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About Me

I don't guess I've really ever told you about me, but if you read any of the surveys i fill out, you pretty much know allll about me, and then some, lol.My name is Ester, weeeee. I am now 34 but i act 14-ish... it's okay though, i'm mature and responsible when it's called for, and not a minute more than is required. I am a kid at heart and don't take life too seriously (although i do have my sad times, don't we all). Anyway, I love my family, my parents and my brothers are my life. They are my everything and I would die without them. I love to read and I dabble in writing but whatever, i'm never going to be a famous novelist, thoough some have told me i should write a memoir... I'll think about it ;-). Uh, what else do I want to tell you that you don't already know? I don't have kids but i have a trillion nieces and nephews... Joe, Amanda, Arries, Joel, Vanessa, Aaron, Destiny, Maria, Benjamin III, Reyna, Alexia, and two godsons... Benjamin III and Ysmael. (and these are just my brothers' kids!) I love love loveeeee these kiddos, they too are my life, they are the lights of my life.I am easy to get along with, ask anyone, and they better agree or ima cut them! hahaha.but seriously... ah who am i kidding? take a look at my page, read my surveys and if you still have questions about me, then send me a message, i'll answer you, if i deem the question answerable...so, pull up a chair... relax.. read my blogs... be entertained... get to know me....Much Love,Ester aka the butafly (butterfly, ghetto-fied, hahaha)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i would like to meet a lot of 'superstars'.. my wife mariah and my husband will smith would be the ones to start with, lol..

My Blog

books i've read this year.... a running list

1. Their Eyes Were Watching God2. Breaking Dawn3. No Country for Old Men4. Interred with their bones5. Memories of my melancholy whores (by Gabriel Garcia Marquez)6. After long silence (this is the on...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 21:18:00 GMT

A poem TO me... LOVEEE IT!!!!

So, my darlin' hunny bear wrote this for me, I love him he's the bestest in the land, he's my Angel... my light, my dear oneDavie, Thank you...I didn't know i (my tattoo) could inspire such a wonderfu...
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 16:26:00 GMT

if you want to know what's goin on, here's the scoop

I feel I should talk to you all, so here goes. A lot of you already know my life story (I blog, or used to blog on blogspot and on myspace).  Ive always been open about who I am on here, unlike peopl...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 16:19:00 GMT

I wrote three "poems"

When the stresses in lifeCause you grief and strife....Let them go....Away....And flow....Think of happiness....Cheer, good times....Write your feelings on....These lines....(Imagine lines, if there a...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 22:14:00 GMT

his love heals my pain.. a poem

Healing ....Love healsHe healsUnconditionalLove ....LogosGoneSacrificed ....He lovesForgivesHeals ....No painNot for himSadMeI messed upLOTS ....He lovesHe healsHimselfMeLovesUnconditional ....PainHea...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 22:18:00 GMT

Pain of all sorts

Pain ....They hurtSome moreOthers not soMuch ....This one hurtMy heartMy soulBut mostlyMy foot ....ExcruciatingAlmost unbearable A choiceThrust upon meDo I?I dontWant toI was sureThe first timeWhy mu...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:57:00 GMT

what the H is that tat??

Like i did with the tattoo that is now under this one i will tell you what this tattoo means/isthis is an aztec temple... this is where the aztecs would go to sacrifice their enemies that they defeate...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 20:43:00 GMT

sometimes i'm too open ... i dont care

i was watching american idol... and... Allison  sings... she sings a song that i karaoked (badly, lol)... and i started crying... yes because i'm weird that way but also because i remember why i sang ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 19:10:00 GMT

the things he writes make me giggle*giggles*

"don't use your return address because i dont want anyone to have your address and steal you away from me :)"*giggles*he's sooo effing cute, i LOVEEEEE him!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 20:32:00 GMT

i'm not a poet-ess(a girl poet, lol)

anxiousfeelingsbutterfliesagainbut differentidrive upto the mailboxtake a deep breathopen upandexhaleeveryday breathe inbreathe outanticipationdid he write?i miss himhis wordshis voicesometimes i goba...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 20:36:00 GMT