEGATIVITY, NO WEAKNESS, NO ACQUIESCENCE TO FEAR OR DISASTER, NO ERRORS OF IGNORANCE, NO EVASION FROM REALITY.
- Jeff BuckleyMyspace Layouts

My Interests

I spend my time:
Daydreaming about my future roadtrips with my three favorite girls.
Daydreaming about my favorite artistic, athletic, funny boy.
Daydreaming about what it wil be like when Obama wins.
Daydreaming about 10 years from now.
Watching funny movies about skinny boys with akward social lives, guys who smoke to much weed, cynical girls who look like my sister, and lots of other ones too.
Reading books with happy ending, sweet roamntic middles and rough rocky starts.
Having good music refrences is a plus.

I'd like to meet:

I honestly have met the only people who i can ever need. But new ones can fill tiny gaps my people leave open. I have met my best girls who love me more than i love myself, make me feel like i'm worth something and let me know theres something to look forward to. Then theres this one particular boy who takes up all the empty space i my head. And some space i'm supposed to save for things like eating and sleeping. Nobody could pave over those spots he fills and block him out. I know, i've tried. But i'm through trying to pave over, i'm into accepting those spots. I love those spots. Him and his spots makes me smile a big cheesy smile that my friends have come to recognize, and hopefully cherish because i hope they know they won't ever see another like it. It's the smile that will soon lead to a crash later on. A crash that makes me feel like the plane that killed Buddy Holly. Ashamed. But he brings my sunshine, and i wouldn't give any of it up. and then theres the family, who in truth, drive me insane and sometimes i wish i was adopted. We're far from perfect and we have communication issues, but they're the only ones out there made to fit me. Maybe it's not a perfect fit, but it's the one that makes me the person i turned out to be. I'm not sure if thats a good thing or not, but i guess we'll find out.

Music:

A lot of new stuff. I will try almost anything once.

Movies:

Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist

Television:

Anything adult swim. Gavin and Stacey.

Books:

Twilight; New Moon; Eclipse; Breaking Dawn

Heroes:

My Big Brother; Jeff Buckley