About Me
I'm not a book, so don't try to read me. I'm not an item, therefor I can't be bought. I'm not a fool, so quit sweet talking me. I'm not a game, you can't win me over. I am human, and I'm overwhelmed with excitement and curiosity. I fuck with best and I'm not settling for anything less. I view myself as unconventional in almost every sense. I'm a really sarcastic person, and if you have trouble sensing sarcasm, you'll probably end up hating me. It's not constant, but it's enough to do the trick. I have a cynical sense of humor. I say really rude things without thinking, I really don't care what reaction it may cause. But, this subject, I will end here, because describing my personality, any personality, is simply ridiculous. Exploring and expanding my artistic ability is something I will never cease to do. I also love to take pictures, draw and write. You will never fathom just how much value I place on art, every form of it. From fine arts to body modification, I respect it all. If I could just manage to remember more of my dreams, or record them even, I wouldn't feel as though the third of my life that will be spent sleeping is a waste. I think I would learn a lot from my dreams, it's just a damn shame I can rarely recall them. Have you ever heard that saying, "drunken words are sober thoughts"? Mostly it's true. I'm careful about what I do, but lately things have been turning. I'm making decisions, I just wish I could be smarter about it but I don't find them necessarily bad, I just find the outcome disappointing. I'm not expecting to fall in love anytime soon because relationships now don't really mean anything. They're just another teenage pastime along with drugs and music and I don't think many people understand that. Right now at least. I guess people are just sent your way to prepare you for the one special person you know is the one, but whatever. I'm amazed at a lot of people I've met recently. There have been quite a few who have opened my eyes and made me look at a lot of things differently, then there are some people who are just really weird and makes me feel uncomfortable. Everyone's different, and diversity helps me throughout the day, strangely. Conversely, humans never were, and never will be built to tear themselves down. We've managed to take the very function of a heart and tie it to our fucked up perceptions of what a human needs to survive, we've cluttered it with all these emotions; emotions that have made us nearly defenseless to the filthy hands of others. We are just another species; humans, homo sapiens, why do we make things so difficult? A truly peculiar thing. I've come to the realization that if you never form high expectations for anyone or anything, you will never be disappointed. Cheers to giving up on humanity!
I'm not at the disco and I don't dance to Fall Out Boy. I won't bring you the horizon and I doubt you wear Prada. I don't mosh, I'm not br00tal, so STFU. You won't get hit, if you talk shit. You're not gangster, hustler, or gore in your Hollister hoodie or with your Hello Kitty necklace. Last time I checked phobias weren't a good thing and if they were bad enough, I do believe there is a treatment. I don't need to take my clothes off to make friends, or steal a celebrities last name to make myself look better than you. I know some of you haven't realized this yet, but this world is an apathetic shit hole and nobody cares about who you are, so just get over it.
