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HeatherHP (BAMF)

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About Me

There are certain things I believe that cannot be swayed. Everyone has someone to love. Everyone has someone who loves them. Taking insane chances on love and happiness are always worth it, even if the odds are not in your favor. Find your penguin. Depending on yourself, and loving yourself is one of the greatest life lessons, and one of the hardest to learn. Every single person is absolutely beautiful in their own way, but everyone has a dark side. "I'm lazy" is never an excuse for wasting your life away. Rain calms the soul. A physical fight is the last resort, but standing up for yourself and what you believe in is the first. When everything in life is wonderful, treasure it. The natural balance suggests that an exact 180 will be headed your way. Smoking is an affirmation of life. Dishonesty is unacceptable. Openmindedness is 9/10ths of humanity...add some compassion, understanding, strength and character in there too. Oh, and opposable thumbs. Life is what you make it. Never take anything at face value. Spontaneity is the start of some of the best times you will have in your life. Never give up, even when things have given up on you. People who have experienced tragedy in their lives, true tragedy, are the most beautiful people in the world. Live your life for yourself. Nobody can make you happier than you, and in the end, you are the only one who knows exactly what happened. Never give up on the people you love. Everyone has a difficult time finding their way once in a while. You just might be the person to open up their eyes. Learn from mistakes; yours and everyone elses. Keep the odds in your favor if possible. True love has been fought for and died over since the beginning of human existence. You think you have it? FIGHT FOR IT. Don't let that go without a fight. If you end up letting it go, over something that could be fixed, no matter what the time frame, everything you went through was for nothing. All you will be left with are memories and what ifs.

My Interests

psychology. insanity. dancing. makeup. music. books. love. rain. art. us.

I'd like to meet:

I fukin' love this man. Let's go with Edgar Allen Poe, William Shakespeare, Adolf Hitler, and hell let's add your mom in there for good measure.

Music:

Bad Religion, Social Distortion, Sum 41, Atreyu, Lamb of God, Bleeding Through, As Blood Runs Black, Dragonforce, The Offspring, Green Day, A Perfect Circle, In Flames, Saosin, Arch Enemy, Sevendust, Dead Kennedys, Fall Out Boy, Cobra Starship, AFI, Adema, Amy Winehouse, The Ataris (old stuff), Blink 182, Blue October, Chris Daughtry, Bowling For Soup, Breaking Benjamin, Evanescence, PARAMORE, Bush, Cake, Chevelle, Children of Bodom, Chimaira, The Clash, Cranberries, Alanis Morrisette, Lynard Skynard, Janis Joplin, Pink Floyd, Creed, Crossfade, Devil Driver, Dropkick Murphys, Three Inches of Blood, Coal Chamber, Hatebreed, Hemlock, The Eagles, Eminem, Finch, Flyleaf, Fefe Dobson, Fort Minor, Fuel, Godsmack, Goldfinger, Flogging Molly, Goo Goo Dolls, Good Charlotte, New Found Glory, Marilyn Manson, Hoobastank, The Hush Sound, Jack off Jill, The Juliana Theory, Lacuna Coil, 12 Stones, Nickelback...ok i'm gonna stop now...and this isn't even a third of my list.

Movies:

"And sheperds we shall be, for the my lord for thee, power hath descended forth from thy hand so our feet may swiftly carry out thy command, we shall flow a river forth to thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti."-Boondock Saints (if you don't know that, you had better fuck off.)

Television:

Nip/Tuck, House, Intervention, Xena, and any kind of show about surgery...plastic surgery is most interesting though. Yes, I am one of those people who watches surgery while I eat. :] After that, anything on the History Channel, any of the Discovery or Science Channels, oh and the Nasa Channel.

Books:

I'm game if it's vampires, aliens and or death in some ritualistically in-depth manner. Dean Koontz is wonderful.

Heroes:

The chemical makeup of a true romantic is not something that can be understood by any sane man. We are rare, poisoned, unrelentlessly hopeful. The quest to find what belongs in our hearts is not an easy one. This path, which we have unsuccessfully walked on our whole lives, shelters us from nothing. It leaves us out in the open ripe for the slaughter. Before this journey began, our hearts were already massacred. We travel only to find that which would bring us redemption; that which would bring us back to life. And ONLY WHEN we have had too much....when we absolutely cannot continue...will there be an end to the journey. This is not an easy path. It is the road less traveled by...but those of us who do choose it, find strength in our pain, find hope in our loneliness, and know that no matter how battered and broken we are, we will find the end of our trail. We will never give up.

My Blog

Drunk.

I just got dropped off at home. I'm fucking trashed but for some reason I can still mostly type correctly. Eating microwavable breakfast sandwiches because on the way home I saw mcdonalds and got so h...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:11:00 PST

Book.

So, for a while now, Jamie and I have been seriously considering writing a book about our lives. Just because our life experiences sound like they come out of a movie. I'm half excited,...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 04:14:00 PST

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GOD FUCK SHIT ASS MOTHER BITCH! I'm okay. How are you? :] Priorities need to be readjusted. I see where I fit in. I want to drink til I puke. :] I also see who I need to be. Can't get anywhere without...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 06:02:00 PST

Jamie.

I believe the title says is all. This one is for you, wifey. I saw you tonight for the last time. Who knows when i'll get to see you again. What I do know, is that our souls are bound to each other, a...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 05:37:00 PST

Again.

The last time I felt like this, I ended up living in my car. The first time was voluntary. I don't really care what I have to do to get out of here. Except the problem this time is I don't have a gym ...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 01:13:00 PST

explanation.

Ok. "You can't always get what you want." Yeah? Well I can't even get what I need! Found out today that some dumbass motherfucker is talking shit. About something that DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING HAPPEN a lon...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 03:32:00 PST

Yesh.

Everythings gonna be all right now, everythings gonna be all right. Usually when shit goes sour for me, I have an itty-bitty breakdown, and then I'm ecstatic. It's always darkest before the dawn. :] I...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 04:45:00 PST

FUCKSHITCOCKMOTHERFUCKERPISSCUNTASSHOLE

You know what? There is only so much I can fucking take. You may think I can handle all of this, and I may act like I can but this is fucking ridiculous. Applebee's has become a ghetto trash version o...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 04:46:00 PST

Intermission.

Yeah, as usual, I can't sleep. I have way more weight on my shoulders than i'm used to. Feels like nothing matters anymore. Feels like I don't matter anymore. Yeah, i've become quite full of myself......
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 04:04:00 PST

Fin.

Ok.  I'm done being nice; it gets you no where, and everyone thinks they can step all over you. Fuck you. No, this one actually isn't directed to anyone in general, its to everyone. You think you...
Posted by HeatherHP (BAMF) on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 02:36:00 PST