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susan

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About Me


Unicorns, man. They’ll break your freaking heart.
As they say, "The incident is closed."
-Vladimir Vladimirovich Mayakovsky
i think that i'm a good driver...even though i do things like take pictures out the car window and always clap along to "let's go" by the cars, this is the year that i finally outgrew hello kitty, i'm through with boy-chasing, i act on impulse a lot and almost never regret it, i can't sleep if the closet door is open, i think the hottest thing ever is the scene in rushmore when max gets off the elevator with his box of bees and sticks his gum on the wall, i think it's strange when people look at me funny for singing in the car, i hate the word panties...don't ever say it around me, i keep breaking my little toe on my right foot, i talk too much, i think too much, i like secrets, i think napping is the greatest thing ever...
picture taking type stuff
she knew she was able to fly because when she came down she had dust on her hands from the sky she said i touched a cloud she felt so high the dust made her cry she knew she could fly like a bird but when she said please raise the roof higher nobody heard they never noticed a word the lightbulbs burn her fingertips will learn why should it feel like a crime if i want to be with you all the time why is it measured in hours you should make your own time you're welcome in mine...
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My Interests

trying to make the world a better place in my own small way (recycling, driving as little as possible, not buying stuff that i don't need...except for books, i can't not buy them), missing my friends in california, playing wheel of fortune with karrah, being in love with my neighborhood, unavailable boys, staring out the window, genmai-cha tea, laughing so hard i fall off the couch, dancing in my kitchen, being obsessed with the fake fish on my screen saver, learning to play pool, going to the library, vivace and victrola, getting mad when people criticize my driving, pretending that i want to learn how to cook, making lists, very bad kung fu movies, cookie baking, decorating my bathroom...also known as "the pink nightmare", nerve.com, plastic sushi, trying to keep my plants alive, greta garbo, argyle socks, william shakespeare, overusing the ellipsis like you wouldn't believe...

Life is occupied in both perpetuating itself and in surpassing itself; if all it does is maintain itself, then living is only not dying.
-Simone de Beauvoir

I'd like to meet:


a giant paper shredder. i have a snack for it.

a decent used copy of jason and medeia.

a boy who is too smart for his own good.

Music:

helium, lush, red voice choir, interpol, le tigre, patti smith, sloan, huey lewis, dead can dance, dandy warhols, abba, nick cave and the bad seeds, talking heads, feist, saint etienne, JSBX, pavement, pj harvey, the smiths, wilco, ride, drop nineteens, blonde redhead, that dog, tracy and the plastics, death of a party, elvis costello, beck, keane, pixies, spoon, cocteau twins, yo la tengo, unwound, psychedelic furs, arcade fire, blondie, luna, pulp, duran duran, david bowie, galaxie 500, lansing-dreiden, robyn hitchcock, al green, my bloody valentine, neil young, air, tom petty, stone roses, fugazi, the velvet underground, the fall, lcd soundsystem, q and not u, joy division, the saints, thee headcoats, the pogues, blur, buff medways, of montreal, the gossip, cat power, sonic youth, prince, the slits, mazzy star, shudder to think, mc solaar, television, the stranglers, slowdive, moving units, opal, the birthday party.
i have a not so secret hatred for the beatles...yes, i'm serious...no, you won't get me to change my mind.

Movies:

...............last watched................
-a walk into the sea
-no country for old men
-fido
-blade runner: the final cut
-control
-bug
-elizabeth: the golden age
-the darjeeling limited
-black sheep
any movie with greta garbo, marilyn monroe or audrey hepburn in it.
best ever- blade runner.
28 days later, alien, barbarella, the big lebowski, bitter moon, brief encounter, city of god, cry-baby, elizabeth, fight club, footloose, ghost dog, grand hotel, grease, hard boiled, hedwig and the angry inch, i heart huckabees, kafka, kissed, magnolia, morvern callar, mr jealousy, naked lunch, ninth gate, of human bondage, the omega man, rock n roll high school, roman holiday, ronin, rosemary's baby, royal tenenbaums, rushmore, sense and sensibility, serenity, shallow grave, shaun of the dead, splendor in the grass, the girl can't help it, trainspotting, twin falls idaho, valley girl, wizard of oz, any bruce lee movie.

Television:

i love the o.c. and i don't care that this makes me lame.
tv on dvd...buffy the vampire slayer, angel, millennium, deadwood, twin peaks, firefly...

Books:

...this is what i'm reading right this very second...

-ethical ambition by derrick bell
-the lives of agnes smedley by ruth price
-dictionary of russian literature since 1917 by wolfgang kasack
-culture jam by kalle lasn

kate chopin, w. somerset maugham, hermann hesse, albert camus, sylvia plath, lisa carver, truman capote, yukio mishima, aldous huxley, j.d. salinger, henry miller, junichiro tanizaki, franz kafka. books on socialism, revolution and the like.

Heroes:

wendy kroy

My Blog

old loves

i found this list in my journal from the summer of 1994. i think both alisa and sierra made love lists as well. even though some of it is embarrassing (i don't remember being such a freakin hippie!), ...
Posted by susan on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 07:51:00 PST

i miss c.j.f.

i've been thinking about curtis freitag a lot lately. maybe because he's the closest friend i've ever had that has died. maybe because i've spent so much time this last year reminiscing about my teena...
Posted by susan on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 06:51:00 PST

susan vs. technology.

i win!and i almost always lose this game.i've been reading "love is a mix tape" by rob sheffield and i got super nostalgic aboutmaking tapes for friends and crushes. the last tape i remember making wa...
Posted by susan on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 06:53:00 PST

i wouldn’t even know what to title this.

i woke this morning a little before nine. in those first moments of not quite awake yet, i pushed the blankets away and noticed something odd in the mirror on my closet door. i totally had a third arm...
Posted by susan on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 06:04:00 PST

birthday wishes

i have nine days off in august. i'm not going to california to see my beloved friends but am instead planning a "seattle vacation". although i could easily nap and o.c. watch all of those days away, i...
Posted by susan on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 07:46:00 PST

hypochondria

once upon a time, when i was younger and not as wise (heh heh), i used to always think there was something physically wrong with me. i'd see doctor after doctor who would agree and send me for tests a...
Posted by susan on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:00:00 PST

the last twenty hours...

4+ hours- spent in car driving a total of thirty miles.4 hours- sleeping.4 hours- work.3+ hours- out dancing, dodging falling debris in alleys, having my bra size guessed correctly (thanks richie), be...
Posted by susan on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 01:06:00 PST

watch out ex-bf's...

some time back, karrah and i were rehashing the train wreck that has been my dating life for the past year. she mentioned that i should write a book about it, then was like no&you really should, all a...
Posted by susan on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 03:36:00 PST

favourite quote this week...

"i say this with love...i just can't see you having children."-karrah brie
Posted by susan on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 09:09:00 PST

the final countdown

i woke up yesterday before eight and went downstairs to get some water. on the way back up i yelled "fuck, i'm old!" at karrahs room. she told me happy birthday but i don't recall any denial of my new...
Posted by susan on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 03:26:00 PST