“This was the beginning of the end. I knew I was either gonna die or get sober. I knew how to die. By then I’d had many secret overdoses and seizures so I understood where the line was and I was just inches from crossing it. The dying could be easy…it was the living that I didn’t know if I could do.â€â€œWhat’s in store for me in the direction I don’t take?â€MYFLYPROFILE.NET