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*Im Shauna :)
*I want to go to Alaska to see the Northern Lights
*Im a 22 year old, single, pregnant girl
*Sometimes I fear Im turning into everything I hate
*Im a professional pet groomer :)
*I have weird friends
*and they have been there beside me through everything
*Im terrified of being in a relationship
*but I never stop trying to be happy
*I trust people too easily
*Laughing is my favorite hobby
*I dislike my smile
*I try to never make promises that I can't keep
*Im random :)
*Somtimes Im my own worst enemy
*I have a horrible tendency to care about people who dont care about me, which is as true this exact moment as when I typed it a year ago.
*I hate chocolate
*I am amazingly clumsy and often make people bleed
*I'm a recreational smoker by choice
*I am recovering from the one who said he loved me falling out of love
*I have an obsession for tigers, showers, sleeping, and Big tall reverend type guys ;)
*I'm ready to let go of my past and forgive the people that have hurt me
*I love the color black
*My makeup is unusual and makes me different from you
*If you want to know more about me message me or .. butterfly beasti on AIM

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I am rather disgusted with myself.Bring friends with you is still really really hard.Hopefully club + alcohol+ my big fat mouth doesnt = something really bad happening.I never even had that doubt unti...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Sep 2009 08:28:00 GMT

sigh

I've been sitting at home the last 3 or 4 days simply itching to sit down and write a long detailed blog about all the gray, disgusting clouds of thought swirling around my brain, but as I sit here at...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Jul 2009 08:09:00 GMT

Purging the thoughts

I have every intention of sitting down and making this a happy blog, but I don't feel very well and I'm just kinda....sad. I'm sad that I'm sad...because things are going so remarkably well. I just ca...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 09:14:00 GMT

I hope he knows.

"You say you gotta go and find yourselfYou say that you're becoming someone elseDon't recognize the face in the mirrorLooking back at youYou say you're leavinAs you look awayI know there's really noth...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 17:33:00 GMT

something worth reading to help you understand where I am right now

http://www.mcwilliams.com/books/sur/sr1.htmThis helped.Thanks dad :)
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 18:29:00 GMT

typical me

I can't do thisI am focusing on he and I getting back together, not meHard to breathe, hurts to move, cant eat or throw up what I doi disgust myselfI am just pushing him further away. He wouldn't care...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 17:41:00 GMT

Just sort of numb.

So I start therapy for depression 4:00 Monday. To be truthfully honest, I don't know my own reasoning for trying it. There are a lot of benefits I suppose...I just don't know if one of them is going t...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 09:29:00 GMT

I'm angry. Let me vent.

I am Hurt.I am ANGRY.And I am fucking DONE.So help me god, if it is the last thing I do, I am fucking done with this. I am done worrying if he is lying to my about Ashley. If he wants to be with her, ...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 18:15:00 GMT

still mad about losing all I typed earlier :(

"All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off y...
Posted by on Sat, 09 May 2009 13:17:00 GMT

I hate trying to come up with a title for these things

This morning was a bad morning :( I fell asleep on the love seat, moved upstairs into the bedroom I'm being graciously given to use, and fell into a fun, but mild, panic attack. It lasted 10-15 minute...
Posted by on Sat, 09 May 2009 08:11:00 GMT