Hana

updated: Aug'07. crazy. blunt. softer on the interior than the exterior will allow to show. prideful. learning to express my emotions more. loved. outgoing. dorky. passionate. easily captivated, but not easy to keep interested. attached. passive/aggressive. i like routine. simplicity. good at giving advice, but can't seem to apply it to my own life at times. laid back.. the last few yrs/present seem to be the mark of my life as a child into adulthood.. things are not as they seem. i've learned things the hard way in most situations, bc im stubborn & i don't like to listen. i've been madly in love & had my heart broken. i've probably broken a heart, although it was never an intentional deed of mind. what i've learned is that the greatest thing in learning 'love' is to learn to give selflessly without limits. i know who my real friends r. the ones that love me, accept me, try to understand me even though i'm crazy bc they know of the matters of my heart, of my present & of my past. that my family is what matters. that the only person who will ever really understand me is god, bc at times i don't even understand myself... in the end i just want to be happy... doesn't everyone else?..but happiness is defined differently by everyone: ...one of the greatest things in life is to know how to really love: to have everything else but lack love, that is a life gone to waste...constantly learning & constantly growing..