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~ Amber ~

no one escapes infection

About Me


Merely existing is not enough, what price will you pay for pathetically wasting your moments.
I am psychotic...
* * Heavy Sighs with a mixture of Sarcastic Laughter * *
I enjoy the particularly odd,
I am convinced I have a man trapped inside my body,
....I call him BoB
I like saran wrap...I want to wrap myself in it.
I like freaky weird ass nuts who dont live in reality but are harmless.
Talking To Your-Self Is A Sign Of Impending Mental Collapse,
I talk to myself often, who else will i trust.
I love Dexter he saran wraps his victims and then kills them....its orgasmic.
I get tingles on the skin when i consume too much caffeine
then I think Im a super hero and that I am Invisible.
And i love it when Beavis takes too many pills and starts shaking...
that would be me and if you ever meant me in person I may appear to be normal....
but I deceive you since i dont really exist
you live in your head and Im here for company...
its all imaginary.....
you cant deny it... I never listen to the voices inside
They fill my ears and I run to a place to hide
Life is a paradox and i have psychotic tendencies,
dark obsessions, addictions that keep me craving endlessly, strange compulsions that I wont control...
and the people that live in my attic scare me when they turn the radio on
and Ive cracked the conspiracy on the evil dictatorship but I definitely cant enlighten you about it.
Definitely
I'd Like to Meet:
Jasmine Becket-Griffith
Amy Lee
My super hero Friends

My Interests

I LIKE
 ~Art~
~Fantasy~
~Scifi~
~Poetry~
~Green~
~My Girls~
~My socks~
~Laughing~
~Being Silly~
~Photograpy~
~Dark Fashion~
~Spicy Chocolate~
~Strange People~
~Creative Minds~
~Roller Coasters~
~Girls that kick ass~
~Psychotic Disorders~
~Caffeine ( It makes me happy &
hyper so I can feel like Beavis )


I'd like to meet:



Amy Lee

Jasmine Becket-Griffith

My super hero Friends

Movies:



Television:


Dexter

Cheese has the personality of a hyperactive child in that he constantly jumps up and down, repeats the things he wants/likes, throws anger tantrums, and lets out piercing shrieks when he's unhappy or scared. (kind of like me...LOL)

Heroes:



My Blog

Contradiction in life

"How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If ther...
Posted by ~ Amber ~ on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:52:00 PST

Reaching for

Scratching at the surface of sometime I can never reach, peeling this skin away to release the depths of the pain beneath knowing I will never be free from the nightmare each moment brings chasing a f...
Posted by ~ Amber ~ on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:15:00 PST

awkwardly hanging

Perplexing thoughts lingeringon how my anticipation was crushedcontroling my current stateI want to come apartand take these pieces of me awayI detest this....delusively deceiving intentionslacking in...
Posted by ~ Amber ~ on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 08:41:00 PST

On a more serious note About me

 I usually try to be a happy personand sometimes I can be extremely hyper/silly .I believe in taking responsibility for my own actions.I cant stand people who blame parents,other people or drugs/...
Posted by ~ Amber ~ on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 12:57:00 PST

Complete Distortion

We exist....a product of our environmentYou think so muchscratching at the surfacefilled with venomous liesyou seek for something morehoping for a reasonaspiring in discernmentlacking in the meaningsy...
Posted by ~ Amber ~ on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 03:24:00 PST

Ive been tagged

Here's how you play: Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names...
Posted by ~ Amber ~ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 12:58:00 PST

deceiving me

Will anyone see the empty shell I ammemories lasting of what a fool Ive been lingering thoughts of how I thought something would be different this love fades into a nightmare for I live in a world tha...
Posted by ~ Amber ~ on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 03:14:00 PST

I peed on the punch

Alien pee = flavor enhancerWooo! Go DudeXD XD **backs away slowly from the punch**No Thanks. Damnit how am I gonna quench my thrist now?! ( Guess what I visited your mom last night. Random PMs ma...
Posted by ~ Amber ~ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 11:14:00 PST