I am happy to say that I have gotten over the fact that my loving husband killed my cat. As Forest Gump would say.."That's all I have to say about that". I have decided that this year is all about self discovery. Opening your eyes and becoming comfortable with yourself and what you have acheived. I find that working full time, being a mother and wife I tend to over look important things and also take things for granted. Like instead of complaining that my husband is not romantic enough because I dont get flowers and cards. I have come to realize that as a grown up romance comes in a different form. For instance sometime the sweetest thing Sean can do is if I have had a really hard day at work he will say " I will take care of bath night" I know for those of you who don't have kids don't understand the magnitude of those words but one day you will. Another example warming my car up on a frosty winter morning. These are the things that I have come to reconize as romantic jestures. They may seem silly to the average person but call me a hopeless romantic but I think having another person who wants to do little things every day to make you smile is better that any vase full of roses. Not that I would turn down a bubble bath with candles and rose petels leading up to it, but if you know my history I would probably slip on the rose petels and fall in the bathtub ending up in the ER. This year I want to learn to live in the moment. I am the biggest worry wart around. Always wondering what might happen instead of enjoying today. Sean tells me that we are going to build a house this year so please put us in your prayers. We decorated a nursery together and it got UGLY! I can't imagine an entire house. That's ok, isn't that what medication is for?
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