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Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan*

Life is fuckin PRECIOUS...You only get to do it once...so be happy, and do what makes you happy...

About Me


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So Right now, just doin the military thing. Ive been in for about 3 years. I just got done workin with the Marines in Cali. I was Supposed to deploy to Iraq in August. Not too sure how I feel about fighting in war I do not support...but whatever... Ive been through a whole lot of unfotunate events in the past couple of years... I know that I can learn and grow, become stronger from each experience...I guess I'll try and keep that optimistic attitude. I have the best friends anyone could ever have. They have given me so much and have been my reason for living. They have given me so much love, and strength added with supporting EVERYTHING I do. They just want me happy...I love them so much...

Perfect Love Isn't Loving the Perfect PersonME & MY BOY IBUI UBMICheck My Heroes, fa my Shout outs!
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My Interests

Music, Theatre, Performance in any way. Any type of art. I love it all. I like doing anything I can to keep me interested...clubbing, camping, driving around, theme parks, swimming, writing...

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The gay test

strait features


100 %

girl magnet (this could be a bad thing)


100 %

strait acting


83 %

gay moments


67 %

studliness


33 %

brokeback mountain FAG!!!!


6 %

I'd like to meet:

Real People... People who don't judge or label others, People who don't lie, Just real people. We only live once, so we might as well have fun doing it. I love people who are spontanius...Sane people who like to be crazy... I dont add random people who want a big number for their myspace friends... so sorry...cuz guess what i dont know you... and listing me as your friend would make you a FAKE!

^^^Ya... wouldnt mind meetin' him.....

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Music:

MUSICALSI Love all type of music. I have respect for anyone who has talent for music and keeps it as their passion.
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Movies:

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Television:

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Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle are You?

Michelangelo
Awe YAH! You're the party dude! You enjoy goofing off and pulling pranks! Life's a beach! People NEED you in order to lighten up! Happiness isn't a destination, it's simply a way of life! You like games, sports, and many different activities involving showing off your skills! Does annoying your sisters and brothers count? Ehehe! You enjoy being the center of attention, the star of the show, and the known joker of the group! Gotta make 'em laugh!

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Books:

I haven't read a large collection of books, but thefew I haveread I really enjoyed. My favorite book by far is Catcher In The Rye. Here, However is a copy of my FAVORITE POEM EVER!!! To Santa Claus and Little Sisters...PLEASE READ IT...I promise you will not regret it... TO SANTA CLAUS AND LITTLE SISTERS........Once, On yellow paper, with green lines, he wrote a poem, And called it "Chops", Because that was the name of his dog, And that’s what it was all about. And the teacher gave him an "A" And a gold star, And his mother hung it on the kitchen door, And read it to all his aunts. That was the year his sister was born, With tiny toenails and no hair, And Father Tracy took them to the zoo And let them sing on the bus. And his mother and father kissed a lot And the girl around the corner sent him a Christmas card Signed with a row of x's. And his father always tucked him in at night, And he was always there to do it. Once, On white paper, with blue lines, he wrote another poem. And he called it "Autumn" Because that was the name of a season, And that’s what it was all about. And the teacher gave him an "A" And told him to write more clearly. And his mother didn’t hang it on the kitchen door Because the door Had just been painted. That was the year his sister got glasses, With black frames and thick lenses. And the kids told him why father and mother Kissed a lot, And that Father Tracy smoked cigars And left butts on the pews, And the girl around the block laughed When he went to see Santa Claus at Macy’s. And his father stopped tucking him in bed at night, And got mad when he cried for him to. Once, On paper torn from his notebook, he wrote another poem, And he called it "Question Marked Innocence", Because that was the name of his grief And that’s what it was all about. And the professor gave him an "A" And a strange and steady look. And his mother never hung it on the door Because he never let her see it. That year he found his sister necking on the back porch And his parents never kissed, or even smiled. And he forgot how the end of the "Apostle’s Creed" went, And Father Tracy died. And the girl around the block wore too much make-up That made him cough when he kissed her, But he kissed her anyway. Once, At 3 a.m., he tucked himself in bed, His father snoring soundly. He tried another poem, on the back of a pack of matches, And he called it "absolutely nothing" Because that’s what it was all about. And he gave himself an "A" And a slash on each damp wrist, And hung it on the bathroom door, Because he couldn’t reach the kitchen. Written by-Anonymous (written by a 15-year-old boy two years before he committed suicide)

Heroes:

As far as Heroes, Real life Heroes are my friends who have made a postive impact on my life. Made me look at life a different way or appreciate it that much more. To name them all would be rediculous but here are a few... Jarge, Kenny, Ryan, Dayna, Danielle, Les, Tish, "Mom and Pops", Angela, Kristi, Phillip, Meagan, Jon, Nick, Sarah, Moy and Melissa in no particular order
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Those you save lives everyday; Firefighters, Medics and Troops overseas and in harms way who defend this shit-hole of a country... You are all heroes...
I also wanna send my last Hero shout out for those who are unknown. People with troubling lives that go unnoticed. People who keep themselves strong through hardships and strife without anyone around to help take their hand. Know, that you are hero's to yourself and to me. Stay strong and if you ever need anything... call me... I am here for you

My Blog

Weener's Birfday!!!

Today is my sister's birthday. No she does not HAVE a weener...It all started when I was a little kid.for some reason I couldn't say KATHLEEN. I kept saying "kaff-ween" .So one of my brothers said "we...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:19:00 PST

Who The Fuck Am I?

I am ashamed of my life. I want this year to be over. I cant imagine anything else going wrong. My friends...my family...my life...a friggin joke.I attended my sister Donna's Wedding on Friday. It was...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 01:18:00 PST

Soggy Shoulders Warm Hearts

I once was in dark place and could not find my way.I knew if I was left alone, I would not be okay.And as I pondered certain thought of being who I was,I met someone Who taught me I was "beautiful", j...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 08:19:00 PST

The REAL Feeling Of Being Alone

This really sucks right now. Here I am in Cali...by myself. I never thought I could ever feel so alone  or helpless in my life. I maybe might have muttered like 8 words today in response to ...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 04:35:00 PST

Why Does It Hurt???

Everyone knows that Adam and I have always had a weird relationship. We dated, and what seemed to me to be the best relationship ever, gets crushed along with my heart. After 2 months of begging him t...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 01:48:00 PST

Kenneth Wayne Elrod (June 17th, 1974 - April 7th 2006)

I was sitting in HM2 Bailey's office with HM3 Warris working on our training records when I got the call.My sister Kristi's voice..."Robert???" I was like "Kristi??? Whats up?""Kenneth's dead...""What...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 05:56:00 PST

Myspace ...Day 1

So this is why people are obsesseed over my space, huh. I don't wanna be a myspace junkee but i can see myself becoming one. It's so cool to see some of my old friends!!! I miss all you guys back in B...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 09:08:00 PST

Broken Mirror

I'm Sick, I'm ill, my stomach aches. My eyes are sunken in my face. A "man" before me, looks at me. His head hung down in misery. His brain is swollen with his thoughts. "It hurts so much, please t...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 02:58:00 PST

The Old Me

...Well right now "Me" is a very unusual person. I am just now getting used to living alone. Everday brings a new challange for me to overcome. With things as they are in my life, I am starting to app...
Posted by Forever My Brother, My Friend *RIP Ryan* on Thu, 25 May 2006 12:32:00 PST