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Tell Me I Was Your Best Mistake

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About Me

Hi...people...im billy(or billium) an only my closest dearest friends may call me "heavens" if they wish ....if u deicide to try an get to know me Maybe you will see past my regret an dispair into the person i am inside...
Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: "Wait An Bleed" Slipknot
Waking up: "Vermillion Pt 2" Slipknot
Average day: "Inhale" Stone Sour
First date: "Always" Saliva
Falling in love: "Promise" Matchbook Romance
Love scene: "Change" Deftones
Fight scene: "For You" Staind
Breaking up: "My Eyes Burn" Matchbook Romance
Getting back together: "Its Been Awhile" Staind
Secret love: "Alone" The Prom Kings
Life's okay: " Im Not Ok( I Promise)" My Chemical Romance
Mental breakdown: "Rose of Sharyn" Killswitch Engage
Driving: "The Artist In The Ambulance" Thrice
Learning a lesson: "Just Another Star" Bullet For My Valentine
Deep thought: "Alone I Break" Korn
Flashback: "Kill To Believe" Bleeding Through
Partying: " Axe Of Redemption" Manntis
Happy dance: "Jump Da Fuck Up" Soulfly feut. Corey Taylor
Regreting: "I Miss You" Blink-182
Long night alone: "Lip Gloss An Black" Atreyu
Death scene: "Pretty Scar" Minus My Thoughts
Closing credits: " The End Of Heartache" Killswitch Engage
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You've been totally Bzoink*d
Mysterious Guy! The living riddle! You are smart, a
kind of a mysterious loner and you love to talk
in riddles, girls can't resist that. Great for
you.
What kind of Boy are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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Which Final Fantasy Character Are You? (guys) Pictures Included

Squall Leonhart
You are Squall Leonhart! The main character in Final Fantasy 8. Keeping a somewhat quiet profile, this expressionless and distant teenager devotes his future development in Balamb. Though his ambition isn't shortsided, his team spirit is very much lacking. Equipped with a gunblade, a combined sword and gun, and eager to join the elite military organization known as SeeD, Squall is thrown into the mysterious conspiracy of rivalry in a world soon to be plaqued by chaos.You are a lonewolf who doesn't really get along with others, but your strong heart will take you places no one else could.
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How will you commit suicide?! (PICS!!!)

Hanging
You will hang yourself. You probably have thought of numberous ways to die, but this seems the easiest to you. You just wanna stop breathing. Don't let other people bring you down, just A Quick Easy *snap*
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What Gruesome Death Are You? (contains yummy pics!)

Artistic Suicide
Yeah, yeah, you're depressed. You're lonely. No one gets you. That's why you'll take a couple of razor blades and slice open your wrists. Who says suicide isn't gruesome? I'm sure that if you really put your mind to it, you'll be able to turn all of your pain into a work of morbid art that will take the forensics teams a long, long time to clean up.
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My Interests

Poetry,Writing an such, My guitar, "LoVe", MUsic, WWII, Old japanese shit..samurai's an dynasty's....My friends.."Sarah,Tyler,Heather,Holly,Casey,Jenn,Chris,Chel-c, Gina,Aylsha,Deanna," you guys are my closest friends...i love you all..an would die for you... Loyalty is a big thing to me...if you fuck over ur friends then dont talk to me... Casey...The things we've been thru..Oh Angel of mine..if i was ever gunna stop loving you..it wouldve happened long ago...it didnt...i love you..."im Not Afraid to Die"Take the quiz:
what color rose does you soul have*PICS*

The blue rose
you are the blue rose you hate life and are tried of being hurt by people and cutting is just a way to let it all out so you dont have to feel it any more well try to hang in there

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Which God or Goddess are you?

God of Emotions
Bipolar. You are the master of mood swings. You have trouble making up your mind though you are often mistaken for a normal teenager. Most of the time you are of good nature, but when that nasty mood hits, you'll take it out on the nearest person. You are the one who created emotions and you got more than anyone else.

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How suicidal are you?

Your pretty suicidal, watch yourself.
Your pretty suicidal. I would consider you talk to someone you love/trust and see what they think you should do. Dont let yourself get extreamly suicidal, its almost impossable to get out when you that far in.

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I'd like to meet:


very fucked.

what fucked version of hello kittie are you?
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Do you smile because you are happy or because you don't want people to know that you are hurting?

You hide behind a smile!!
You put on a mask because you are so broken and you don't know what people will think. You like to be someone differen't around other people because it gives you a chance to escape you pain. When you get the chance to be alone you burst into the same broken cries that you are always dealing with. You want to be okay more then anything!! His feelings he hides, his dreams he can't find, he's falling behind, he can't find her place, he's loosing his faith, he's all over the place. That is how you feel alot of the time.

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Music:

Dope,Killswitch Engage,As I Lay Dying,Rage Aganist The Machine, Mindless Self Indulgence, Manntis, A Dozen Furies, Cradle Of Flith, MxPx, AFI , SevenDust, Demon Hunter, 3 Doors Down, It Dies Today, Dead Poetic, Adema, Rolling Stones, ZeroMancer, Trivium , Thrice, Twiztid, Icp , KMK SliPKnOt, KOrN, EvanEcense, LaCuna Coil, HawThorne Heights, Stone Sour, Burning Season, Blood Has Beed Shed, Priaprism, DevilDriver, SoulFly, Seether, Soil, Tool, Manson (of Course), Johnny Cash, MurderDolls, other Shit too...Feel free to tell me about bands ill alwayz check em outTake the quiz:
Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~

Silhouettes By;Smile empty soul
You don't like your parents very much...you get in arguements with them all the time. You hope you don't turn out like them. You wish you had more freedom and more trusting parents...even though they should'nt trust you...because your really going out to do bad things they would'nt approve of.

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What kind of Goth are you?

Metalhead
Ok... Another type of so called 'goth' that doesn't belong here. You are a metalhead, and do not have any of the goth qualities, such as creativity or being elegant. Your favourite hobby is being in the moshpit. Go headbang some more!

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Movies:

Nightmare Before Christmas, Samurai X, Corpse Bride, Edward ScissorHands Mortal Kombat, Resident Evil , Resident Evil 2, James an the Giant Peach,Last Samurai...many more...

Books:

Enders Game,Harry Potter books, Serial Killer Books...

My Blog

For casey; "to me"

When dust settles an skys turn grey...Blue an black bruises... Tears taken from my heart...blood torn from my soul... A Picture painted in the outlines of your Beauty... To me Your Perfection, Is That...
Posted by Tell Me I Was Your Best Mistake on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 10:25:00 PST

Amongst the webs...

Guide me now...i cant stand this anymore... i cant fight back anymore...regret is tearing me apart... I wont forget the past...stabbed thru the heart... I wanna go home...back to the solice of a whole...
Posted by Tell Me I Was Your Best Mistake on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 03:14:00 PST