MARTHA

9/26
fuck you. fucking FUCK YOU!!! fuck you you stupid little fuckers, i hope that you all burn slowly for what youre doing.

9/25
it really is over. i dont know what to do. i am at a total loss. god, someone help me.

9/24
i begged him to come back to me today.

9/21
cross country is taking over my life. argh.

9/18
what the fuck am i supposed to do now that we arent together?

9/17
i think he hates me.

9/16
i keep losing all my clothes...they just freaking disappear, and i havent a clue as to where theyve gone. argh.

9/15
being in an emotionally detached relationship SUCKS.

9/12-9/14...
i skipped these days. oh well.

9/11
sometimes i get so frustrated with people that it makes me cry and get really upset because i feel like i cant fix them, even though they dont necessarily need to be fixed.

9/10
i feel like i have absolutely no life whatsoever.

9/9
i ran my first cross country race of the season today. it went pretty well, for the first ..]

9/8
ive been too busy with school to update this thing.

9/4
i dont want to deal with the stupid drama that i know will happen this year.

9/3
im a running snob.

9/2
sometimes i say things in spanish by accident.

9/1
i eat way too much sugar.

8/31
i live in new jersey and i strongly dislike bruce springsteen and the jersey shore....does that make me a bad person? lol

8/30
i am the most indecisive person in the entire world, and i absolutely hate that fact.

8/29
i love oldies music =]

8/28
i regret not staying in shape over the summer. alot.

8/27
i feel like people are ignoring me.

8/26
im still hurt about what billy did to me. ive had no real closure about it and i keep thinking about it. i hate that feeling.