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About Me

jackknifed, my strife, take it easy, sit outside. i just died one thousand times yesterday. lay down. drown out, drowning in these cries and shouts. changing so fast that it stays the same. encryption ensconces this cryptic cliche. if it's not stupid, it's more of the same. i'm too tired to care, we're too busy to think. so let's sit back and laugh and watch the ship sink. the hull and the bow and the smokestacks disappeared and we watched it go down with a streaming bronx cheer. thank you dear. i will sleep and get up and eat unaware. but don't forget to forget that you forgot me, when i show up at your door i'm gonna remember that you are my friend and fall asleep on your floor. winter is coming, can you find your coat? let's go watch the water while the bodies still float. slit my throat. it's more than a tad overdue. slit my throat. i can't die in here 'til next june. i breathed, it was smokey. i cried. it steamed. i dreamed that i slept and i actually dreamed. what it is, is a sickness. what it is, is regret. and i might be tired, but i'm not dead yet. so don't forget to forget that you forgot me, 'cause when i show up at your door i'm gonna remember that you are my friend and fall asleep on your floor.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I know that all those trendy girls would leave me when I'm broke and also be disgusted if I smoke, no joke I don't want no model unless she has a major body

My Blog

Hatchet Wound

............ Just kill the pain, just kill the pain.... Take some fucking pills and rot away.... I know its hard, I know its hard.... To take it all in vein.... I saw the truth...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Oct 2009 14:57:00 GMT

Maverick full flavor 100's

Fill my mouth alcohol and light a fucking match. Maybe I'll go down in flames, or maybe down the hatch. Either way I won't be of very much use to anyone today. Congradu-fucking-lations on doing someth...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 17:27:00 GMT

Jealous

Dear mother, I write this song from the battle fields, from these front lines. I signed it all in name and blood. I did what I could to save myself, to save my friends, but it did no good in the end. ...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 19:29:00 GMT

When I die, I'm going to Chicago.

So the band and I arrived in Chicago yesterday and proceded to get a drink down the road from wrigley field. Soon after we got some awesome deep dish pizza and then we stumbled across the L&L. Probabl...
Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 10:44:00 GMT

Bedside mannerisms

Starting to forget the way that it feels when arms wrapped around turn into arms in the air. I've almost forgotten the way you look at night and I can't see anyone else. So I could go alone, but what'...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 13:15:00 GMT

Sunday morning revelation

So here it goes and I shed those tears again. Not for fear but for the loss. For some reason I held you up there no matter how many nights I drank you away. Your face still appears in my dreams. So wh...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 09:05:00 GMT

A pop song

Here we sit when our lives are all shattered Here we come, cause in here nothing matters Just drink life away And we drink life away On the outside I'm falling to pieces Living with parasites, we...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:58:00 GMT

Trial and error

If my black heart were a compass, you would be north and my past would be south. And I would run the direction it points until I found you or at least until pass out, hopefully at your house. The ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 16:22:00 GMT

the very last call.

sometimes i'd like to think that the end of this beer would be the last but last times are never forever..unless someone dies or we all just go to hell...so let's just give them all hell, from here on...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 22:24:00 GMT

last night at the muse

Last night was fucking great. Even for a tuesday at the muse it was fucking awesome. if you missed it then shame on you. al and the black cats are now way up there on the list of awesome bands to see....
Posted by on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:20:00 GMT