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My birth name is Alexander Jordan Webb. I have no true name - so you may call me Mad LibsAlan Watts - Timothy Leary (Gurus for Americans who seek enlightenment and awakening, and proponents of LSD "Acid")
Alan Watts speaks the words I could never speak, and has shown me how to understand that no one could ever understand me if I expect them to listen to my words, he understands that communication is only effective if the idea translates past the common definitions of whatever language is prominent in that particular region.. that is why language is futile, and my words are irrelevant, as are my photos, and anything you may interpret from me. I will not boast to know more than anyone, I will only accept myself and what I know and speak the words which most closely define my opinionsAlan Watts:: http://deoxy.org/w_world.htm
"there isn't any way of being absent-minded. All thoughts are in the present and of the present. And when you discover that, you approach samadhi. Samadhi is the complete state, the fulfilled state of mind. And you will find many, many different ideas among the sects of Buddhists and Hindus as to what samadhi is. Some people call it a trance, some people call it a state of consciousness without anything in it, knowing with no object of knowledge. All these are varying opinions. I had a friend who was a Zen master, and he used to talk about samadhi, and he said a very fine example of samadhi is a fine horserider. When you watch a good cowboy, he is one being with the horse. So an excellent driver in a car makes the car his own body, and he absolutely is with it. So also a fine pair of dancers. They don't have to shove each other to get one to do what the other wants him to do. They have a way of understanding each other, of moving together as if they were siamese twins. That's samadhi, on the physical, ordinary, everyday level. The samadhi of which buddha speaks is the state which, as it is, the gateway to nirvana, the state in which the illusion of the ego as a separate thing disintegrates"The truth is: I love eating - why?? If I eat, it is only a means to not be hungry.. it is a means to balance, with too much food, you become unhealthy - obese, unable to move - yet with no food you die, and cannot move.. how then shall we eat.. we shall eat when we need to, understanding the beauty in the fact that we are meaning to live, yet there is no point in living.. or is the point to eat.. no, the point is to maintain the balance that is automatically apperant when we look at the most basic form of individual survival - hunger and eating.I love Mad Libs so much, I have tried 4 times to live on a diet consisting only of Mad Libs books. I died twice during the experiment.. I like alot of stuff, and that stuff likes me back. I think everyone rocks, but sometimes they don't rock out to the same beat as other people. I like fighting, I have never been in a fight, but I love thinking about how much ass I could kick - and how much bubble gum I wouldn't be chewing cause I'm all out [and I have a TMJ.. look it up] I frequently have extremely realistic and vivid dreams, and day dreams... i really enjoy them, and try to remember them all. Just take time to realize what you have. Wisdom is only 3 molars away. speaking of which, I absolutely love the feeling of brushing my teeth behind my molars on my gums, it fells amazing! I think in possibilities, nothing is impossible, just some things are unlikely. I like to create situations that are fun, and analyze what possibilities could come out of any situationLove:: In America it feels like this is an unsaid rule (or is it said by the bible, and America contributes to this irrational view) Love your father and mother.. should it not be this - Love is pure, to pure to control or choose, should you have to DECIDE to love your father/mother, you have chosen NOT to hate them, but why? I ask.. why must we CHOOSE to love, if love were given to us by our father and mother, would we have any hate to give back to them? or would we only have love, requetted from their love creating a cycle which can not be decided or controlled.. in the same way, love can not be given to your partner, it must be AUTOMATIC, if love requets only love, then when do we make the choice? America tells us to make the choice of love or hate! Love you father and mother, love your country, love money and possessions, but don't you dare think about NOT HATING!! don't ever not hate other "bad, evil" countries, bad people, and bad things that make us scaredI have discovered this - "Because nothing is important - "importance" loses its meaning, yet somehow importance still exists, in various definitions varying from person to person. thus, how do we live a meaningful life if importance is lost? Importance is not lost, it is found in the seperation of person to person, because what is important to me is NOT important to you - the meaning in my life BECOMES "important" when I understand that it is important to ME!"Everyone should take this test. Not to know who you are, but to understand that everyone is different, and we must accept this natural balanced of life and human existance. It is a personality trait test, and make sure to answer the questions very carefully and accurately. If you want to understand yourself better take the test, then go to these other websites to find out information on it.TEST: http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.aspINFO: http://www.personalitypage.com/portraits.html
http://keirsey.com/matrix.htmlI shall keep the pictures of the Guacamole Bowl - regardless of how embarrassed I "should" be, or how nonsensical it seems to cut ones hair like that - yet it is the proof of the beginning of my true conciousness - the night when I finally said, "nothing is really important, the reason things are is because you are told it is supposed to be that way, this is important, this is not" The truth is that I did not do this to prove a point, nor is this hair cut defining who I am - It only shows a seperation of WHAT I am, defined by you I am "strange" defined by me, I am complex, just like life, just like thoughts of death, just like I am simple in that my hair means nothing, and yet can show so much truth..Here is a very abstract idea: This is a very literal story however.. When I go to update my profile, I have to go through a hoop - it is to type the formal letters of an image recognized by the english alphabet and numerics, yet I click on a box located in the middle of the computer screen. The box can move - as in, I can choose what orientation I see that exact dialog box in - I can scroll up or down, right to left, yet when I click on the box where MY EYES see it, it appears on the screen that I have activated an exact effect - an icon appears and I may now type the corrusponding letters and numbers.. What this is representing is TRUTH - the truth can be seen from many angles, yet it is ALWAYS CONSTANT - one man may say, I know the truth and it is as such, another may disagree, and so on.. but the truth can't be controlled, it is absolute, though no one can exactly define it, just as in the analogue - I can click on the dialog box, regardless of where it is to my eyes, or computer screen, yet it can still move, and remains absolute, so in this way the truth can be understood yet not defined.The analogue of locking the bathroom door: "I find that in my own home, a terrible affliction of repetition has found me.. I have the natural conception of locking the bathroom door to insure privacy.. I only have this of course because of public restrooms, to which one never knows who may enter the room and try to infringe on us in our most embarrassed, vulnerable time - using the restroom.. yet it seems that when not releasing our waste, the bathroom is just a room, just walls with a door - nothing special to hide, or treasures to conceal from thieves.. and when we are not using the bathroom, we prefer more comfortable enclosures, with decor, and people that infringe on our space (to keep us company and find social gathering), not at all like the mindset of one who is about to release waste.. yet it seems, even at night, when no one is around - I still seek to lock the door, to ensure that NO ONE will see my vulnerability, my humaness, or rather, my animalness.. why is it that we must keep everyone out, when truly we seek only to let people in - but not everyone can be trusted, and this is what America teaches, mistrust of people, and trust for abstract forms such as "law, government, religion, and politics"should I continue to lock my bathroom door? or should I TRUST that no one in there right mind wants to see me relieving myself and smell my smell and reject this private attitude of keeping everyone out of our most primal and important matters of life."If A tree falls" ... and no ones around to hear it does it make a sound?? This is a famous american saying that really is a matter of science, assuming you take it literally.. As spoken, its saying, is a sound made, if no human ears can hear it? Well, the simple answer - OF COURSE!! we could put microphones, and wait, and find out without a doubt it makes a sound - but the importance here is as thus: The tree which falls will make a sound, regardless of who is there to hear it or if it is alone - why? because it cannot change what is real - but the beauty is as thus: If you are fortunate enough to be a human being in the presence of nature as it acts without your ears to make the sound - you have experienced something more beautiful than just HUMAN existance.When I cry, I can feel my true smileDon't cry over spilled milk = Don't worry about life and death.. just as if milk spills - its ok, just gravity at work in this reality we convieve around us, just as death is a natural part of life.. in other words, if there was no milk to spill there would be no milk to drink, if there were no life to lose there would be no life to liveCrazy White Apes
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