deer with a mans voice (pt ii) |
my morning began at three in the afternoon, that's when i fired up the machines and took a few seconds to acknowledge their hum and blinking lcd's. red blue and green. i found my self in the backyard ...
Posted by sam a.b on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 01:59:00 PST |
stab and swing |
TODAYI went back to work, kinda ... just a half-a-day. Trying to to filter myself through moderation back into the ruins of my resposibilites, ambitions and social life. Perhaps the bite I t...
Posted by sam a.b on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 04:24:00 PST |
self-pity (you would be better not to read this) |
I surface once or twice a day. communication is a whistper or a text message. the simple task of swallowing my own spit is on par with swallowing a suppository lit on fire, every fucking tim...
Posted by sam a.b on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 01:06:00 PST |
death essay |
I made it a point this morning to remember everything that I possibly could about a dream I had last night. I started out with absolutely nothing, but felt it important to focus to bring thi...
Posted by sam a.b on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 01:17:00 PST |
perpendicular |
dont jumpdont throw rocks, put your hazards on and call the copsfrom fifty feet belowyou'll get the only show you knowyumcrackinhale ... ... exhale
Posted by sam a.b on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 01:06:00 PST |
deer with a mans voice |
i stir my coffee in the backyard, talking to the deer with a mans voice.
Posted by sam a.b on Tue, 22 May 2007 05:54:00 PST |
biggest fear. |
When mystique falls with all the arms legnth walls built infrontthe mystery's gone and there's nothing interesting left to lean on.
Posted by sam a.b on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 12:01:00 PST |
"not waisting time... |
...i know it's rightit's rightit's rightit's rightit's right as rain."
im in desperate need of some music that will rip my face off.
Posted by sam a.b on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:02:00 PST |
dented & half empty |
the mysterious taste of vomit in my mouth, a dented beer can half empty ... they bring similar moods. i remember drinking last night ... playing table tennis on x.box.. and falling asleep on the floor...
Posted by sam a.b on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 07:30:00 PST |
unofficial statement of a new self |
I don't want to make an official statement from the "samgoodwill" site, but in the spirit of getting it off of my chest is why I am writing this. The new material is coming along very well. It's ...
Posted by sam a.b on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 06:11:00 PST |
