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Well, I'm a pretty chill person, I'm light hearted and I'm very trustworthy. I don't think with my mind, I think with my heart. It was how I was raised, so don't take advantage of it. I love to have a great time and I constantly want to be doing something or hanging out with one or some of my friends. I love to meet new people, it might not seem like it at first because I'm shy, but I really do. I love to have the time of my life with any of my friends. If you can't tell from the writing below my friends and family are a really big part of my life and they'll always come first in my book. They all mean the world to me. And just to let you know...I don't put up with anyone's shit and I'm pretty much a smartass all the time, so get over it if you don't like it.
I've been through a lot the past three years. But at the moment I'm going through the process of helping my Nana stay cancer free, going through the transition of realizing never to wait on a man, not even my own father, helping my mom through her heartbreak and current health issue and due to asshole move going through the long and stressful process of a Dui. I've decided with everything that's going on that it'd be best to take awhile off of school and I'm really hating it. I definitely hoping to be going back to Metro soon. I've always been a very strong and wise person and with all of this breaking down that I've gone through I'm becoming even stronger. If you think that you can come into my life and break me down, you possibly could a little bit because of how caring of a person I am, but don't expect to be here long. So if that's your goal in life just give up because it isn't going to happen like that anymore and I'm too strong for you now, nothing you could possibly do or say will phase me anymore.
To the people in my past
---- I hope you have just as good of luck as I've had, may you find new lovers, opportunities and have the best you can in your future. Some of you will always be in my thoughts or heart, but don't think for a moment that I miss you or want you in my life, things happen for a reason and if you were meant to be in my life than some kind of happening will bring you back in it.
Seth
---- My love! There's so much to say and I really don't know where to start with us. You are one of the good things in my life, I know that we go through a lot, but I will always love you Chee Chee. We fight a lot, but at the end of the day I know that I wouldn't want to be sleeping next to anyone else.
Ashley Castro
---- I have the most amazing time when I'm with you even when we are acting like old ladies playing Yahtzee. I'm glad that we've become such good friends, hopefully it'll last quite some time. Love you girl.
Ashley Heinekamp
---- Geeez. What to say about us? We've been through a lot since we've been friends, but I'm thankful that in the end, no matter what happens, we always come out and can still have what we do. I love you like a sister.
Isaiah
---- I'm really glad that we've come a lot closer than before. In my eyes you are a good and close friend of mine and I hope you feel the same way. Just remember that I need you, you're my body guard and leaning partner. I heart your face.
Mommy
----I definitely have a new look on our life together, we hardly got along until just a little while ago. She's been to hell and back with the things that certain people have put her through. I'm very proud to call her momma and I wouldn't want to have it any other way. She is a very strong women now and I'm just trying to be half the person she is.
Patrick
----We never really had a great relationship growing up, but we did have our fun times together. Like when we pretended that the backyard was the ocean and played Barbie Baywatch (and yes I did have the baywatch barbies). But now that we're older we understand each other a little more. I don't know what I would've done without you during the whole LeDouche thing if you weren't here to make me strong. I really do love you and I'd die without you.
Nana
----She really is my absolute everything. She always took me to the zoo when I was little. I absolutely loved the zoo and the corn dogs back than. Lol. She always took care of me no matter what. For those of you who know about the past couple of years if you think I was a wreck than you don't want to see me when she passes.
Grandpa
----We haven't been the closest ever, but I don't know what I'd do without him. He gives me pretty much anything when I need it and sometimes it might look like I'm take advantage of him, but I'm totally greatful for everything he does. I love you.
Grandpa Vince and Grandma Helen
----When I was younger I loved spending every waking moment with you over the summer. We had so many different things to do all the time, there was never a dull moment. But as I grew up, we grew apart and I hate myself for not seeing grandpa when he was sick. I took everything for granted for softball. I appreciate everything both of you ever did for me. I have so much respect for everything even down to the smallest rock. I miss you Grandpa and I'll always cherish the things you showed and taught me. Even the smallest rock is a gem.
Doyle and Ford cousins
----We have so much fun together. It really sucks that we never had this time when we were growing up and I hate that it started so late. I love you all so much and I'm greatful for the times we have together now. And to the boys especially...I love it how you guys look over me so much and would never let anything bad happen to me again even when we just started.
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Short, sweet and sucky.....

So a lot has happened...Something you've probably read in more than one or two blogs of mine. Anyways.....As of April 8 at 12:35 Pm, my parents are finally over. All the pain and suffering is over. Di...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 21:24:00 GMT

A new year; A new start!

So here goes....   I'm so glad that a new year is upon us, full of second chance at millions of things. I'd give you all an over view of everything that happened last year, but to tell you the tr...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 00:36:00 GMT

Midnight Thinking.

It's 1:45 Am, I'm laying here in bed writing this because my eyes are so full of tears that I can't sleep. Like 5 minutes ago I decided to write in my diary, yes I have a diary, anyways I just wrote a...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 02:15:00 GMT

This is pretty much what I think and what I’d say.

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Posted by on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 22:20:00 GMT

The biggest heartbreak of my life so far.

So yesterday we found out that my nana has the early stages of breast cancer. I don't have any idea what's going to happen. All that I can hope or pray for is that everything will be perfectly fine. I...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 14:24:00 GMT

Work!@!

So some of you might not know, but I recently got my first job ever. I've had training almost all week. Yesterday we were training on the registers, we got done early so they decided that we shou...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 23:47:00 GMT

To prove to Kool-aid that he's wrong....

So, last night I was challenged to come up with five reasons why guy sucks. Well I was sitting in class today doing nothing and this is what I came up with. 1. Guys can be total jerks 2. They're smart...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 15:08:00 GMT

Crap on top of more crap....Isn't that craptastic.

Most of you probably don't know the situations and occurences that were happening in Ben's and I's relationship. I'm surprised that it was kept so quiet and on the down low. Well for th...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 18:54:00 GMT

My hatred of snow!

Ever since I could remember I've hated snow and these past couple of days definitely haven't helped. Some people ask me why I live in Colorado and at the moment I couldn't really tell you. Anyways her...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 14:54:00 GMT

First Day!

I hated going to school on the first day ever since I could remember, but I loved my first official day at Metro. It is such an amazing campus and I can't take my eyes off all the beautiful ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 20:04:00 GMT