writing letters
by thunderstorm.
~Jack Kerouac
Piano at Night
after the bar
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Nowhere Tejas....
by chris brecht....
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Even the nights are too hot to breathe....
the air sticks and hangs around the edges of the door frames....
coming through the cracks like a fog or some horror movie disease ....
that attacks your skin, face and lungs.. ....
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I wake up in the middle of the night, humming tune. I sleep hard after a few drinks. But like tonight, with no drinks, I’m fertile and woken often by thoughts that are not subconscious. And there is stress too. You know the think air of stress. But you can’t worry too much these days about being behind in your bills. It’s not really your fault. and me, I just pretend like I don’t have any. But we don’t eat very much. The kitchen is bare. The refrigerator drips condensation onto the floor. The seal is broken. The light flickers when I look inside to the emptiness. No condiments.. just a couple sticks of butter, some red pepper sauce, a bag of coffee.
Song.
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I spilled this one the other day. … when the colors of a man they just bleed away….even the crow has got nothing to say.. don’t matter how hard it was for me to get here.. I’m with you. I’m with you. I’m with you now. ....
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It is Sunday morning.. I just saw a car accident on Highway 35.. a block from my house on the central eastside.. A highway that is full of cars. The accident must have backed up traffic from here to san Antonio.. Big black dodge pickup hit a minivan. The minivan hit a red Toyota sedan.
I think, because it is Sunday, sunny and only about 92 degrees, no one is agitated. People stand around like pioneers. migrating north. More concerned is the police car. The accident front to rear on about 3 cars didn’t hurt anyone, but it looked bad enough to scare the piss out of them.. and probably anyone else who saw it close up.. There is a coffee shop on that corner. It isn’t open. Owl Roast Coffee. They started this remodel of an old gas station, which at one point was also a Scuba shop.. but it has now been well over a year and they haven’t sold a single cup of coffee, far as I can tell. So unless this is some front to a business, or some fine folks with a good idea and not enough money,, I think all they got now is front row seats to a very congested highway.. I drink my coffee black.
I drink my coffee black. I wake up and I write. the hot air from tejas, a state that I don’t understand, clings at my windows. I am open about tejas. It is open to me. we have a relationship… probably pretty similar to Jesus and the Devil. Except we don’t know who is who. I can say this… The inferno is not of my creation.. The inferno is very clear about it’s intentions, trust, and passersby.. Clearly.. tejas is a borderland.. a spirit as much as a territory.. a land before destination. I am here… Finding peace it its swimming holes only rarely. The green branches and vines that reach over the ivy and trails..
College girls run. Women run. Dogs Run. Fat men walk. Homeless sit.. That is the timing of trails.. Hour hand. Second hand. Culture exists here. More than most places in America. Mostly because of the mix of influences. People come to tejas. Tejas does not go to people. It staples its stamp on everything. Cars, Trucks, License Plates. Businesses. There is a culture wanting here. There is a working culture. Labor workers. There are business men who will build over a piece of creek, garden or an old home in a blink because they see $$. There are people who will buy despite this injustice to “tejas†even though they are proud to be here. Proud to cultivate. Proud to invest. Proud to share. Proud to drink local coffee. Proud to buy local vegetables. Proud to walk in the parks. Proud to drink beer in their front yards. Proud to garden. Proud to compost. Proud to sleep.. Proud to tear down and build up again. I saw 50 three hundred year old oak trees cut down to build a condo. The locals complain. They turn in their stomachs. They bitch. They drink coffee and get tattoos. We all bitch about things here. Sometimes it’s too hot to live.
A mural along 5 th streets back alleys by the rail road tracks reminds me of Austin’s Mexican culture. It stretches a full city block.. Bright reds and greens and yellows on the faces of people and their clothes. The air between me and the mural swelters like the air above a fire.. All the images dance in stillness through the air.
Remember me and don’t forget me. It says. It’s the middle of the night when the train passes on the tracks that are covered by the long grass. A man comes up to me selling jumper cables. I don’t want any. I have my own. This makes him angry. And I laugh and get into my truck.
Time will tell me
why I’m here
and you tell me
what you’re needing to hear.
I’m back.. Wherever I came from.
Music is up and down. I sing songs. I have busked for extra dollars. I have travel to Conroe, San Antonio, Amarillo, Lubbock, Denton. Towns where people love you and you don’t know why. But they don’t wait. They don’t whisper. People in Tejas whisper and dust falls from their lips. They cry and mud forms on their cheeks. They laugh and their skin shines in the sun. I travel north.. Towns like Durango, Telluride, Ouray, Ft Collins. Boulder. I know them. They are covered with trees.. and Microbreweries. People drink early. They go to be early. Filled with plump beer.. Those towns are fun. They don’t spit. They don’t burn. I have not yet been to Terlingua. I’m looking at October like it is a friend I will meet. That is the charm of keeping a calendar.
White Stone. White Stone. White Stone.
The man who lives across the street from me died. He was old. His dog was older. They were partners. He would sit in his pickup all night and drink beer. The back of his pickup was filled with at least 500 empty cans of Icehouse. He would sit. And stare down the road. The dog sat on the grass outside the door to his pickup.. Rusted brown dog. Rusted blue truck. He died. And now a no trespassing sign hangs on the gate acting more like an invitation to an empty house. The fence is tilted, worn gray, and broken slats tilt into one another. The man was charming because he was as reliable as an oak tree or a neighborhood stray cat that sits on the roof of cars. His ghost is still there…with an Icehouse in hand.
Dead grass. Dead Leaves. Dead Flowers.
Tejas … a Dead Flower Motel...
a place.. for being everywhere
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For Rent… I now have a band in Taos.. The music is much different from the full torque alt-country music that my band makes in Austin. We formed without planning, and more like a poker game. I know of a gig. You know of a gig. Let’s play the gig. Now we have a game. Let’s go to Durango. ....
It was February. Hard rain all over the adobe surface of City. I was in Santa Fe, lost in a mess of hard rain, bad directions and traffic. In the Safeway grocery store parking lot, a girl young in her twenties, wearing skins and a coon skin hat, asks me for a smile. I give it to her. gladly.
Taos is just up the hill. Follow the road yer on. Rain turned to snow, and snow fell hard. Like a million birds swooping from the sky. Not like heavy deep and quiet mountain snow, but New Mexico frozen rain that turned white and lightning continued to flash behind the curtain of lace snowfall.. Lightning out of the snow clouds. A complete white out on my windshield. Cars pulled off the road. Traffic moved at walking speed. Light. Dark. Water. Road. White line. Hills. Casino lights. Gas Stations. This stretch of highway is just an accomplice to an outlawed memory of travel.
Up hills. Highway splits.. Cuts the adobe. And turns down into the valley. Pass the river. 6 inches have fallen since Santa Fe.
Up a mountain. Down a mountain.
Welcome to Taos.
In a gas station, the indigenous laborers are inside buying coffee, sodas, cupcakes and cigarettes. The work day is done. I need a few more dollars of gas to finish the trip.
The world is beautiful as white is movement. People are cult. Culture is art. Think heavy banks of white snow line the road. Traffic lights flash yellow. Red at times. Pick up truck slips out the gas station. I buy gas. And stand in the slush water of gas station rainbows at my feet. My boots soak. My jeans soak to the shins.
Welcome. 6pm. 35 degrees. I need an extra layer of skin.....
The Adobe Bar at the Taos Inn. Firelight. Margarita. Adobe walls. Native Art. 2 feet of snow. And tortilla soup. Where am I not? This music is still as a chicken coup. Frozen like water in a gutter. Skilled. Like snow decorating the sky over an empty sidewalk. I see pavement. Cactus in desert. Yellow glow. Turn table. Travelers drink. Rich ones. Poor Ones. Tourists in Taos stick out like bright pink and white flags. Mothers and daughters wear matching snowsuits. Locals locale. Our three piece siloouettes the crow. Lapsteel and Mandolin.
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Black light is the shadows twin.
One more drink..
Midnight comes quickly.
We load gear in the alley. Flashers on.
Snow 6 inches high on the roof top.
Hope the stars see this. Foxtrot lives forever. Black Rodeo.
Streetlight yellow against snow.
Midnight. Empty streets.
Midnight. Broken fence.
Frozen Puddle Midnight. Ice is quick here.
Midnight.
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Let’s get a drink at the bar in
town. After that, follow me, I have a sofa for you to sleep on. It’s at my friend Sarah’s house. She’s
cool. We’re going to ski in the morning. You can sleep late…
I don’t sleep that much. The morning is bright as the sun reflecting on snow.
Snow covers the town. I have to leave. Gotta get back to Santa Fe. Snow becomes slush. Dirt roads become mud. I remember you.
Morning is for lovers and travelers. Today, I am the latter. Going out. Going out. Going out.
Chris Brecht and the Dead Flowers at the Gibson Showroom
Dead Flower Motel
This is about the best bio I've got right now. It was written by Laurie Gallardo at KUT 90.5 FM Austin. She runs this program called "Texas Music Matters." I always thought that according to Texans everything in Texas Matters. I'm from Colorado. So i get to look at Texas from the outside in, even though I'm living here right now... Here's what Laurie has to say:
Chris Brecht isn’t exactly sure why he moved from Boulder, CO to Austin about three years ago, but it proved to be a fruitful decision. He released Night Highway 99 Sessions, a 2-song project formatted like an old 45 record, and started making the rounds about town. There’s nothing really restricting a songwriter like Brecht to the “alt.-country†label. He digs more deeply into traditional roots and Americana, inspired by influences like Dylan but not imitating them. He’s even gone a step further by casting aside digital recording in favor of capturing his sound on a 2-inch reel-to-reel. That’s how he recorded his 2008 release, The Great Ride. ~ Laurie Gallardo KUT 90.5 FM
From the SEATTLE WEEKLY:
In a lazy drawl that sounds like a hybrid cross between Ryan Adams' soulful North Carolina slur and Bob Dylan's off-pitch, nasal mutterings, Austin songwriter Chris Brecht croons about trains, lost love and the nomadic life with the same passion and timeless appeal of greats from Woody Guthrie to Willie Nelson. And his devotion to all things retro extends to his songwriting and recording techniques: not only does he use a typewriter to put his poetic travelin' songs to paper, his debut album, The Great Ride, was recorded entirely to 2" tape. "I don't think I'll ever make a digital record, anymore," Brecht says. "I don't think that tape really makes [music] sound old or vintage; I just think that tape adds such a warmth and beauty that digital can't quite capture." This will be Brecht's very first Northwest tour, and though he's flying solo this time, he hopes to return by car soon with his full band, including organist Matt Mollica and his Hammond B3 (because Mollica refuses to play an electronic keyboard, ever.) Let's hope gas prices don't make that tour impossible, because the full band complete with B3 will be a sight to behold. If Bumbershoot and its country-heavy lineup isn't in the cards for you this weekend, checking out Chris Brecht should be.www.seattleweekly.com
Willamette Weekly - Portland, Oregon- It’s always nice to run across something suprising in the mail. Such was the case with Austin troubadour Chris Brecht’s 2008 release The Great Ride. The album is lyrically desperate, funny and poetic—something there’s plenty of time to consider given the sparse production. Brecht sounds somewhere between Loudon Wanwright, Alex Chilton and Slow Train Coming-era Bob Dylan. And despite the name drops here, Brecht is unique: His delivery is resigned and but not dispassionate, his songs homespun but not overly sentimental. And slide guitar just kicks my ass. CASEY JARMAN.
Have Guitar, Will Travel - the Santa Fe Reporter
There are an infinite number of young, aspiring musicians armed with nothing more than a guitar and a ravenous appetite for success. But only a few ever make it as professional musicians. Austin-based singer-songwriter Chris Brecht is one artist who managed to crawl out of the masses to begin an impressive alt.country career that brims with promise.~the Santa Fe Reporter
Wrote a song for these fine folks. They make the best blue cheeses in the world. I shoulda wrote a blues song..ha.ha.....
The music world is changing. We're all jumping on that train. This is where you click to buy a copy of the Great Ride
~If you were disappointed by Adams’ Cardinology get this instead and you’ll be happy. - Marquee Magazine , Denver, Colorado.
Past Reviews for "The Great Ride"
Eugene Weekly: Recording to Tape
Chris Brecht writes country music for the ages - by Sara Brickner
If Austin alt-country songwriter Chris Brecht’s debut record The Great Ride seems born of another era, that might be because Brecht himself is a little old-fashioned. He writes his songs on a typewriter. He doesn’t own a TV. And though digital recording is standard, Brecht committed The Great Ride to two-inch tape rather than computer memory.
“I don’t think I’ll ever make a digital record, anymore,†Brecht says. “I don’t think that tape really makes [music] sound old or vintage; I just think that tape adds such a warmth and beauty that digital can’t quite capture.†Brecht sings songs about traveling by rail (trains show up in about half of his songs, something he attributes to living near them for a good portion of his life) and love lost. You know, the same stuff that Woody Guthrie and Bob Dylan sang about. But while these themes could seem gimmicky or contrived in the wrong hands, Brecht’s songs feel genuine, his lazy drawl a cross between the soulful North Carolina slur of Ryan Adams’ early work and Dylan’s nasal, off-pitch utterings. But in his processes as well as his day to day existence, Brecht prefers the old school to the new....
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the Austin Chronicle: "It's testament to the Austin songwriter's talent that The Great Ride is a trip worth retracing..." - Doug Freeman, The Austin Chronicle
8 out of 10. Brecht is a troubadour in the Dylan sense. Wordy, poetic (with nods to the Beats) and existing in a space between Blonde on Blonde and the Basement Tapes. This is a collection of ten songs which, while rooted in Dylan’s late sixties sound, stand up on their own two feet and demand to be heard.....this is an excellent debut. ... I reckon Brecht has the potential to go places if he continues in this vein. - Paul Kerr Americana UK
Brecht brings alt-folk-country to Austin with scruffiness, Woody Guthrie and beat poet lyrical undertones that make you feel like you are sitting shotgun with Kerouac at the wheel. The Great Ride, Brecht’s first full-length studio album release on Dead Leaf Records, hit the airwaves earlier this year and combines a nasal folkiness with guitar strums and lines of unfeigned poetry while sliding in harmonica, fiddle, Hammond B3 organ, and background harmony. The album has a freedom and restlessness with a folksy, bluesy, rock backbone. - Kathryn-Terese Haik Austin Sound
5 stars.... ***** -www.altcountry.nl
5 Stars.... ***** -
a good 6AM thought
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