.ITS LIKE YOU WOULDNT EVEN EVER EXCPECT IT. I WANT IT ALL BUT WERE DEALING IN PERSON, THIS IS THE CRIDICT THAT YOU SEE YOURSELF DANCING IN. WITH SUM INSANE ACCTIVITIES THAT YOU HAVE INGAGED IN. WE BEGAN WITH CONCLUDING REMARKS. WE HAVE PICKED UP THE PIECES AND HAVE EXAMENED THE PARTS. YOUR WORDS ALWAYS CUT WITH A CLICHE. BUT NO ONE REALY SEEMS TO CARE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY.
.OH MY GOD.
.I NEED A LEASH U SEE.
About me:
.CUM SAVE ME..AND LIGHT MY CANDLE.
.HOLD ME.
.KISS ME.
.LUV ME.
.HURT ME.
.TOUCH ME.
.BITE ME.
.RIDE ME.
.TRY ME.
.CRUSH ME.
.I DOUBLE DARE YOU..CUS YOU CANT CHANGE US..CREATION SEEMS TO CUM OUT AS IMPERFECTION. IT SEEMS TO CUM OUT AS A STRIVING AND A FRUSTRATION. AND THIS IS WERE I THINK LANGUAGE CAME FROM. I MEAN, IT CAME FROM OUR DESIRE TO TRANSCEND OUR ISOLATION AND HAVE SOME SORT OF CONNECTION WITH ONE ANOTHER. AND IT HAD TO BE EASY WHEN IT WAS JUST SIMPLE SURVIVAL. LIKE, YOU KNOW, "WATER." WE CAME UP WITH A SOUND FOR THAT OR "SABER TOOTH TIGER RIGHT BEHIND YOU" WE CAME UP WITH A SOUND FOR THAT. BUT WHEN IT GETS realy interesting, I THINK, IS WHEN WE USE THAT SAME ARANGED SET OF SOUND CUMING FROM OUR MOUTHS TO COMMUNICATE ALL THE ABSTRACT AND INTANGABLE THINGS THAT WERE EXPERIENCING. LIKE, WHAT IS FRUSTRATION? OR WHAT IS ANGER, OR LUV? WHEN I SAY "LUV" THE SOUND WAVES CUM OUT OF MY MOUTH THEN HITS THE OTHER PERSONS EAR,TRAVELS THROUGH THIS BYZANTINE CONDUIT IN THERE BRAIN, YOU KNOW, THROUGH THERE MOEMORIES OF LUV OR LACK OF LUV, AND THEY REGISTER WHAT IM SAYING AND THEY SAY YES, THEY UNDERSTAND. BUT HOW DO I KNOW THEY UNDERSTAND? I MEAN WORDS ARE INERT. THERE JUST A SYMBOL. THERE DEAD, YOU KNOW? AND SO MUCH OF OUR EXPERIENCE IS INTANGABLE. SO MUCH OF WUT WE PERCEIVE CANNOT BE EXCPRESSED. ITS UNSPEAKABLE. AND YET, U KNOW, WHEN WE COMMUNICATE WITH ONE ANOTHER, AND WE FEEL THAT WEVE CONNECTED, AND WE THINK THAT WERE UNDERSTOOD, I THINK WE HAVE A FEELING OF ALMOST SPIRITUAL COMMUNION. AND THAT FEELING MAY BE FAKE, BUT I THINK ITS WUT WE LIVE FOR.
.I DREAM BIG BUT GROW OLDER EVERY TIME..I SING.
.SPEAKING TO THE ATMOSHPHERE.
.NO ONES HERE AND I FALL INTO MYSELF.
