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Hey! I'm Victoria Nichole Manns
I'm a 2006 Bassett Graduate
I want to major in Biology & Genetics
I'm married to the BEST man EVER
Will has my heart through thick & thin
My Husband & Son mean EVERYTHING to me
My son is 1 year old now.
He's so amazing and I love him to death
God gave me my one true love & soul mate
Will is the BEST thing to EVER happen to me
He is the MAN OF MY DREAMS
My heart belongs him for all ETERNITY
We're pregnant again with baby #2
Our baby should be due in Sept. Not sure yet
I had a miscarriage in November
I wasn't sure if I could have another but God Blessed us
I can't wait for our little bundle of joy to get here
I want a healthy baby girl
I live in Alaska
I've been through a lot, but I made it through everything
Life isn't easy
I've put up a fight to get where I am in life
It's amazing I'm still alive
I can't give up on ANYTHING & I don't know why
I'm sensitive, loving, & caring
I'm passionate about things I love
I want to go back to my senior year so bad
THINGS I LOVE
My Hubby & Son
The Beach
Summertime & Fall
Taking Pictures
Music
Dolpins
Anything Fruit Punch
The Mountains
THINGS I MISS
My Grandpa
Senior Year
School
My cat Chi Chi
Friends & Family
Drill Team
Ashley Truman, Devin Adkins & Crystal Durham
DISLIKES
Liars
Cheaters
Not having my hubby w/ me
People who pull out in front of you when driving
The President
War
Greasy Foods
Criminals
I've been known to be athletic
I have a heart problem & at times it sucks
I had surgery for it but the prob is still there
If we could get out of the Army now I believe I'd jump on it in a heartbeat
Being a military wife is harder than I thought
I can't wait until Election Day
I can't wait to build our house one day
I have a cat and a ferrett
7 months of Snow is NOT cool
I want to move back to Virginia
I always said that I would never go back, but I miss it
I don't want my hubby to leave me in Sept.
I don't know what I'm gonna do without him being w me
Having the one you LOVE that will NEVER LET YOU GO or HURT YOU is PRICELESS
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Broken-By Lindsey Haun
Wake up to a sunny day
Not a cloud up in the sky
And then it starts to rain.
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I find strength in the struggle,
Face to face with my trouble.
When you're broken
In a million little pieces
And you're trying
But you can't hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
So dont you stop believing in yourself
When you're broken.
Little girl dont be so blue
I know what you're going through
Dont let it beat you up
Hitting walls and gettting scars
Only makes you who you are
Only makes you who you are
No matter how much your heart is aching
There is beauty in the breaking.
When you're broken
In a million little pieces
And you're trying
But you can't hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
So dont you stop believing in yourself
When you're broken.
Better days will are gonna find you once again
Every piece will find it's place.
when you're broken
when you're broken
When you're broken
In a million little pieces
And you're trying
But you can't hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
So don't you stop believing in yourself
When you're broken
When you're broken
When you're broken.
I would have to say that this song describes my life.
I've been broken into millions of pieces.
Every tear of mine fell for a reason weather it was good or bad.
My past hurt and pain made the scars that lie within me, yet they made me who I am today.
I never stopped believing in myself, but I had my doubts from time to time.
It was hard to get through at times, but I did and my better days have come and every piece of myself and my heart found it's place.
I found my beauty and my happiness.
I've been through a tremendous amount of heartache and pain in my life as well as many other people.
I have decided to tell the world to possibly offer some help to anyone that may need it.
I believe that I lived through everything because God had to have had over a dozen guardian angels watching out for me as well as himself.
I also had the help of my best friend Ashley Truman when things got so bad that I needed someone there to talk to and respond to me and comfort me.
Until my senior year God and my best friend Ashley were the only ones that I could truly count on me not to hurt me or leave me.
I always knew I at least had them.
From the beginning of 2004 to near the end of 2005 my heart was shattered into over a million pieces more than it ever had been in my entire lifetime.
It was a miracle that I lived through everything that I did.
I never knew that I could deal with so much heartache, pain, and betraying people in my life.
I had confidence and trust in so many people only to have my heart stabbed, ripped out, stomped on, shredded, and broken into millions of thousands of pieces.
The people that I never expected to betray me or destroy my trust in them were the ones that hurt me the most.
Everything that happened to me in this period of time was beyond me and beyond belief.
I never could understand how someone (myself) could deserve to be treated like I had and go through as much as I did especially by family and friends.
To have someone you've trusted your whole entire lifetime or even 5 or 6 years to do something to destroy your trust is unbelievable and it rips your heart out completely.
I hurt so much during this time.
It's been hard to forget about also.
Some things you can never get out of your mind, you just have to live one day at a time to try and keep it out of your head or stopping you from living your everyday life.
I never thought I could make it out alive, but I did.
I still have no idea as to why everything happened to me the way that it did except for the fact that there was something and someone way better out there in this world for me that would help me to understand my life and help me to live better.
Also I have a feeling that after everything that I went through, my life is not meaningless, because who knows how many people I could help one day that has been through the same stuff that I went through and just needs some guidance and someone to help them to understand.
Going into my senior year of high school I felt as though I could trust no one and I would not step close to one single guy or get so close to someone that I trusted them with my life in their hands, but that's where fate stepped in and God's destiny for me started to show.
I ended up falling hard for this one guy.
His name is William Edward Manns III.
I was still more than afraid to give one ounce of my heart to someone else or anyone for that matter.
I was trying to start a different life and to put my heart back together from all the pain in the last year.
Though I denied my feelings as they started coming they ended up hitting me harder than any emotion has ever struck me in my life.
I finally let fate run it's course and I have never been happier.
My life started to shine and I'm now married as well as expecting our first child together and I couldn't be any happier.
It's amazing though, this guy that I had known for over 6 years always liked me and wanted to date me since the first time he saw me and was determined to do so.
He would not date anyone and had never been in a serious relationship because the only person he wanted to be with was me.
And I married this guy and I could never have asked for a better husband.
He is my dream guy and so much more than I ever dreamed of.
There is nothing that I would change.
I couldn't have asked for more in the one and only soulmate that is guaranteed for each and everyone of us.
God has truly blessed me and my life and he will continue to be in my life as well as our child's life.
It was a miracle for me to find the one that was meant for me and he was right under my nose all along... I just didn't know it until the time was right.
Love works in mysterious ways.
I love my life and my husband.
He's helped me through thick and thin with no questions asked.
He's been there for me and has had no problems with it.
He's never backed down, even if things did get tough in my life.
I love him too death and I would do anything for him.
I have accomplished many of my goals with in just my senior year of high school.
Not only was I the first one in my immediate family to stick through school no matter how hard my life got.
I graduated with over 60 credits for college and with within 1 point of honors.
I stuck through my life through the good and bad.
I found my soul mate, who happens to be the BEST man alive and we are married and expecting our first child together and we are both starting excellent careers.
Who would have known that my life could come together to be such a blessing?
God really does work miracles and he had a huge one in store for me!
~*~Victoria Nichole Manns Loves William Edward Manns III Forever Eternity~*~~*~Victoria Nichole Manns Loves William Edward Manns III For Eternity~*~
Ok. So there's this guy. I'm head over heels in Love with right?!!?
Well, everytime I look at a picture of him my heart begins to race.
Everytime I think about him, my mind goes blank and I start to day dream about him
Everytime I'm with him I'm in HEAVEN
Everytime I hear his voice or he touches me, my breath is taken away
Everytime I think, see, or hear him, my stomach's butterflies start to flutter to no end
This guy is my WORLD
He is my LIFE
I NEVER knew I could possibly LOVE like I LOVE HIM
I thought before that I had found this "love" only to find out that what I thought was love at the time was nothing compared to what he & I share
I have an ETERNAL BOND with this guy
NOTHING can separate me from him
He has taught me to TRULY LOVE!!
He has showed me that not all people/guys are the same
This guy is the MAN OF MY DREAMS (LITERALLY)(It's hard to EXPLAIN but he KNOWS)
All I know is that I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANY HEART COULD EVER LOVE & MORE THAN ANY PERSON COULD EVER DREAM OF LOVING ANOTHER
He is the BEST thing that has ever happened to me
He's the best person I have EVER came across & I am truly BLESSED to have him in my life
I am SOOO GLAD I LISTENED TO MY HEART TO GO AFTER HIM EVENTHOUGH I WAS SCARED
I now have that ONE soulmate each of us are guaranteed in life!
I am sooo LUCKY that it is HIM
HE'S MY EVERYTHING & SO MUCH MORE
MY LOVE FOR HIM IS INEXPLICABLE
He LIGHTS UP my life and makes everything around me so much better
I can have the crappiest day and just having him there with me brightens it up for me
His voice is SOOTHING & COMFORTING
He's EVERYTHING I'VE EVER DREAMED OF, WANTED, NEEDED, & MORE!
This guy IS MY WONDERFUL, LOVING, CARING, AMAZING, SENSITIVE, & SEXY HUSBAND
He's the BEST husband ANYONE could EVER DREAM of, WANT, or NEED!!!
William Edward Manns IS MY SOUL MATE & TRUE LOVE FOR ALL ETERNITY
HE HAS MY HEART, MIND, BODY, SOUL, & UNCONDITIONAL NEVERENDING INFINATE LOVE FOR ALL ETERNITY!!!
Heavenly Bliss
With you my heart starts to flutter to no end,
For it was astounding when it did begin.
My love for you took me by surprise,
For I’m in Heaven when I look into your eyes.
With you I have no fear of lies,
And I know that we’ll never say our good byes.
It’s in me that love will no longer deceive,
And it’s you that made me believe.
It’s in you that I believe,
And pure love with all my heart & soul is what you’ll receive.
Your voice is always angelic to my ears,
And I can sense when you are near.
Your presence gives me peace of mind
For your personality is remarkably and amazingly kind.
And you, my dream guy, were atrociously hard to find.
You’ve opened a vivacious door,
And you’ve spread my wings so that I can soar.
It’s funny, the works of fate,
To finally put us together as soul mates.
God knew that we were meant to be
It just took us some time to see.
We are the ones meant for each other
And nothing will ever stop us from being there for one another.
You give me such excitement and passion.
For you are my world, my heart, and soul,
And I know we’ll never have to worry about our love growing cold.
Paradise is to feel your touch, your sweet embrace, and even the most gentle kiss,
And most importantly to have you as my husband is such a heavenly bliss.
To: My Wonderful Husband William Edward Manns III
By: Victoria Nichole Manns
Copyright ©2006 Victoria Nichole Manns
Soul
Looking deep into my soul,
I know that my love for you will never grow cold.
For it’s in me that you’ve ignited a fire
And you’ve completed my every heart’s desire.
For you have brought me back to life
And now I won’t have to face the blade of the knife.
Because of you I no longer suffer
For I no longer feel I have to hide.
Once before I almost died,
But you brought me out from beneath the cover.
I no longer fear,
And you’ve taken away all of my tears.
I use to hurt and get treated like dirt.
I went through so much pain,
But in the end you were my wishful gain.
One kiss from you brought me back to life.
I no longer feel as if I’ve been burned
For it’s because of you my soul & happiness has returned.
For our hearts are forever bound.
For if you were to look into my soul, you will see that yours & mine are eternally wound.
To: My Wonderful Husband William Edward Manns III
By: Victoria Nichole Manns
Copyright ©2006 Victoria Nichole Manns
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