LM [behind silence and solitude]

Laura Elizabeth McGowan.
Sometimes I wish life was a bit more interesting, but does it matter really? we're here to live, its up to us to make it interesting! so hows about we start on it right now! I'm 15, and in 5th year at OLSP, doing 5 highers this year, gona be torture but it'll be worth it in the end yeah? I've got a fair idea with what I want to do with my life already. I love Scotland but you know, I don't exactly want to stay here, in a shabby little town for the rest of my life, i'm gonnae travel the world, see what there is to see, spend months away with my mates, living the life aye. I love the pipe band, I say I hate it sometimes and that I want to give it up but it'd be so weird if I did, I spend almost all my weekends during summer in random places in Scotland, giving it all I can, and I just have to love it.
My friends and my family are what mean the most to me. everyone these days is talking about how much they love their friends etc, but so what if everyones saying it? so its a phase to say you're mates are amazing? well then get to fuck, because if you don't appreciate your friends and family, what do you appreciate?
My little brother especially is the lad I love the most, I swear I'd give up anything to see him running about like a looney, and even to be able to walk about and live his life like every other 12 year old. :| but apart from that, he's the funniest wee boy and I duno how life would be without him around! even if he does moan lol.
christopher jones; probably sounds extremely cheesy, but he means everything to me, he makes me smile, and feel like the luckiest girl alive, he gives me cute wee kisses and I really dont understand why im so lucky! He's just amazing and little things he does just make me love him more and more! :) His little texts, and his cute wee smile, its just aww :) cute chris ;) aw I love him :)
eilidh macdonald; she's ginge but she's a damn good wife ;) she means a lot to me, duno what ad do without her at times. I love how I can talk to her about everything, I just love her so much :)
brian hutchison; he smells, but I love him anyway :P we make a right wee pair, and tbh i'd be lost without him. he doesnt know what he means to me, I love him soso much.
ailsa mcqueen; she's a bit weird but how can you not love her? :)) she always cheers me up and I love how i can talk to her about everything and anything and she always understands, we've had our moments but I love how we're just so close all over again :) I love her lotsss :))