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Porcelina

I would rather make the greatest of mistakes than to surrender my own judgment.

About Me

nine inch nails year zero

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they're starting to open up the sky
they're starting to reach down through
and it feels like we're living in that split-second
of a car crash
and time is slowing down
and if we only had a little more time
and this time
is all there is
do you remember the time we
and all the times we
and should have
and were going to
i know
and i know you remember
how we could justify it all
and we knew better
in our hearts we knew better
and we told ourselves it didn't matter
and we chose to continue
and none of that matters anymore
in the hour of our twilight
and soon it will be all said and done
and we will all be back together as one
if we will continue at all
shame on us
doomed from the start
may god have mercy
on our dirty little hearts
shame on us
for all we have done
and all we ever were
just zeros and ones

and you never get away
and you never get to take the easy way
and all of this is a consequence
brought on by our own hand
if you believe in that sort of thing
and did you ever really find
when you closed your eyes
any place that was still
and at peace
and i guess i just wanted to tell you
as the light starts to fade
that you are the reason
that i am not afraid
and i guess i just wanted to mention
as the heavens will fall
we will be together soon if we
will be anything at all

NIN
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some of my work:
enjoy ;)
i love finding outthings about people i never knew.
i love new experiences.there is a reason to
try anything at least once.
i love my family.
i love being an aunt.
i love life.
i love open-minded people.
i love you.
"Do you know what intelligence is? It is the capacity, surely to think freely, without fear, without a formula, so that you begin to discover for yourself what is real, what is true; but if you are frightened you will never be intelligent." - Krishnamurti
"There is no one to tell us what might have been. We weep over the might have been, but there is no might have been. There never was. It is sapposed to be true that those who do not know history are condemned to repeat it. I dont believe knowing can save us. What is constant in history is greed and foolishness and a love of blood and this is a thing that even God--who knows all that can be known--seems powerless to change." - All the Pretty Horses, Cormac McCarthey
"Life appears to me too short to be spent in nursing animosity or registering wrongs. We are, and must be, one and all, burdened with faults in this world: but the time will soon come when, I trust, we shall put them off in putting off our corruptible bodies; when debasement and sin will fall from us with this cumbrous frame of flesh, and only the spark of the spirit will remain,-the impalpable principle of life and thought, pure as when it left the Creator to inspire the creature: whence it came it will return; perhaps again to be communicated to some being higher than man- perhaps to pass through gradations of glory, from the pale human soul to brighten to the seraph! Surely it will never, on the contrary, be suffered to degenerate from man to fiend? No; I cannot believe that: I hold another creed; which no one ever taught me, and which I seldom mention; but in which I delight, and to which I cling: for it extends hope to all: it makes Eternity a rest- a mighty home, not a terror and an abyss. Besides, with this creed, I can so clearly distinguish between the criminal and his crime; I can so sincerely forgive the first while I abhor the last: with this creed revenge never worries my heart, degradation never too deeply digusts me, injustice never crushes me too low: I live in calm, looking to the end." - Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë

My Interests


♥ My Derek.
Until the very end of me
Nothing Else means anything.

My Ashley.

Photography.Art(none of that modern crap that a damn 5 yr old could do).Learning about interesting things.Reading. Books. Sociology. Yoga. Naps,sleep in general.Having fun. Trying new things. Taking trips with Derek. being in the pit at concerts espcially for Nine Inch Nails and Tool... yumm. Maynard James Keenan and Trent Reznor. Music that gives me goosebumps. Beautiful movies. guns.pizza.Halloween.my new digital camera:D.old things.im obsessed with antiques and old cameras.superstition. and umm.. having a good laugh with people i love. oh and getting drunk.. thats always a good time. :D woo

I'd like to meet:



-TRENT REZNOR-
-Maynard James Keenan
-Amanda Palmer
-Joel-Peter Witkin
-Alex Grey
-Sarah Moon
-V ♥
-Roseanne
myself in the past and in the future
anyone that is older than me that I know now, when they were my age...
people who would love to model for me : )
Open Minded people
anyone.

Music:


Alanis Morissette
Alice in Chains
A Perfect Circle ♥
Audioslave
Autolux
Billie Holiday
Bjork
Blue October
Coldplay
The Cranberries
The Cure
Deathcab For Cutie
The Deftones
Depeche Mode
The Dresden Dolls

Eisley
Evenescence
Interpol
Jimmy Eat World
Korn
Marilyn Manson
Mogwai
Nine Inch Nails

Nirvana
The Offspring
Pearl Jam
Placebo
The Postal Service
Radiohead
Rage Against the Machine
Regina Spektor
REM
The Smashing Pumpkins

Something Corporate
-Tool-

Tori Amos
U2
Veda
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Zwan

Movies:


28 Days Later
28 Weeks Later
300
American Beauty
American History X
The Bad Seed
The Birds
Boondock Saints
Bourne Identity
BraveHeart
Breakfast at Tiffany's
Can't Hardly Wait
Casino Royal
Cat on a Hot Tin Roof
Closure
Children of Men
Collateral
Crash
Cruel Intentions
Donnie Darko
E.T.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Flannel Pajamas
The Fountain
Funny Face
Garden State
How to Deal
Jane Eyre
The Last of the Mohicans
Legends of the Fall
Leon the Professional
Love and Basketball
Man in the Moon
Marie Antoinette
Miami Vice
MirrorMask
The Notebook
Pan's Labyrinth
Phantom of the Opera
The Quiet Man
Requiem for a Dream
Romeo and Juliet
Running Scared
Saved
Shop Girl
Silent Hill
The Long, Long Trailer
To Kill a Mockingbird
Tristan&Isolde
Underworld
The Virgin Suicides
Who's Afraid of Virginia Wolf?
Young Frankenstein

Television:


24
Friends

Lavern and Shirley
The Office

Seinfeld
Sex and the City

Books:


1984
The Bone House
Brave New World
♥Frankenstein.
Fried Green Tomatoes
Jane Eyre
Transfigurations

My Blog

this is awesome...

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Posted by Porcelina on Wed, 16 May 2007 09:32:00 PST

long overdue Germany and Ireland photos ♥

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Posted by Porcelina on Mon, 14 May 2007 03:34:00 PST

Happy New Year 2007!!!

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Posted by Porcelina on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 09:40:00 PST

Christmas in Louisianna!

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Posted by Porcelina on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 09:30:00 PST

R.I.P. Chad Malone- 08:05:06

RIP Chad. We will all miss you and love you very much. <3...
Posted by Porcelina on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 10:58:00 PST

...dangled a pair of feet.

Slowly, very slowly, like two unhurried compass needles, the feet turned towards the right; north, north-east, east, south-east, south, south-south-west; then paused, and , after a few seconds, turned...
Posted by Porcelina on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 09:32:00 PST

so yea...

this is fucking hot... ... enjoy! ;)
Posted by Porcelina on Thu, 25 May 2006 09:48:00 PST

introduction to black and white photgraphy

first photography class in college:...this was my final project...        &n bsp;         &n bsp;   &n...
Posted by Porcelina on Tue, 16 May 2006 05:38:00 PST

yeeeah.

tomarrow is the day....May 2, 2006: 10,000 Days. everyone go buy it NOW. iooo this weekend i got a tattoo thanks to my darlin Derek! its fucking badass! check it out......
Posted by Porcelina on Tue, 02 May 2006 09:11:00 PST

thank you.

thank you soooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh EVERYONE for wishing me a happy birthday! you are all so sweet and i love you all! and i did have a good bday... but of course it was on a tuesday.. so i will hav...
Posted by Porcelina on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 09:08:00 PST