jackson

I have been there and back. And although I like being back better than I liked being there, still I am waiting to arrive. That much is clear. I have a past that I don't try to hide. Just turn on HBO On Demand. It is what it is. I no longer restrict myself to one personality when I have so many to share. I believe in saying please and thank you . I say "may I please" because it always makes a person feel better and also because I want to be heard. I wear the palest pink lipstick. My favorite color is white, even though I am aware it is the absence of all color. I feel there is elegance in simplicity, so that would make sense. I eat red meat, I smoke and I drink. I love The Who. I've seen Pink Floyd twice. I sip patron NEAT (in a rocks glass without ice). I prefer Vueve Cliquot Yellow Label over Cristal any day. I can’t type to save myself but I have a drill and an electric saw both of which I can use without injury. I am self sufficient, secure and selfless (not to be confused with selfish). I don’t lie nor will I tolerate a lie. I won’t harbor anger and let you drain me. Acceptance is a sign of maturity. I can’t change the world and I know enough not to try. I love my mother, my father and my sister. I miss my mother. I am not textbook. I have learned to live in the moment, to have faith that the future won’t have too many broken roads. More important: I have learned from the past. I know that a pretty face can get you in the door after that you better have something to back it up... So I use my mind-which is often misplaced but still not yet lost. I believe in the power of the perfect smile, it can change everything.Like I said I have been around the block – in circles. But I did it in designer shoes.