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BEAUTIFUL

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About Me

I aspire to be the latest the greatest and the most hated...I'm just me ...I have finally gotten my shit together...prioratized my life in a sence....I am currently pursueing my career in journalism...and workin part time....finally I know.....I love my life I love and appreciate all my family and friends more than you know for all the love and support you have given me all the bullshit I've put you through..you guys have stuck to me like glue and I love every one of you for it...soo yea about me...well lets see I'm 20 just a baby I know ..and I'm learning to enjoy life ..I'm human and I'm learnin to deal with the simple undeniable fact that as humans we make mistakes and from those mistakes we can only grow and learn to do better so we do no become repeat offenders lol....I take life one day at a time so as not to overwhelm myself with all that is thrown at me ....I've become a sort of risk taker because as I've also learned if I don't ever take any risk I will never learn never grow and never learn to think outside the box....07 and the beginning to 08 taught me a lot about myself and others ...and I'm learnin bestfriend I'm learning...as long as I belive in myself and stop worrying about everybody elses nonsence ill be fine.... I'm usually on aim mariabella08 or [email protected]
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My Interests

I love to read ..and I love to write and I absolutly love music any music except for riverdance long story lol....soo yea

I'd like to meet:

a friend who will be with me thru thick and thin and a lover with whom i can share my most intimate fantasies...let me first say if sex is all that's on your mind please don't waste your time because I may love sex but not with you I am interstead in meeting anyone who is interstead in meeting me I love striking up conversations with new people because we as people can learn so much from one another I despise ignorant people I'm just kant stand your foolhardy ways I am looking for someone with a level of intelligence that either meets or surpasses mine some who has their shit together....and wants it to stay that way and just someone who is willing to work though it and never give up ...

Music:

Alicia keys ,commom,lupe fiasco cd go,kanye his cd is hella good to, maroon 5, fall out boy, sade, rick ross, rkelly, lil mama, bow wow, ect ....

Movies:

Movies with depth and meaning I find myself as of late unable to watch stupid movies that have no meaning whatsoever...rendention, michael clayton, vantage point, 12 angry men, to kill a mocking bird, the color purple, crooklyn, meet the browns, why did I get married, dark comedies ....the royal tennabaums,donie darko, happy endings, ect...and many others

Television:

A moment of truth, greys anatomy, desperate housewives, rock of love, flava of love, top chef,and of course cartoons only the classics tho on cartoon network..tom and jerry mickey mouse ...fosters home for imaganary friends is funny...and a few other I can't think of at the moment but you get the idea

Books:

Laurell k hamilton..her entire anita blake series as well as the merideth gentry series all amazing stories..faye kellerman, anne rice her sleepin beauty series the most amazing erotic novels I have ever read, a book I found called killing johnny fry it was a beyond amazing novel...and any other intersting books I happen to find I try to keep my mind open to different types of books and authors every story has the potential to be good you just have to read it and find out

Heroes:

My mother ....without all her good and bad advice I may not be the woman that I am ...and my bestfriend...you are such an insensative asshole but then who else could I turn to when I need a brutally hones answer....only you and for those time when I needed to hear no lies you were there and for the short time we've known each other we've both learned from each other and I luv you for all you've done

My Blog

what i want

currently on the comp  downloadin music .. so i just realised that maybe what i want is right in fron of me its funny because ive been trying so hard not ot look at it that wheni finally did it w...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Wed, 21 May 2008 12:28:00 PST

Its funny

Currently-chillin wit my sisSoo its funny cuz I know I'm the one who fucked up I don't miss him soo much but ...I read something a bit ago that really made me crave his touch...I know I'm the one who ...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Sun, 18 May 2008 02:29:00 PST

Womp womp womp..sex..please

Currently-enjoyin the sun wit my sisSoo womp womp womp....I'm soo fukin horny lmao...yea I know I'm a nympho I'm always horny so w/e but che things are lookin up now the hard descion is which one of ...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Fri, 16 May 2008 08:18:00 PST

He is

Currently-layin in bed He's like my favorite love songAnd when its over he's goneI'm sittin here wondering what I did wrongIf I press play will he come back or is the cd to scratched..He's like christ...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Thu, 15 May 2008 12:01:00 PST

Commercials

Currently-chillin wit ma sis Soo ok now has anybody seen those commercials where there talkin about how hard it is to do things without a ciggarette hilarious me and my sis saw the one with the lady w...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Tue, 06 May 2008 07:09:00 PST

Like me

Currently-at this lil kiddie party .Soo I suppose evrybody kant be like me to bad hmm...well I'm ova.....new fave song benni and the jets...the song go I dnt care how old it isQuod me nutri me destrui...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 11:46:00 PST

The truth

Currently-listining to the truth by india ariI loovee this song ...because he is thr truth ..and he is so real..and I love the way he make me feel....we saw street kings last night hella good movie .....
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 03:03:00 PST

A glimmer

Currently-on my way home at 4am ..ha to all ya muhfuckas who dnt be pullin all nighters like meSooo yea its 4 muhfuckin 30 and I haven't been ta sleep yet and I'm not tired ima go home and eat my goda...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 04:41:00 PST

The last time

Currently-on bart on my way homeSooo we did it 4 the last time ...the last time 4 now cuz our last is never 4ever ...oooh I dunno part of me is likbe happy you can move on and do ya own thing and part...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 06:23:00 PST

Im addict

Currently-on bart on my way 2 the vSoo thaz just it I'm addicted to him ...feindin for his touch I love the way he fucks...the way we alwayd doin sumnthin new cuz he's got me on 1 like damn and yea I...
Posted by BEAUTIFUL on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 11:18:00 PST