Zack R Hasting IV, God and River Forgive Me

Well Well.........Been A Long Time? First Time Ive Been On THis Is A Good Year or so.......Basically Ive Let my past Catch up with me, and Now Im tryin to Correct It. Ive cleaned up, Been Clean for a Few Months......Working Multiple Jobs, Tryin get all fines paid off and avoid any possibility at jail. But Biggest THing is Im missing my son, Ive done him and his mother both so worng that i dont know if there is a way to right any of it. Doubt She ever reads this but if you Do, Ashley I am Sorry......Dont expect anything from you or forgiveness just wnat you to know That i love RIver, I did him the most wrong than anybody in my life. I dont even know where to begin to Correct or Start from. But Im gunna try............Besides that I want erebody to know I gots Love FOr Ya and I hope your all doing well!..