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About Me

Independent, Strong-willed, stubborn sometimes, often a loner BUT extremely attached to the significant few I love and respect! Anything else: just ask...
I see in you the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.
Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday night. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?MySpace Profile Editor

My Interests

HardCore! (& other music in general), Criminology (I'm a.o. extremely interested in serial killers; their motives, thoughts, reasons,...), Philosophy (Nihilism, Existentialism, Absurdism), Sociology, History, Antropology, Religion (I'm not at all religious, but I do find it fascinating, especially the historical side about it), Psychology, Occultism, Art, Reading, Nature, Concerts & going out, and ofcourse The beautiful Game; Football; Supporting FC Bruges Mighty Army and playing in the greatest team Europe has ever known; SK Laar (We'll be famous one day! =p)

I'd like to meet:



..& The more I can stare into these, the happier I feel.

Music:

Hardcore ; Knuckledust, Surge of Fury, Terror, Backfire!, Since The Flood, Whatever it Takes, Palehorse, Death Before Dishonor, King of clubz, Out To Win, Madball, Sworn Enemy, Do or Die, The Boss, First Blood, Roll the Dice, First Alliance,...

But also Converge, Amen ra, Supermachiner, Syndrome, Shai Hulud, Rise and Fall, Modern Life Is War, Arkangel, Kingdom,...

Hip-hop; Opgezwolle, TUPAC & Outlawz, Dr. Dre, The Game, (old) Eminem, Acarine, DMX, Stijledierijme, BIG, Nu Jerzey Devil, Snoop Doggy dogg, West Klan, Cypress Hill, Method Man, Westside Connection, Public Enemy, Mobb Deep, Cappadonna, Kempi, Cypress Hill, etc.

Besides all this, I also love Hardtrance, darktrance, goa, some dub, electro & even some hardcore from time to time.

Movies:

Depends on my mood...; American History X, Green street hooligans, Crash, Fightclub, Hostel, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Donnie Darko, Trainspotting,...

Television:

Except for some movies and the news & sometimes football, I don't tend to watch tv that often...

Books:

Too much to mention

Heroes:

you know whu u are

My Blog

For my brothers

For you, I'd die tonight.For you, I'd give my life.No one can take what we have, our bond is too strong; brothers for so long.In my eyes, you'll do no wrong, and that's the way this just has to be.Whe...
Posted by |c Matti c| on Wed, 09 May 2007 01:04:00 PST

Faithless is he who says farewell when the road darkens.

Rather let me fail,Than never to have tried at all. Come what may,Nothing short of death will see me cry defeat.Rule every moment.Seize every day.By storm.By the throat.With every breath I take.It is ...
Posted by |c Matti c| on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 01:59:00 PST