I do not know beneath what sky nor on what seas shall be thy fate; I only know it shall be high, I only know it shall be great."
~When things go wrong, as they sometimes will. When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low, and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When life is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns. And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are. It may be near when it seems so far, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit. It's when things seem worse, that you must not quit.
Black Sabbath,
Ozzy,
Linkin Park,
Justin Timberlake [I know, but I can't help it.]
Chevelle,
Sublime,
Kid Rock,
Heart,
Led Zeppelin,
Apocalyptica,
Everlast,
Seether,
Sevendust,
Prince,
The White Stripes,
Suicidal Tendencies,
Bullet for my Valentine,
Metallica,
Skillet,
Pantera,
Nailbomb,
Billy Idol,
Rascal Flatts,
Colbie Caillat,
10 Years,
Shinedown,
Crossfade,
Godsmack,
Evans Blue,
Red,
System of a Down,
Fleetwood Mac,
Stevie Nicks,
Pink Floyd,
Nine Inch Nails,
A Perfect Circle,
Future Leaders of the World,
Counting Crows,
Tool,
Korn,
Eminem,
2pac,
Staind,
Pennywise,
The Used,
The All American Rejects,
Matchbox 20,
Blue October,
Black Label Society,
The Cure,
Garbage,
Portishead,
Journey,
Radiohead,
Smashing Pumpkins,
Stone Sour,
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,
Coldplay,
Alice in Chains,
Marilyn Manson,
Fear Factory,
Tantric,
and that sort of thing.
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Training Day,
Less Than Zero,
One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest,
Premonition,
Vanilla Sky,
Minority Report,
Beaches,
The Notebook,
Super Troopers,
The Butterfly Effect,
Friday,
Blue Collar Comedy Tour,
The Passion of the Christ,
Menace to Society,
The Goonies,
Sixteen Candles,
The Never Ending Story,
American History X,
Trainspotting,
Crash,
Kill Bill....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The First 48, Intervention, The Sopranos, Everybody loves Raymond, America's Funniest Home Videos (cuz there's really nothing funnier than watching people eat sh*t!) Desperate Housewives, Brothers and Sisters, Jackass, Scarred..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~....Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carrol. Cujo by Stephen King. A Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. Thinner by Stephen King. The Bachman Books. And I Don't Want to Live This Life by Deborah Spungen. True crime stuff....even though it gives me nightmares sometimes...
FIRST AND FOREMOST, GOD... WITHOUT HIM, I WOULDN'T BE HERE, AND I WOULDN'T BE ME. ......MY DAD... BECAUSE EVERYTHING GOOD I HAVE INSIDE OF ME, I GOT FROM HIM. BECAUSE HE IS TOUGH, SMART, RESPECTABLE, HONEST, COMICAL, LOVING, AND INTOLERANT AT THE SAME TIME. BECAUSE AS OLD AS HE IS, HE WILL STILL FUCK YOU UP IF YOU DISRESPECT HIM! YOU ARE TRULY MY HERO, DAD, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! ....MY BROTHER JAKE.... FOR OVERCOMING EVERYTHING WE WENT THROUGH AS KIDS AND BECOMING A GREATER FATHER THAN I CAN EVEN BELIEVE. PROPS TO YOU FOR BREAKING THE CYCLE! AND FOR ALL THE HARD WORK THAT HE DOES AND ALL THE AWESOME THINGS HE HAS ACCOMPLISHED FOR HIMSELF AND HIS FAMILY,AT HIS YOUNG AGE....I'M SO PROUD OF YOU BRO! OH AND FOR SAVING MY LIFE, TOO. THANKS. YOU'Z MY HERO, FO SHO! =]......BRIAN AND BEN... FOR INTRODUCING ME TO THE GREATEST LOVE EVER KNOWN, FOR GIVING ME SUCH GREAT THINGS TO LOOK BACK UPON, AND EVEN GREATER THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO. EVERY DAY, I MISS YOU. ......DAGON, KEONI AND KAGE... FOR BEING MY INTERVENTION, FOR CLEARING OUT THE COBWEBS IN MY HEART, AND BREATHING NEW LIFE INTO ME. YOU ARE MY BABIES, MY BLESSINGS, MY HEART, AND I LOVE YOU! ......MY BEST FRIEND, JOHN... BECAUSE KNOWING YOU HAS LEFT AN IMPRINT ON MY SOUL, AND YOUR LAUGHTER WILL FOREVER LIVE ON IN MY HEART. EVERY MINUTE I SPENT AT YOUR SIDE IS A MOMENT I WILL TREASURE FOREVER. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU, AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. REST YOUR SOUL. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I miss you Billy; I'm sorry my brother.