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`tales from the pragmatist

"Why deal with the superfluous, when we can stick to the basics?"

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`my m o t i v a t i o n

my sister

AMANDA NATASHA OLiVER. MY OLDER SiSTER. SHE`S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND i LOVE HER SO MUCH. WE ARE CONSTANTLY LAUGHiNG, EVEN WHEN SHE THREATENS ME WiTH MACE. i LOVE HOW EVEN THOUGH YOUR 7 YEARS OLDER THAN ME YOU TREAT ME LiKE AN EQUAL. i LOVE OUR iNSiDE JOKES. i LOVE YOUR KiDS. i LOVE HOW YOUR HUSBAND THiNKS HE`S FUNNY & HiS CHEESECAKE! i LOVE GOiNG TO YOUR HOUSE. i LOVE HOW YOU LET ME HAVE A SAY iN THiNGS. i LOVE HOW YOU`RE HONEST. i LOVE iT WHEN WE JOKE PEOPLE AT THE SKATiNG RiNGS. [i.E. PLAYA PLAYA 36 YEAR-OLD WANNA-BE-GANGSTAS! LOL] i LOVE OUR BOWLiNG COMPETiTiONS. i LOVE iT WHEN YOU RUN iNTO THE GRASS *SiNGiNG VOiCE* LOL. i LOVE iT WHEN YOU KNOW THAT i`M MAD. i LOVE iT WHEN YOU DO MY HAiR. i LOVE THAT YOU LOVE ME NO MATTER WHAT. i LOVE YOU ♥

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♥you know who you are♥

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`my anti-drug

Refuse To Deviate

Refuse to DeviateI refuse to deviate from myself
Losing self perpetuates the weak
No breath
Can’t speak
So bleak
Is the ignorance
That surrounds me
Puts me in a trance

What is this dance that lovers do
Is it love or is it lust
Finding out is a must
Must I always find myself in a bust
Busting my ass to earn that trust
Who to trust?

Not a one
Everyone who I find
Wants the dream.
All involved in a scheme.
To confuse
In the end all we do is lose.

Either they want the ass or they pretend
Try to pass when the moments up for grabs
Plucking at relationships like crabs.
But my grip’s not strong enough
So I end up at the back of the bus

Like a second class citizen
I’m done trying only not to win
Only to lose to be exact
I try to extract
All the negatively inside of me
But somehow its seems to succeed

So I wind up in the same disposition
Looking at my situation like damn
How did end up with a man
Not a man,
Just a boy who likes to toy with
Brains
No care for me
Just thinking with the wrong part of his anatomy
It fascinates me
So quick to compliment
But what they don’t know is that I know
What its meant for

I think I’ll take a detour
No need for the complications
I think they’re mistaken
Got me confused with some other girl
Trying to get me stuck in this tilt-o-whirl

Thinking I’ll pass
Looking for something that will last
Searching for something real
Not that quick feel
Cause quick feels may send chills up the spine
But they’re for the spineless

I want something more than less than a spine
Something that I can rewind and
Be like that’s how I passed my time
Not intertwined
With that haziness
Or involved with craziness
I want that stability

I’m willing to work and to bleed
If that means I’m guaranteed
Some say life has no guarantees
But that’s the bullshit they like to spoon feed
So I lie here, not knowing what’s next
But knowing this, they won’t get the best
Of me, Oh no not C
I’m not a follower
They can follow the lead

I’m springing up from a new seed
Smoking them like that good weed
Until they dried up and can’t touch me
I’m in control
No longer in my hole
And imma come up stronger tenfold.

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"HUMAN CRACK iN THE FLESH. i'M THE LAST OF THE BEST. ONE WORD TO DESCRiBE ME. SPECTACULAR, YES!"
`JUELZ SANTANA (CRUNK MUZiK)

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