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J.O.E.~M. (Jealous Ones Envy Me)

myspace?!? nahhh . . . more like outterspace! Nobody is safe these days!! lmao

About Me

Well,... hey I am who I am. For those that know me... there isn't much more news that I can say right here/right now! Holla at me tho! But for those that really don't know me,... but think they do... yall can just keep talkin'!!(hate-on, haters,lmfao,...) Listen-up papparazzi and yall tabloid journalist, ya might learns sumthin'... About me... I am an adult, that understands the drama in the real world already exists, either like it or not, thats just the way it is, in my opinion! Real-life is real-life, everything is, what it is. Good or bad. Each and everyone one of us is only here for a certain amount of time. Never will we be able to re-live right now, as close as we might get to doing the same thing twice,...intentionally or not!! Time will never be repeated!!! So I make sure, my concerns,... the things I worry about most, are things real life important things, to me or the ones I love and/or respect!! As for the rest of the world, well,... I can't change them or it, especially if they don't want to change. They got to admit their problem before they can change. For most, thats a hard thing to do. I can only be respossible for my own actions, not theirs!! There are way too many things out there to worry about already, who in their right mind needs or wants more??!!?? I myself don't have time for it. I love Peace, I love Happiness, I like almost anything or anyone, who tries to promote them! Thats who I am,... or at least try to be! If I didn't live my life looking for peace and happiness, I wouldn't be writing this,... I probably would be locked-up, or even wouldn't be alive to!!! I know this sounds like it should have the worlds smallest violin playing in the background, but its real-talk! I'm good!! Go play it for the people who need it, so they can go feel bad for themselves in their own space!! As for the people that don't have anything better to do but sit on their asses, either at work, or at home, or anywhere else for the matter, and go on myspace to look at other people's page that they don't even like,... stop waisting your energy!! What sense does that make?? Find something better for your time. I laugh at people who look at things that have nothing to do with them, but take it personal because they mis-read or mis-understood something about someone else.lol Guilty conscience I guess,... but be careful yall,... words are only words until they escalate to trouble. People need to be mature,... live and let live, worry about yourselves and the ones who really need to be worried about. Confidence is everything, when you know who you are, and things are somewhat happy and/or peaceful, it feels great!! If you are the slightest bit confused, or a little doubtful of being happy with who you are, peace and happiness are hard things to grasp! I've been there, I speak from experience,... but NOT now, that was over ten years ago! But if your reading this, and you're taking offense, because you think I'm writing to or about you,... well then you're probably right, theres that quilty conscience again, low self-esteem does get people paradoid, since I say no names at all. I'm not an angel by any means, god knows... but I'm human too, nobodys perfect, everyone has some kind of skeleton, or skeletonssss,... I should say, in their closet. The only good thing that come out of a bad experience is the lessons we learned from it! We can't hide with regret forever, we have to accept what is done, move on, you know... puch forward, but nobody-else in this world has the right to open the door on our mistakes, to cover for their own issues and mistakes!! It's true, misery enjoys company,... but don't be fooled, it is NOT your friend, it only pretends to be when people are most vonurable, it will only bring you down too,... fast!!! With good will and a strong heart, anyone can get through the toughest time, it makes us stronger! Here's a great quote:"I believe that what you do bad, comes back to you, so the things I do thats bad, I'm going to suffer for it. But in my heart, I feel what I do is right. So I feel like I'm going to Heaven!" - Tupac Shakur(1996)

My Interests

nice cars, fast motorcycles, bad-ass 4-wheelers, quick jet-skis, damn-near anything fun with a motor interests me... I like having as much fun as possible,... Life shouldn't always have be hard and complicated!! I'm the type of person that likes to find something fun to do, then try to get as much fun out of doing it, as I can!!! That should be everyone's interest, right??

I'd like to meet:

Honestly... I am not on myspace to meet anyone new, I just wanted to take the oppurtunity for people interested to understand who and what I'm about. Awhile ago I erased all of my page and friends because there were too many people thinking they are the shit on myspace. I think myspace is cool in some ways,... like finding old friends or something like that, but for the most part, it is entirely mis-used. The reality of the world will tell you, actions speak louder than words. So don't think because you can go on myspace and type some words down, that you're the shit,... its only a computer!(lol) You only think your right because the computer won't tell you your wrong or being immature. It will read exactly how you type, so realize, if you are an adult, you should act like an adult. I realize, that for some, this is hard, and to a few, impossible. Unlike them, I am adult. I don't need to be stuck in the middle of high school, or even elementary drama. I already graduated, thanks!! But if I was here to meet people... I'd like to meet people who are doing things in their life, possitive things, regardless of what other people, or even life itself has done to hold them back. People who get knocked down, like a wrecking ball to a building, only to get right back up, dust-off and say "hey theres plenty of room to build now!!" Those people are the people who have probably had it hard but didn't let it over-come them. Those people once stood at the rock-botton, and only looked up. Those are also the people that know that when things are at their worst, don't ever say it won't or can't get anyworse, because it always can, whether we see it or not!! Like those people who hope and want to be as strong as possibly when things get difficult, because todays problems might not be tomorrows, and tomorrow is only full of its own problems. If things don't get resolved, other things get much harder. I'd like to meet alot of possitive people. But, sometimes thats hard, because there is so much negativity going around, its hard to tell who's who! But they are out there, waiting to be notice. Just keep yall heads up, at all times, or you might miss out on an oppurtunity to meet, or even be someone great!!

My Blog

peace

sometimes things get tough... the mind becomes clouded. no matter how rough... I gotta think about it. baby, be strong... maintain. theres no way around it... it drives me insane. son, always believe ...
Posted by J.O.E.~M. (Jealous Ones Envy Me) on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 08:47:00 PST