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KristyMarie

Can you get to a future if your past is present?

About Me


I'm twenty-nine years old and in all of these long, drama filled days and years gone by I still haven't totally figured out me! Now I'm supposed to explain me?! Well, I guess could to a point, if I tried. Would it matter though? Everything is about perception in this world. We see what we want to see in one another. Whether it be because we identify with a detail of their persona, or could it be that there is a similarity in experiences or associations? Whatever the reason may be, even if we are aware of it or not, we see what we want in individual people and situations that we encounter as we go through life. We as individuals may be able to influence those perceptions, but only to a point. The ultimate decision is up to the eye of the beholder. Just like beauty, you know. Anyhow, as far as how I perceive myself, all others opinions aside, I feel that I am... creative, misunderstood sometimes, can be sarcastic as hell when I wanna be, feel like a fish outta water living in the south even after more than five years, sensitive, optimistic but very much a realist, too nice most times, passionate, free spirited, strong willed, a night owl, caring, stubborn when need be, searching for inspiration creatively and emotionally, homesick a lot(New York will always be home!), talks too much, loves the Mets!...and that's just for starters.
"The hardest challenge is to be yourself in a world where everyone is trying to make you be somebody else." ~ e.e. cummings
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Kristy Marie
Birthday: July 1, 1978
Birthplace: Bay Shore NY
Current Location: Kennesaw GA
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: reddish brown
Height: 5'9"
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty baby!!!
Your Heritage: I'm a big 'ol mutt
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nikes'
Your Weakness: slow, sensual kisses!
Your Fears: anyone else close to me leaving this earth
Your Perfect Pizza: extra, extra cheese please!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Go back to school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: when I actually use it, WTF!!!
Thoughts First Waking Up: I don't wanna get up
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes I'm told
Your Bedtime: anywhere between 3 and 6am
Your Most Missed Memory: Ray, I still miss you everyday...and my Grandpa, I'd give anything to hear you tell me a story just one more time.
Pepsi or Coke: Sprite
McDonalds or Burger King: Forget either, just give me some Wendys
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton~that's brisk baby!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Breyers mint chocolate chip
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee black
Do you Smoke: yup
Do you Swear: r u fuckin' kidding me?!
Do you Sing: in the shower and the car
Do you Shower Daily: yup
Have you Been in Love: yeah
Do you want to go to College: hellooooo yes! I already have about 30 credits, but do very much want to finish!
Do you want to get Married: been there, done that and it would take a truly amazing individual and love to make me consider going there again!
Do you belive in yourself: of course...I'm me!
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes when I'm reading in the car and no I don't mean while I'm driving, lol!
Do you think you are Attractive: you tell me :)
Are you a Health Freak: yeah sure, lol
Do you get along with your Parents: Usually...as long as we don't live together, lol
Do you like Thunderstorms: they're awesome!
Do you play an Instrument: used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: We're talking about me right?! LOL!
In the past month have you Smoked: as I exhale...what do ya think?!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: what do you consider drugs, lol?!...jk
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes sir
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: never have, but still wanna try
In the past month have you been on Stage: not at all
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no I haven't
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no way
Ever been Drunk: Shit yeah
Ever been called a Tease: more n more the older I get, lol
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: once when I was 13, was afraid the cops were gonna get me for weeks!
How do you want to Die: peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a happy adult
What country would you most like to Visit: Greece and Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: any
Favourite Hair Color: any
Short or Long Hair: depends
Height: the taller the better
Weight: depends on how tall they are
Best Clothing Style: whatever looks good on them
Number of Drugs I have taken: in my life, um, who wants to know?!
Number of CDs I own: quite a bit
Number of Piercings: other than my ears, one...my tongue, but there are more pending
Number of Tattoos: two...but more to come soon!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nada, everything in life is a learning experience and has made me who I am today!
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My Interests


Drives with no particular destination, anywhere near the beach and LONG ISLAND!, LOVE animals, camping, beer(only the non-alcoholic kind these days), faux painting, Met games, crafting, various "stuff", summers up in PA, photography, coffee, amazing kissers, interior design, a great night out, movies, relationships among the sexes, good green(oh goodness how I miss that!) and much more, but not in any particular order!
*My siblings and their significant others*

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take....but by the moments that take our breath away." ~ unknown

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
"Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing."
~ The Notebook

Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will inspire me and make me want to be a better person, for reasons beyond myself. Someone who will accept me for who I am and not for what they want me to be!
"Share your presence with others, no boundaries, completely openly lovingly. Love is what makes us alive, that is why we feel so alive when we love. Service is being available to love. Life is the combustion of love. That we love ourselves here, that is the true magnificence in the mountains of being. We are constantly drawing the line between love and not love--enter into the Non-duality Zone, and all judgements dissolve in the Vast Expanse." ~ Alex Grey

Music:


I'm extremely multifaceted when it comes to music. I listen to just about everything, from rock to classical and everything in between! It really all depends on a few different factors like my mood, where I am, who I'm with....you get the point I'm sure.
*Whole lotta me!*

"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy" ~ Jim Rohn


Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?
"I can't let him go. I can't. There must be some way to bring him back. Oh I can't think about this now! I'll go crazy if I do! I'll think about it tomorrow. But I must think about it. I must think about it. What is there to do? What is there that matters? Tara! Home. I'll go home. And I'll think of some way to get him back. After all... tomorrow is another day."
~ Gone With the Wind

What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Movies:


Far too many to list them all since I love so many... ah where do I begin? Some favs have gotta be Gone With The Wind, American History X, The Lost Boys, Goonies, What Dreams May Come, Lord of the Rings series, Half Baked, Dazed and Confused, anything with Jay and Silent Bob, My Cousin Vinny, Field of Dreams, Conspiracy Theory, Bruce Almighty, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Fast Times at Ridgemont High, Sleepers, A Bronx Tale, Blow, The Lethal Weapon series, Tin Cup, anything involving Molly Ringwald and all of those 80's movies. Well... and of course chick flicks like Message in a Bottle and The Notebook("shut up MamaDukes!"). Hey I am a woman, what do you expect?!
*My lil babies*
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." ~ Dr. Seuss

Your Personality Profile
You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.
You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming! The World's Shortest Personality Test
"The older you get the more rules they are going to try and get you to follow. You just gotta keep on livin man! L-I-V-I-N!"
~ Dazed and Confused
You Are 76% Open Minded
You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

Television:


I absolutely love Nip Tuck!!!!! I can't wait for the new season to start on October 30th! FX programming rocks and I'll be very happy when Dirt and The Riches are back on again too. Some other huge prime time favorites of mine include Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, Prison Break, October Road and Men in Trees! Although, there are some new shows that I've really gotten into this season which include K-Ville, Big Shots and Dirty, Sexy, Money. I can't leave out some of my fav reruns, which are Sex and the City, The Sopranos, That 70's Show, Everybody Loves Raymond and most of all The X-Files. I'm also a sucker for Bones, House, CSI Miami and Scrubs. I'm a huge HGTV geek too, lol! You can also catch me watching any crime drama, Discovery, the Style network and Court TV.
*I LOVE MY NY METS!*
"...Pleasure is described as shallow and frivolous in a world of high-minded, serious purpose. But pleasure does not exclude serious pursuits or intentions, indeed, it is found in them, and it is the only real reason for staying alive." ~ Marilyn French
You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
"I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you."
~ The Notebook
Your True Love Is a Cancer
Why you'll love a Cancer:
Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.
Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!
Why a Cancer will love you:
You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.
A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Books:


Well, my fav of all time is Gone With the Wind. My first copy has actually fallen apart from reading it so many times. You just gotta love Scarlett! But my new favorite that I just finished reading is The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold. I couldn't put it down and finished it in just two evenings. I cannot wait to read her new book The Almost Moon! Other than that I'm usually reading something by Dean Koontz, Anne Rice (LOVE Vampires!!!) or Stephen King. The more twisted it is the better! Although, every now and again I may be caught with a romance in hand. If that's the case then it'll most likely be something by Jude Deveraux.
*Long Island NY*
"I believe in the imagination. What I cannot see is infinitely more important than what I can see." ~ Duane Michals
You Communicate With Your Body
This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.
You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.
Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.
A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you! How Do You Communicate?
"What was that ruckus?!"
"Uh, what ruckus?"
"I was just in my office and heard a ruckus."
"Could you describe the ruckus, sir."
~ The Breakfast Club
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Heroes:

My Grandpa! I MISS YOU EVERY DAY I OPEN MY EYES! I feel so lost without you! As well as the women and men of the United States military! Only they truly know the sacrifices they make in order to serve our country!
*More random pics of home*
"Do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experiment." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?
Kevin Costner (Crash Davis): "Well, I believe in the soul, the cock, the pussy, the small of a woman's back, the hanging curve ball, high fiber, good scotch, that the novels of Susan Sontag are self-indulgent, overrated crap. I believe Lee Harvey Oswald acted alone. I believe there ought to be a constitutional amendment outlawing Astroturf and the designated hitter. I believe in the sweet spot, soft-core pornography, opening your presents Christmas morning rather than Christmas Eve and I believe in long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days."
~ Bull Durham
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test

My Blog

Getting your strings pulled!

This is for someone in particular (no Kris, I'm not referring to you, lol!). Maybe you should stop letting people pull your strings, tell you what to say (you damn parrot) and make your deci...
Posted by KristyMarie on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 03:36:00 PST

Rudeness

The Merriam-Webster dictionary defines rudeness as the quality or state of being rude as well as a rude action. It also defines rude as: 1 a: being in a rough or unfinished state : crude rud...
Posted by KristyMarie on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 10:17:00 PST

Baby Names

Okay folks, now is the time where your opinions really count. I'm looking to find out what some of you think about certain names...certain baby names that is. After much thought and many conversations...
Posted by KristyMarie on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 02:09:00 PST

Maternity Clothes?!

Just yesterday Kris brought home a bunch of maternity clothes from a friend of his that can no longer fit into them...she’s at the very end of her pregnancy. I ruffled through them like it was C...
Posted by KristyMarie on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 12:11:00 PST

First Appointment

Well I have finally been able to get in touch with my new doc and have my appointment set for my first visit. I’ll  be seeing him on Tuesday April 1st. I cannot wait! I’m dying to fin...
Posted by KristyMarie on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 05:58:00 PST

Fading Away

After so many days and years gone by trying to figure out who I am and what is it that I truly wanted from this life, I find it terribly ironc that it wasn’t until I began to feel my true s...
Posted by KristyMarie on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 11:27:00 PST

I think I have finally found my doctor!

So I have been searching for quite some time now and I think I have finally found the one! From everything I’ve read this doctor has amazing experience, as well as quite an extensive educational...
Posted by KristyMarie on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 12:49:00 PST

High Risk Factors

So as it turns out I wont be able to go with a water birth for my delivery due to some of my medical problems. They put me in the catagory for a high risk pregnancy. Some of these factors include: *Th...
Posted by KristyMarie on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 01:02:00 PST

My Due Date

So for those of you who don't already know, I'm expecting my first child. I went to the doc on Monday for the "official" blood test. I had already taken several home pregnancy tests a few weeks ago, s...
Posted by KristyMarie on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 12:07:00 PST

How Ive been feeling lately, lol!

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Posted by KristyMarie on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 03:21:00 PST