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Lyddi J

You & all that you are, you might aswell be dead, if I can't see you when I'm alive.

About Me

is Exeter in Devon, but I'm a Textiles Artist, studying for my BA at Goldsmith's College in New Cross, London...which rocks. The story of my life is...'all dressed up & nowhere to go'.I am a cheese junkie. I am high-maintenance. I am obsessive. I am compulsive. I strive to be White Trash & Caiti is my role model. I believe in love at first sight. Hilly-what's the chat? Apparently I am neurotic. Liza is my rock. I am a wanna be socialite as a profession, with Natalie. I am not ashamed. I am the jealous type. Kieran's lyrics make me cry. I am a self-confessed attention seeker. I know I will end up alone. I have perfected my pout & my tantrums. Kerchiiing is sick of this shit. I am a foodie. I want Eminem's second child. I am desperate to look good blonde. I am far too loud. I am a cheap date/lightweight-whichever you prefer. Ghetto Gold rules. I am too loyal & it always backfires. Lot's of people label me as intimidating. I hate professional football. I am supposed to look fake. I like to look cheap. I want tattoos but am too much of a pussy. I am practically nocturnal. I drink too much cider. People think I am going to encrust everything in diamantes. I have a soft spot for bad boys. When I 'grow up' I am going to be a teacher. I am addicted to words. Nikki from Big Brother rocks my socks. There will be photographs from a period in my life where all I do is trout pout. Britney & Christina's tunes make me dance like a hussy. I have too many phobias to list. I like guys who sometimes wear make-up. I prefer honesty to lies, even if the truth hurts more. I like to dress-up. I am swooning. I am very frank, blunt & to-the-point, which can sometimes be offensive. Sometimes I just like to pretend I am someone else, behind an armor of make-up and clothes. I have a recently-broken-heart. And he tramples on it a little more every day.I am independent. I am bossy. I believe we only live once. I like listening to the rain in bed. I need a cup of tea to function in the morning. Karma exists, it bites me in the ass. I am not shallow although I appear it. I am too sensitive. I am at my most content when in water. And I am pretty sure this blurb is the reason I am still single. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

The fabulous people in my life (they know who they are), Contemporary Art, Strongbow...well, cider in general, fashion and shopping, Ice-Cream (especially Ben & Jerry's), good music...no, great music actually, Cheese(the food!), Tea-especially Ceylon, shoes & handbags!, writing, collecting memorabilia of my little arty life and everyone in it, partying, creating art about the famous people in life...& wanting to be one of them, my kitty cats; Toby-Lerone(the 3 legged soldier) and the little madam that is Madeline. But generally, just dreaming about: wanting a Chihuahua either called Louis or Dior, when I can afford to buy/somebody buys me a Chanel handbag...& a house in Bethnal Green next to Tracey Emin...When I get to drink cocktails with Paris Hilton in ChinaWhite & have a rockstar boyfriend...why else do you think I am in London??? Oh & Caiti's breasts of course...

I'd like to meet:

Benjamin McKenzie...just cause he's hot.Tracey Emin... again. Please. Chantelle, oh my gawd... Paris & her menagerie. Kevin Federline, just so I could kick his money-grabbin' ass, on behalf of Britney, Lily, but I would be shittin bricks...
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Music:

Iko/Buffseeds,(In no order of preference from here) Jamie T, Just Jack, Guillemots, Lady Soveriegn, Fergie, Arctic Monkeys, Dizzee Rascal, Kanye West, The Ruby Tuesdays, Kaiser Chiefs, Paris Hilton, Lamp, Counting Crows, Arcade Fire, Clor, Frou Frou, Prince, Eminem, HarMar, Madonna, Britney, Christina, Cyndi Lauper, Franz Ferdinand, Snoop, No Doubt, Gwennnie Gwen Gwen Stefani, The Killers, Killa Kella, The Cazals, Art Brut, The Kooks, Lily Allen, Good Shoes, James Blunt-I AM NOT ASHAMED!, Shy FX, Damien Rice, Joni Mitchell, Alanis Morrissette, Greenday-but only the old stuff, Ordinary Boys, Maximo Park, Imogen Heap, Bloc Party, Nick Drake, Snow Patrol, Elliott Smith, The Zutons, Pink, Peaches, The Libertines, K+U+R+T+Z, Babyshambles, Dirty Pretty Things, LadyFuzz, The Fratellis, Editors, The Paddingtons, The Delays, Portishead, Blondie, Garbage, Placebo, Jeff Buckley, Modest Mouse, Joseph Arthur, Amy Winehouse, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Feeling, David Bowie, The Holloways, Ben Folds Five, Coldplay, James Morrison,...to name but a few...otherwise an ecclectic mix of, pop, indie/alternative, hip hop and DnB.

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Movies:

Labyrinth is my favourite, 8 Mile, Human Traffic, Blair Witch Project, Little Shop of Horrors!, Donnie Darko, Finding Nemo, Boys Don't Cry, Closer, The Good Girl, Sin City...

Television:

The OC. Shameless. Sex and The City. Big Brother. Green Wing, Friends,Nathan Barley, Nip/Tuck...all courtesy of Channel 4, thankgod for Channel 4.

Books:

Tully-Paulina Simons, anything by Tony Parsons, Hotel LaChappelle by LaChappelle. Strangeland-Tracey Emin. Anything in the art section generally,but if magazines count(this is where I do most of my reading) then, Vogue, Elle plus all those weekly trashy mags that are full of celebrity 'factual' information-I get to read these for my research...any excuse for some trash.

My Blog

16 Days.

I guess this is my punishment, For never telling you the truth. So, I'm bitten, by the repercussions of my actions. I feel sick without the cure of closure. But I expected more. From both of you. ...
Posted by Lyddi J on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:36:00 PST

The Smoke in November.

'Wake me up in 6 months if I am still here yeah?' He promised me that he would.   Strike my pose. Pull a smile. No one will know.   A lot of bridges burnt down this year. Severed ties.  ...
Posted by Lyddi J on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:13:00 PST

Loose Ends.

Living in two houses. Sleeping in two beds. If I could I would fix it, with needle & thread. Ties up lose ends, Stitch up the seams. Say hello to reality, goodbye to the dream. Built on a trust wi...
Posted by Lyddi J on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:37:00 PST