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Manders &lt;can't give up on this one&gt;

I still wanna be your babygirl..6.23.07

About Me

Hi I'm Amanda. Some call me Manders, Nanda, Manda Panda, or Squirrely. lol I love nicknames; ) If I like you, I have probably already gave you a nickname. I am 15 years young; I blow my candles out on November 17th. I have the best friends in the world; Kaella Gail, and Kimberly Leilani && My girls Fader Tater, and Lyndsey boo. Love them girls; ) I am single, but my heart is and will always be taken. I am a straight up person, I tell it how it is. You don't like it, too bad get over it. I stand up for myself and others that can't stand up for themselves. Once I open my mouth about something that pisses me off, have fun trying to get me to shut up. I don't think before I speak. I hate drama, but always find myself in it. Don't fuck with my friends or family. I believe everyone deserves a second chance. People make mistakes. I'm a blonde, get picked on for it:( lol. I love being happy, but I do cry a lot, most the time over something stupid. I worry about the dumbest things. Pinky Promise mean everything to me . I don't hide my feelings, you will always know how I feel bout you. Scars and Freckles are beautiful. Anything else-Holla aim= hottieamanda2010 && amandababyy2010

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When I look at you I see a lot of things; my best friend,my ex-boyfriend,my secret holder,my tear stopper,my future JONATHAN MiCHAEL ALLDREDThis would be the ex-boyfriend&& He was pretty much amazing. When I felt like the worlds against me, and think I thought I had no one to go to I always had him, he's was always there, always encouraging me to do good. The way he laughed...made me smile, the way he talked...gave me butterflies...And just everything about him made me happy; ) I hated talking to him when he was watching t.v because he never paid attention to me lol, he was always glued to the t.v :p But he understood me, he was one of the few that can calm me down when I was mad... I had so much fun when we were together. He by far is the most retardest person I know haha, I loved his stories, I always made him tell; ) He was my tracter boy. He is the craziest sweetest most stubborn boy I know. But thats what I love bout him. He is my everything... He means so much to me=> We faught like CRAZYY but he has my ♥...Don't know what I'm gonna do without him: ( --The feelings I have for you, it's hard to explain to you, I would do anything for you, boy I'd die for you, I live my life for you, so crazy about you just give me a chance and I promise never to lie to you I would be the best for you, complete any task for you any wrong doing, I swear, I'd do the time for you I could feel your pain that's why it's easy to cry for you so please don't leave me cause I can't breath without you-- My Big Sister Erica -I can honestly say she is the best big sister ever She has done so muchh for me &&Im glad she's one of the few that can! We have our differences && bump heads && drive each other crazyy but without her I don't make sense. i love her so muchh && would do anything for her. Cameron Anthony- The best guy in the world. I don't know where i would be without him, he keeps me together. My best friend=] My mamal- She is amazing I don't know what i would do without her. Everytime we are together we have a blast! She is the craziest lady ever! But the best. She deff. wins the Best grandma award in my book=>. Kaella Gail=>- This girl is one of my bestest friends,, We have been though it all together. We have had some crazyy times&& stupid lil fights,,Some retarded jokes lol,,&& Some laughs that brought tears!! This girl is about to bring my God baby in to the world in october ♥ i can't wait=> i love this girl more than life,, i would give my life for her!!
Get Comment Graphics here! hot-lyts.com Kimberly Leilani- This would be the other bestie=> She is crazyy the pic says it all,, We are crazyy together. We have been married for 9yrs now; ) our anniversary is August 28th. We have retarded inside jokes. We are conjoined at the hip!! lol No one could ever replace this Whore-in-her-head! i love her so muchh. Jenn Jenn- Wow so this is the cousin,, One word to describe her She has and always is here for me! I love her more than life.

My Blog

One Year....

In only a year so muchh has changed, some good, most bad, well to me it is bad now, people say it will get better, give it time, its life. Life must be about losing friends, failing, hurt, saddne...
Posted by Manders [[can't give up on this one]] on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 08:33:00 PST

Im so tired of this.

I hate this I really do. When you care about someone so much and they could careless. I hate being in relationships because I always get hurt, but I always find myself in one. I hate myself for lettin...
Posted by Manders [[can't give up on this one]] on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 04:13:00 PST

The worst.

Wow So I have gotten myself into something big and cant get out it seems like Im always hurting people and Ive realize that Im starting to push the ones I love away to cope with things and when Im wea...
Posted by Manders [[can't give up on this one]] on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 07:00:00 PST

KAELLA GAiiL(BEST FRiiENDS FOR LiiFE)

MY AMAZiiNG BEST FRiiENDS KAELLATHiiS GiiRL HAS BEEN HERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT AND ii AM SO THANKFUL TO HAVE KAY iiN MY LiiFE!!KAY AND ii HAVE BEEN BEST FRiiEND SiiNCE GOD KNOWS HOW LONG!! HER MOMMY ...
Posted by Manders [[can't give up on this one]] on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 11:59:00 PST

have fun with that........

okay when a guys says they love you...there lying thats all they do and there pretty damn good at it trust me i know.... whats the point in loving if you just get hurt in the end?my lessons been learn...
Posted by Manders [[can't give up on this one]] on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 06:28:00 PST

love and memories is what it is!!

The heart that truly loves never forgets. We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams. Forgiving does not erase the bitter pa...
Posted by Manders [[can't give up on this one]] on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 07:00:00 PST

its over

Well guys as you know middle skool is pretty much over!!!! We've practically grown up here!!! Alot of our firsts and lasts have happened!!! We have one last day 2morrow 2 live out the rest!!! Everyone...
Posted by Manders [[can't give up on this one]] on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 06:48:00 PST

SOMEONE LOVES YOU!

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want...
Posted by Manders [[can't give up on this one]] on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 02:16:00 PST