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Heather Jean

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About Me

I go to JSU majoring in pre-med for optometry and hopefully in a couple of years I will be able to transfer to UAB. I am in a awsome relationship with the greatest guy I have ever met whom I am very in love with and I would be devistated if we ever to break up, he gives me the butterflies in the pit of my stomach and makes me the happiest girl in the world b/c I know he would never hurt me on purpose. Well anyways I am complicated and very shy to the point where it kinda gets on peoples nerves but I really can't help it I'm not one to open up with just anyone b/c I dont want just anyone to get to me so I set my self apart and become part of the background but I love to be loud and crazy and just have fun. If you want to know more than just let me know. polka layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

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"Luck is when preparation meets opportunity"

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Here is to all the girls who feel the same way I do. Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter breakup, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I want us to be friends". one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. here's to the ones who took him back. that maybe this time he was different. hoping that maybe people do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught shit from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for a while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him soo much. and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how STUPID they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so." The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts and their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we derserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would ring in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to. One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.

Whatever you do, DON'T CLICK ON THIS!!!

My Blog

Boxes and round rooms!

Ok heres the thing, you see all these movies explaining the perfect relations and how everything is supposed to be, but do people even want to try for that special something?  It seems like you f...
Posted by Heather Jean on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 03:57:00 PST

Losing the battle

Ok everyone knows that people are complicated.  Most of you know I am that type of person! Things bother me and I force it to hide away! I build walls that no one can break through and it seems l...
Posted by Heather Jean on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 09:33:00 PST

What is Perfect?

We all know there is no such thing as perfect! There is also some people who seems like they are perfect like the perfect boyfriend! Even though I don't have an exclusive boyfriend yet I still have ex...
Posted by Heather Jean on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 11:26:00 PST

Not under my control

It seems like I live a life of drama! Every where I go doesn't matter the time or the place it follows me around like a puppy! I want to just shake it! Scream! It is a temporary insanity.  I am t...
Posted by Heather Jean on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 10:52:00 PST

People

I am so not the one to make attacks ecspecially over the internet but what is up with girls now a day's.  I swear can you not be with just one person!  This is basically a big issue in Locus...
Posted by Heather Jean on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 02:10:00 PST