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jeff

jeffcarel

About Me

my name is jeff, if you couldn't already tell. i have 20 years on this planet and i love life. i write/play music. i love music to death, without it i wouldn't be here today. i'd like to thank all my true friends who have helped me when i really needed it and been there for me through thick and thin, thank you. i'm not better than anyone by any means, we are all human and we're all exactly the fucking same. i don't talk shit... and i hate hearing people talking shit! so if you have anything to gossip about take it somewhere else cause you just look like an asshole to me. i hate it when people judge other people by how they look... before you start judging TAKE A LOOK IN THE FUCKING MIRROR! I like to be loved, just like every other person on the planet. i'm usually happy and optimistic towards everything. i'm not a homophobe. i don't care if you're gay, lesbian, bi-sexual or strait as long as you a cool person... ummm... i enjoy the little things in life which make it worth living. i wanna play in a band and go on tour more than anything and i'll never give up on my dream...

My Interests

leave your fucking words here...

I'd like to meet:

the conscious decisions of my past affect today
the blood sequence of a battle i'm losing
my motivation is slowly being chard
receptors of emotion are losing touch
hopes dwindle for future creation of life
and all i know is i'm falling in the darkest depths of fear
there's no help this time, just condemning thoughts of reality
i'm scared, suffocating on thin air and i can't help but think of you
the love in which replaced my life
begging for a way out, i'm lost in a hallway of darkness with every door locked.
broken shards of metal that once resembled a key lies discreetly on the floor.
the map of my life becomes a lifeless object, erasing memories that never even seemed to exist
i'm dying alone and aching for longed comfort
this is what i've been reduced to, a lifeless corpse gasping for breath, shaking helplessly in eternity
no feeling runs through except the finest sequence of pain cycling itself over and over
unbearable in agony, i try to scream but nothing
i try to claw the cement but i can't
suddenly every things numb and i can't remember who i am
i can't remember what i felt
i just want to sleep
i'm so exhausted, just sleep

Music:

The following are bands that I presently listen to frequently and enjoy:
A Day To Remember, All Shall Perish, Animosity, As Blood Runs Black, August Burns Red, Beneath The Massacre, Between The Buried And Me, The Black Dahlia Murder, Black My Heart, Bless The Fall, Bring Me The Horizon, Dead Poetic, Dead To Fall, Elysia, Evergreen Terrace, Finch, From Autumn To Ashes, It Dies Today, Job For A Cowboy, Misericordiam, Misery Signals, Nights Like These, The Red Chord, Secondhand Serenade, Suicide Silence, The Used, Winds Of Plague, & Winter Solstice.