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Red Flare

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About Me


My status as of now is the hardest one I've ever come to know. The love of my life and I are taking the biggest challenge a true relationship ever has to experience. As of now, Kay and I have broken up, and the only thing I'll confess publicly is that we are just friends now and only remains possibility that we'll be back together. It's a mutual trial separation, and we both need space to think and make our choices. It's hard, and I know that the space is necessary for us to grow apart and see more perspectives and give life to more piece of mind. If I'm perhaps uneasy, I'd sincerely apologize in advance
Personality Survey
Hedonism || 8%
Vanity ||| 14%
Histrionic |||| 19%
Avoidant ||||| 21%
Conflict Seeking ||||| 22%
Self Absorbed ||||| 23%
Wealth |||||| 26%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Dependency ||||||| 34%
Peter Pan Complex |||||||| 36%
Female Cliche ||||||||| 41%
Anti-Authority ||||||||| 43%
Need To Dominate |||||||||| 46%
Sexuality |||||||||| 50%
Change Averse ||||||||||| 52%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 56%
Physical Security |||||||||||| 56%
Religious ||||||||||||| 62%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 66%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 68%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual ||||||||||||||| 72%
Mystical ||||||||||||||| 74%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 76%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 77%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 80%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 80%
Extraversion ||||||||||||||||| 82%
Individuality ||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness ||||||||||||||||| 84%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 87%
Work Ethic |||||||||||||||||| 88%
Romantic ||||||||||||||||||| 93%
Clean, Organized, Regular and normal, Self-Reliant, Tough, Oositive, High self control, Very good at saving money, Dislikes chaos, Resolute, Realist, Trusting, Hard working, Likes the unknown but dislikes the unpredictable, Prefers a technical specialized career, Not worrying, Respects authority, Enjoys leadership, Perseverant, Optimistic, Controlling of a troubled situation, Colorful, Good character, Prudent, Modest, Adventurous, Dislikes loneliness, Intellectual, Very practical, High self esteem, Assertive, Perfectionist, Keeps busy, Altruistic, True, Loving, Charismatic, Justice giver

Me
Full Name:: Ask me when I know you. For now it's Mike
Nicknames:: Red Flare, Figoren, Mike
Birthplace:: Haverhill, Massachusetts
DOB:: June 8th, 1986
Hair Color:: Black
Eye Color:: Brown
Screenname:: Red Flare
Favorites
Color:: Red, Black is also my favorite complimentary
Movies:: Fight Club, The Matrix, Highlander, Final Fantasy, Saw
Song:: I don't have one single favorite. Too many to list
Band:: Perhaps a likewise question
Day of your life:: Every single day with Kay was the day of my life
Food:: Pizza, the candy of happiness
Sport:: DODGEBALL! WOOF!
Store:: Anything with good music, some with video games
Actor:: Edward Norton
Actress:: Mmmm not sure
Vacation Spot:: Anywhere but home
Season:: Summer, the time to live
Restaurant:: "Where's your loyalty?!?" Ok, Burger King
Role Player
Names: Red Flare, Ryufhe, Figoren, Alakan, Lyrore
Character: Barbarian, Archer, Viking, Paladin, Berserker, Holy Knight, Mercenary
Weapons: Great Swords, Bows, Axes, Shotguns, Dual Blades, Boomerangs, Scythes
Elementals: Fire, Light, Dark, Air, Earth, Spirit, Adreno
Alignment: Holy/True Spirit. I only fight to protect what is good and just
Heart: My love for the world; and all things on it; always comes before my glory. My righteous heart uphold honor, valor, and My God's will to keep peace
Monsters To Slay: Wyverns, Dragons, Orcs, Horned Devils, Sirens, Oversized Lizards, Hell Hounds, Vampires, Ghouls, Behemoths, Drakes, Necromancers, Shadow Knights
Monsters To Ally: Innocent creatures, or anything with wisdom and good nature. Could include Dragons or other dangerous looking monsters indiscriminately
Battle Tactics: Criticals, Parry, Swift Slashing, Alacrity And Dexterity, Accuracy, Disarm, Elemental Attacks, Special Moves And Combinations, Force, Pyrokinetics, Strength And Vitality
Preferences
Coke Or Pepsi: Coke, but Mountain Dew overwhelms Coke
Chocolate Or Vanilla:: Strawberry!
Cats Or Dogs: Cats; far smarter, cuter, and sophisticated
1% Milk Or 2%percent Milk: I don't count percentages, whole milk tastes best anyway
Black Or White: Black
Sing Or Dance:: Singing; Voxxing Heavy Metal
Rock Or Rap: Metal! Which is closer!? I guess Rock, lolz
Love
Are you single?: Yes, and NOT looking
Do you have someone in mind?: Yes, she'll always be alive in my mind
Who?: Kay
What personality traits do you look for in the opposite sex?: Understanding, compassion, and bold. I seek real character
What's the first thing you notice physically about them?: It's the hair. Hair is timeless, limetless, and unparalleled in a girl
Would you prefer a good girl or bad girl?: There's only one I would prefer
Have you kissed someone?: Yes
Have you ever been in love?: I still am
Have you had your heart broken?: It's the most overwhelming kind of pain I've ever known. I know because I have, as well as broken a heart to one myself
Other
Have you gone skinny-dipping?: Not yet
Have you ever been out of the country?: I've been to Canada.... twice
Do you believe in god?: Yeah, I believe. I believe in His wonders, miracles, and His indiscriminate love
Do you believe in yourself?: Yes, I feel like I've come a great long way under proper influence and that I've grown up brave and true
Do you want to get married?: It's still my dream
Do you play any sports?: Baseball, Street Hockey, Football. Did I say Dodgeball?
What was the last phone number you dialed?: This is a rediculous question, not that I don't know the answer...and besides, who the Hell cares?
Do you have a best friend?: Merlinzorr qualifies as my best friend for sure
Have you ever wanted to die?: We've all been in the times of ultimate despair and uselessness, so don't ask - it hurts
Have you seen someone die?: Almost...there's two incidents with a story.....
Have you gone swimming in an ocean?: Yeah
Have you ever cried in public?: It was a habit in my dark times
What is your worst fear?: The outcome of my trial separation from Kay
How long does it take you to shower?: 20 minutes. But I usually take 2 showers a day
What was the last movie you saw in the theater?: Resident Evil: Extinction
What was the last movie you bought?: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
Favorite quote?: "I Hope you'll be my last, you're my only hope"
Do you have any regrets?: The single biggest regret led Kay and I to where we are now, but I hope for better in the end
You are Cloud. You're a good person at heart, just a little confused sometimes.

My Interests



Music, Bass Guitar, Friends, Work, Monster Hunter, Heavy Weaponry (My own story yet to be written), and my awesome black cat

Merlinzorr

Monster Hunter has become my favorite game. It's proven itself to be well developed, ever-challenging, and fun (espescially when hunting with friends).

I'd like to meet:

Some people who are really...just more realistic. People who don't take advantage, cheat you, lie to your face. People who you can really make mutual comfort with and understand there's always something more to our lives...

Music:

This band out of Germany resonates the finest of music that I've ever had the pleasure to hear. I would hope for the whole world to take to Heartsbane, and see them make it big. Check them out if you can appreciate the finer ends of music, no matter how dark and gothic they seem

My CDs


???? Aleph
Adema Adema
Aerosmith Big Ones
Agents Of Man Count Your Blessings
All Shall Perish Hate, Malice, Revenge
All That Remains Behind Silence And Solitude
Arch Enemy Doomsday Machine
As I Lay Dying Shadows Are Security
At All Cost It's Time To Decide
Atreyu Suicide Notes And Butterfly Kisses
Beneath The Massacre Mechanics Of Dysfunction
Biohazard Kill Or Be Killed
Bury Your Dead Cover Your Tracks
Caliban The Awakening
Car Bomb Centralia
Carv Anesthetic
Cattle Decapitation Karma, Bloody, Karma
Chevelle This Type Of Thinking (Could Do Us In)
Chimaira The Impossibility Of Reason
Pass Out Of Existence
Chimaira
Coal Chamber Dark Days
Giving The Devil His Due
Cradle Of Filth Nymphetamine
Cryptopsy Whisper Supremacy
Darkest Hour Undoing Ruin
Deadlock Wolves
Demon Hunter The Triptych
Storm The Gates Of Hell
Despised Icon The Ills Of Modern Man
Destroy Destroy Destroy Devour The Power
Devildriver Devildriver
The Fury Of Our Maker's Hand
The Last Kind Words
Diecast Internal Revolution
Dirt Spawn Disease (Demo)
Disturbed Believe
Ten Thousand Fists
DogFight Standing Still
Push
Dragonforce Valley Of The Damned
Sonic Firestorm
Inhuman Rampage
Dream Theater Train Of Thought
Dust To Dust Sick
Dying Fetus War Of Attrition
Echoes Of Eternity The Forgotten Goddess
Epica The Divine Conspiracy
Eyes Of Eden Faith
Fear Factory Demanufacture
From A Second Story Window Delenda
From Zero One Nation Under
My So Called Life
Gizmachi The Imbuing
Goatwhore A Haunting Curse
Grade 8 Grade 8
Hatebreed Perseverance
The Rise Of Brutality
Supremacy
Heaven Shall Burn Deaf To Our Prayers
Helmet Size Matters
Impious Holy Murder Masquerade
In Flames Reroute To Remain
Jacknife Moment Of Reckoning
Jungle Rot Fueled By Hate
Kataklysm In The Arms Of Devastation
Killswitch Engage The End Of Heartache
Kittie Oracle
Lacuna Coil Comalies
Lamb Of God Ashes Of The Wake
Light This City Facing The Thousand
Linkin Park Hybrid Theory
Lunatica The Edge Of Infinity
Machine Head Hellalive
Marazene MachiNation
Meshuggah Chaosphere
Nothing
Catch ThirtyThr33
I
Mnemic Passenger
Moonspell Memorial
Mudvayne LD 50
The Beginning Of All Things To End
The End Of All Things To Come
Nailbomb Point Blank
Neaera Let The Tempest Come
Nightwish Wishmaster
Century Child
Once
Norma Jean O' God, The Aftermath
Nothingface Violence
Opeth Ghost Reveries
Otep Sevas Tra
House Of Secrets
The Ascension
POD The Fundamental Elements Of Southtown
Pressure 4-5 Burning The Process
Protest The Hero Kezia
Psyopus Our Puzzling Encounters Considered
Reveille Bleed The Sky
Rwake Voices Of Omens
Scar Symmetry Pitch Black Progress
Symmetric In Design
Sentenced The Crimson
Shadows Fall The War Within
Sirenia Nine Destinies And A Downfall
Skrape New Killer America
Sky Eats Airplane Everything Perfect On The Wrong Day
Slipknot Slipknot
Iowa
Soilwork Stabbing The Drama
Soulfly Primitive
Prophecy
Dark Ages
Spineshank The Height Of Callousness
Self Destructive Pattern
Still Remains Of Love And Lunacy
The Serpent
Stormdrain The Immovable Objection
Sugar Ray Floored
Suicide Silence The Cleansing
Swallow The Sun Hope
Taproot Gift
The Agonist Once Only Imagined
The Agony Scene The Darkest Red
Get Damned
Theatre Of Tragedy Storm
The Black Dahlia Murder Miasma
The Faceless Akeldama
The Human Abstract Nocturne
Therion Gothic Kabbalah
Threat Signal Under Reprisal
Tool Undertow
Lateralis
10,000 Days
Tristania Illumination
Trivium Ascendancy
The Crusade
Twelve Tribes Rebirth Of Tragedy
Unearth III: In The Eyes Of Fire
Vampire Mooose Vampire Mooose
Serenade The Samurai
Within Temptation The Heart Of Everything
Year Of Desolation Year Of Desolation
311 311
40 Below Summer Invitation To The Dance

Movies:

Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children has become my newest favorite. My favorite video game of all time just made my favorite movie

Television:

Eh....

Books:

Well, maybe someday I can get Heavy Weaponry published. Of course I'll have to finish it first

Heroes:

The very one I created: Red Flare, is among my favorites; written from the unofficial Heavy Weaponry story. I can also appreciate those who risk anything to pursue their greatest ambitions, as well as their dreams. Dreams of which shape who we are

There's also Jennerz; one of the most beautiful characters alive. She's my hero as well, and I've learned so much from her in the near-year that we worked together at Burger King. Always, I'll remember her.

My Blog

To My Love (Historic)

     This blog fell out of date, given recent circumstances of present      I've known you for a good deal of time, Sweetheart, and I c...
Posted by Red Flare on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 12:36:00 PST

183 Best Days Of My Life (Historic)

                This blog fell out of date, given recent circumstances of present Kay and I are on exactly one&...
Posted by Red Flare on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:15:00 PST

My Angel Sweetheart (Historic)

          This blog fell out of date, given recent circumstances of present      To you, Kay; I dedicate my eterna...
Posted by Red Flare on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 01:22:00 PST

Monster Hunter 2

     The wait for Monster Hunter 2 is over. Capcom decided not to release the incredible sequel to us. The Japanese have it, and the Europeans are just as lucky.   &...
Posted by Red Flare on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 11:57:00 PST

Jennerz!

     Folks, in the year that I've worked the BK I've never had more fun with anyone else. I just wanted to take a moment and say on my behalf that she's been the best thing ab...
Posted by Red Flare on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 09:52:00 PST