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I believe who you could have met is far more important.. Layne Staley, Kurt Cobain, Chris Farley, Jim Belushi, Dimebag.. the list goes on.. Drugs have helped spawn some of the most creative, out of this world art, but also played their part in destroying the artist as well. My bottomless love goes out to these individuals that single handedly changed music and theatre forever.

My Blog

a vision of disorder

Dangerous roads unravel inside of me. I feel so hollow, The darkest pills I've swallowed. God won't you take me. I've got to get myself away, in the shadows I'll always be hidden from the eyes that st...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Jan 2010 11:03:00 GMT

insert a farewell here, because im already gone

disgusted with reality, i sit in anguish.  a glance toward you fools me, i thought you were a billboard.  advertise it on your shirt.  stick it on your forehead, you're a fool.&nbs...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 23:34:00 GMT

3,046 Dead Soldiers Later...

Fuck you Bush, you fuckin murderer.  I refuse to die for you or a country that prances around putting their words and ideas in other peoples mouthes.  Why does Iraq have to be a democracy?&n...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 01:34:00 GMT

18 hits of quality lsd

i think im aliveim positive you are notyour blood lives on my handsnot in your carcassprogress has been madea spiritual awakeningyou however stutteredthen singled outdealt withyour conscience was wron...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 08:43:00 GMT

thriving on abuse

i am the answerthe reason behind the questiona fruitful messiahpromising everlasting happinessmaybe you should turn awaycount your blessingshold onto what youve earnedrun before youre left burnedthis ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 19:47:00 GMT

Alcoholism as a Sport

you know what..  alcohol is legal, legal is good.  fuck crack, you smoke crack, i hate you.  from there, its no turning back.  however, if one were so inclined, they could make a s...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 23:56:00 GMT

g o d i n a b o x

god in a box - i am beneath it all - restricted to empty - fists beat against walls - so the answer is right in front of us - you could have fooled me - there is no god - we're all in a box - suf...
Posted by on Wed, 24 May 2006 03:26:00 GMT

The War Has Just Started, Motherfucker

out the window there goes controlhesitant about releasing my soulseen disaster smother foreverand no one seems to careso why should we intrude on justificationan inferior attempt of interruptione...
Posted by on Wed, 17 May 2006 03:02:00 GMT

poisoned and afraid we're punished

excrutiating pain bendt over double something must give in this sadist nightmare cuts deep into reality and scars living everything changes who you were is absent and the newer version is unaware of y...
Posted by on Mon, 15 May 2006 02:22:00 GMT

god never intended us to live like filth

pills pills and more drugsno one answers the phone calls anymorehelpless in the middle of winterstruggle to grasp a conceptunintentional withdrawal syndromepushed against the wallyou cant tell me im w...
Posted by on Sun, 07 May 2006 07:35:00 GMT