a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3

About Me

i am a typical cancer.. hard on the outside, soft on the inside! im a tough bitch and will kick ass if needed. But deep down im an emotional pussy who cries at stuff no one else cries at (i cried during big daddy! who does that?) ive been told im intimidating when first met.. and my brothers guy friends are all scared of me :) i have a jealous streak with friends! if they replace me, theyre black listed! i am fiercly protective/proud of my little brother, who is an MMA fighter (think UFC).. he could kill a man by flicking his shoulder, but i still protect him from bad people! and if you date him it takes me about 6 mos average to accept you. im trying to get into nursing school to work in the neonatal unit. (i looooove babies) music is my life. without it, i wouldnt be who i am. ive gone to millions of shows a yr since i was 15. im a "band aid" not a groupie. im the kid that goes to shows and supports the band when theyre nobodies, then they get famous. guess im a good luck charm. and if i meet bands who are assholes to fans, i just cant listen to them/respect them. TAPROOT is my favorite band because theyre amazing live and they are incredible people. they never turn down a fan. theyve taken me under their wing and i love them for it!! Super loyal guys. i meet lots of famous people. i work as an EMT for the playboy mansion. if you ever see me scratching my cuticles, it means im nervous.. random, i know. im hooked on magazines like lindsay lohan is hooked on blow.. its pathetic! OH... i am the queen of random facts. ask me a question about pop culture from like the 60s to now and i usually get it. i can name peoples kids, etc. its disgusting! it fascinates my bf though!! he can never stump me. im VERY sarcastic and call my friends names that you would earmuff someone for. that just means i love you. i quote a LOT of movies in my vocabulary and it dissapoints me when people dont know where some of it is from (who cant recite all of dumb and dumber? pff) i like meeting new people that can change my life... *ahem*.. in a good way... if you are a heartbreaker you suck... I don't judge but i hate liars, cheaters and fakes... I'm friendly, loyal and i don't bite... often... oh, and i love me some boobies ...and i ADRIANA LIMA IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON IN THE WORLD.... I WOULD KILL FOR LOOKS LIKE THAT

My Interests

concerts, blowing money, staying out late, waking up verrrrry late... and i hate working... ooohhhh, Roadtrips!!! Cuddling with Corey. tattoos. piercings, eyeliner;smoky eyes, messy hair. Guys with lip rings... hott ***whoever got this tattoo is a bad ass mother fucker!!***

I'd like to meet:

funny... sweet... the famous... hmm.. oh, the sexy! JAKE FUCKIN GYLLENHAAL, lisa lampanelli, dave chapelle and the first 2 guys i ever had crushes on: Johnny Depp and Macauley Culkin!!!!!And... Gael Garcia Bernal... he is so goddamn sexy it hurts XXX HOLY SHIT ITS BERT MCCRACKEN!!! XXXFUNNY, GORGEOUS GIRLS... DAMMIT I CANT GET ENOUGH!! THEY ARE ADDICTING TO WATCH... COREY SAYS THEYRE MY GIRLFRIENDS, WHICH ILL TAKE!!!WHAT AN ARTIST... AND I HEARD SHES ARGENTINE? WHAT WHAT!! *DAVID BECKHAM.. THE ONLY PRETTY BOY BLONDE IVE EVER THOUGHT WAS GORGEOUS... DAMN... * YEAH DZ!

Music:

"NOW THE RED ONES MAKE ME FLY, AND THE BLUE ONES HELP ME FALL, AND I THINK ILL BLOW MY BRAINS AGAINST THE CEILING. AND AS THE FRAGMENTS OF MY SKULL BEGIN TO FALL, FALL ON YOUR TONGUE LIKE PIXIE DUST, JUST THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS..."taproot, poison the well, deftones, thrice, the used, atreyu, Story of the Year, eighteen visions, mxpx, hopesfall, glassjaw, nirvana, pantera, falling cycle, led zeppelin, Evergreen Terrace, eVeRyTiMeiDie, *My Chemical Romance*

Movies:

Stand by me, DONNIE DARKO, Requiem for a Dream, ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND, The Sandlot, Office Space, A Clockwork Orange, The Basketball Diaries, Dogma, Half Baked, Screwed, THE GOOD GIRL, Almost Famous, From dusk till dawn, The Craft, The Motorcycle Diaries, JARHEAD, Super Bad, Pulp Fiction, Brokeback Mountain, Mysterious Skin, Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, Lemony Snickets: A Series of Unfortunate Events, 30 DAYS OF NIGHT, Skeleton Key, But I'm a Cheerleader, Dazed and Confused, Old School, WALK THE LINE (ive never felt sooo many different emotions in 2 hours! Go watch it... seriously it will change you) Can't Hardly Wait, SLC Punk, The Virgin Suicides, Garden State, The Beach... and Clueless, Bring it on!! (no joke), Little Giants!

Television:

That 70s Show(1st few seasons were the best), Insomniac w/ Dave Attell, Chapelle Show, THE GIRLS NEXT DOOR, Deadliest Catch, Miami Ink, Family Guy, I love the 80s, Reno 911, Scrubs, The Simpsons, Untold stories of the ER, The Wonder Years, Unsolved Mysteries, Are you afraid of the dark?, Martin!, Living Single, Third Rock..., Mtv's "True Life", Real World (well.. the San Diego cast) and anything on: Comedy Central, Discovery Channel, Travel Channel, TLC, and some of the History Channel. National Geographic bitches! ****LAST BUT NOT LEAST, RoBoT CHiCKeN!!! "i say we let him go!!"--- thats for you baby!!!****

Books:

The Outsiders, Virgin Suicides, Catcher in the Rye, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Fear and Loathing!!, Go Ask Alice, Valley of the dolls, A child called it, ANYTHING by Alex Garland, The Basketball Diaries, The Donnie Darko Book, The Beach, Running with scissors, The Glass Castle, Me talk pretty one day, Driving with Dead People, DRY, Kurt Cobain Journals, Running with Scissors, Dry, Sybil, Stephen King and Augusten Burroughs stuff, The Bell Jar, I hope they serve beer in hell, The Body aka Stand by Me movie in book form, and A Short Life: The River Phoenix Story... i like books they make movies out of

Heroes:

my mom for sure, that woman is the toughest bitch i know. shes WAY better than yer mom; ill put money on it. if i could be half the woman she is, id be happy. and of course my daddy who was a smart, good looking, wonderful person that no one will ever compare to. And, my nona. shes the coolest great grandma anyone could ask for.my other heroes include: Officer J. Dangle of the Reno Police Dept... he knows how to work those shorts!LISA motherfucking LAMPONELLI!!! that bitch is crazy funny and never lets me down! THIS DUDE, FOR ONLY HE CAN MAKE A SCARY LION GIVE GENTLE HEAD. HE CAN ALSO GIVE ANY CHICK A RUN FOR THEIR MONEY!!haha he's gonna kill me! ANYONE WHO CAN POP AND LOCK LIKE THIS DUDE

My Blog

I SWEAR IM A GOOD FRIEND...

for awhile now i have been working an ass load of hours and trying to stay sane. i try and hang out with or have a deep conversation with friends all the time but it seems like its never good enough. ...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 04:34:00 PST

I'LL JUST GO KILL MYSELF NOW

taproot got dropped from their label... if i dont see them live again, ill cry... i love those guys... its not fair...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 05:17:00 PST

love this poem

im reading one of my favorite books of all time, again, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower.. this poem is in it and i forgot how much i loved it... so here it is.. Once on a yellow piece of paper with gr...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 11:30:00 PST

TaSTe oF CHaoS, BiTCHeS<3

Before the whole venue opened, me and my "concert crew people" snuck backstage, so we got to see MCR do their sound check! We had to look like we were with the bands so security wouldnt catch on, and ...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Donnie Darko fans are creepy!!

I was watching the extras on the Directors cut dvd and there's a documentary that some guy made. I guess the "biggest fan" who made a documentary would get it put on the dvd, but in all honesty i thin...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Marilyn Manson likes french vanilla shakes!

So like two nites ago... me and dillon are minding our own business when who walks in? Mr marilyn manson, thats who. I made him a french vanilla shake, large, and he enjoyed. He was the nicest guy. An...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A DOZEN FURIES WON!!!!!!

They fuckin won! All my voting paid off. Finally, my vote actually counted! Looks like im going to ozzfest this year. For those of you who do not own an ADF cd, go to www.adozenfuries.com and order a ...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

RIP dimebag :(

So two nights ago, december 8, i was watching tv with fabian when some newscaster said that dimebag had been shot and killed. Needless to say i was a little shocked. I can't believe it. He was such a ...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Goooooooo A DOZEN FURIES!!!!

Mondays at 10:30... Battle for Ozzfest... watch and become addicted.. i have. All i know is that "A DOZEN FURIES" better win or i give up in life. They are the most talented band on that show. I want ...
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"Im a fake".. mmmhhmm

"Look at me, you can tell By the way i move and do my hair Do you think that its me or its not me? I dont even care.... just look at me, look at me now IM A FAKE, IM A FAKE, IM A FAKE, IM A FAKE"....
Posted by a KiSS iN THe SHaPe oF a BuLLeT<3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST