About Me
I have been called weird. Sweet. Loud. Annoying. Anxious. Funny. Short. Silent. Shy. Druggie. Dealer. Stoner. Tweaker. Drunky. Shit. Smart. Stupid. Strange. Ugly. Hilarious. Impatient. Cute. Jerk. Punk. People assume they know me, but they no naught. However, they are each entitled to an opinion, I suppose. I have few admirable talents. I can somewhat draw. I can sleep for extended periods of time. I can fix certain computer problems, and identify computer hardware components, err most of em. I want to be a computer engineer. I have a good hand eye coordination, but a lagging reaction time. I think 48/7, I can never empty my mind of thoughts. While most of the time I look lost in the clouds or completely out of it, Im probably doing my most thinking. Im always aware of my environment, whether or not it seems. I suppose a veil of cluelessness is somewhat beneficial, for you are overlooked at beneficial times. Whatever the cause, I am what I am. Life has shaped me into what you see today. I am no gangster. I am no poser. I am no fucking druggie. I dont smoke drink, shoot, snort, blah blah. Never had a drop of liquor or a puff of tobacco. I wish I could embrace my religion more, and I wish I could eat more healthy. Im tired of flirts, whores,liars,double faces,attention seeking monkeys,assumptions, stupid fucking teachers,know it alls,. and especially hypocrites. Anger embraces my neck like a malevolent force. It matters not, for it is the one emotion I can truly understand. I do not believe in following the mainstream, Id rather row my boat against the current. Ill be soon branded a heretic then pushed into disbelief. No, Im not one against religion. Im one against the popular mind. Words are my release, writing is my window of expression, although I hardly do it. I hardly consider myself a writer too. Nope. I spend most of my time working on homework, I have become lazy though. I do things at the last minute, but generally everything turns out for the best. I look younger then my age, I think older then I should, and I act somewhere in between. Well, to sum up this book of a paragraph, I am most importantly, called Antonio. Tony if you will. What you derive from this is your interpretation. So let it be. But let only God judge me.
