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in loving memory of Suzuka Sugihara October 16, 1990 - March 27, 2006 Dear suzuka sugihara,hey girl. i still just cant believe your gone. i know its real i know that your gone, but every single moment im thinking about this i just get this feeling your alive. and i know our friendship still is. i miss you so much. it just hurts way to much.i talked to you about three days ago, and we were talking about our summer. how you were gonna come here hang out with alll your friends and how i was gonna go to japan and hang out with you. Dont get me wrong, were still gunna see eachother this summer and that is the only thing on my mind right now. i hope you know how many great friends you have, yoh loves you too girl. it hasnt kicked in yet that your really gone, but when it does, like i said im going to live my life to the fullest for you. life is so precious and you taught me that. thank you suzuka for being such a wonderful friend. you were one of my best friends that i can just seriously talk to whenever even if you were in japan, it didnt matter. your personality is just to die for, you always made people happy, and had the ability to put me in a happy mood. Thank you for hanging out with me and just let me make so many memories with you it was such a precious thing and i will never ever forget every single time we saw eachother, and hung out. i wont forget when i FIRST met you and i wont forget the last time i saw you. i will never in a million years forget anything about you. i will alwys remeber you making fun of me and vice versa. member when i slept over your house after eunices birthday party and we snuck out of your house and just walked around and talked for hours, and hours. and japan, i remeber i was waiting in front of 109, and i was there early so i waited for you and i heard a voice calling my name and it was you, looking at me from half away across the street waving at me with your beautiful smile. and when we took purikura together and we didnt have enough time, and going karaoke everysingle day. seriously you are such a big part of my life and you will continue to be such a big part of my life. I hope you know.. i know you know how many great friends you ahve around you even if yoou were in a different country so many people care about you and love you. im gonna stay strong because i know you would hate to see all of us crying. i know your watching all of us right now and ill look up at the sky and meet eyes with you everytime i do. im gunna live my life for you, and live it to the fullest. i will always remeber you and you will never ever be frogotten. this is so hard for me and i just want to breakdown, but if i do i know it wont make you happy. i know its gonna be hard for me, but im gonna smile and know everythins alright because i know your in a better place now. once again i love you and i will see you in japan this year definetly. take care love