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About Me

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The darkness is death -
we can speak, but we are not heard.
we can scream,
but they turn their backs.
we can run, but we cannot catch them.

It is the dream where arms and legs
won't work the way they should
and the air is too thick to breathe.
Loved ones walk a mile ahead,
forgetting to stop as we fall behind.
This is the reality of the darkness.

We are buried alive inside ourselves...

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

David Tennant and/or Dr Who lol

My Blog

*m*uck it (replace the ’m’ with an ’f’)

this is my new philosophy. I sometimes forget it tho, so may need reminding from time to time this year has been sooo fricken crazy.  like even just in Feb alone so much shit hapnd... and I ha...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 09:07:00 GMT

would you still...

would you still be my friend if you knew all my flaws my sins my shame   would you still love me if you knew...     if you knew me the way he does
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 02:06:00 GMT

dumdi dooo

out of the bordem that is my life, i created this i intend on printing it (or a diff version of the sumalee cartoon) onto material and sticking it to my bag. when you have an empty and unfulfilled l...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 21:03:00 GMT

family roles

Every person in a family has a role.  In my family, I am the youngest - the 'baby'. Therefore, my family find it difficult to accept me as an adult, capable of making my own decisions, hav...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 18:13:00 GMT

I had a dream...

...the other nite, that i was dating the singer from fall out boy when I woke up, I was VERY disappointed it was just a dream funny thing is, i have a camo hat just like that 
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 13:52:00 GMT

the unloved

there r some ppl on this planet that are apparently unloveable. I am one of them. so i give up. on love, not life.......             ...... but only just
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 00:27:00 GMT

still learning...

Who are you now, have you moved on? And do you still think of me, now I'm gone? I think of you and I just wonder, Where you are, and what thoughts are racing through your mind...   Who are you ho...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 00:16:00 GMT

Forgive me father, for I have sinned...

I'm not catholic, but sometimes I wish I was. It would make confessing ur sins a whole lot easier. In the confessional they expect to hear bad things. Plus there's the added bonus of them not actually...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 20:09:00 GMT

How exciting!

I have been invited to take part in an exhibition! ME, my paintings in an exhibition!! HOW EXCITING!!
Posted by on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 13:59:00 GMT

Thanks Tim

Thank you for the wee chat we had, I found it immensly helpful :) 'Basic human survival instinct' - sometimes we do watever we have to to survive, just sumtimes we dont choose the rite thing. Everyon...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:39:00 GMT