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And I am not afraid to d i e , I'm not afraid to b l e e d , and f u c k , and f i g h t. I want the p a i n of payment . . . L o v e is not like anything . . . Especially a fucking k n i f e.
. ~ <3 A m a n d a N o e l l e <3 ~ .
Although at heart I am hippy, I get very angry very easily. I believe there are always other, better alternatives to fighting, but for some reason my first instinct is to inflict pain on someone who's hurt me, my friends, or my family, so that’s what I normally do. I don’t claim to be "tough", and I’m willing to get my ass beat for something I believe in. I can’t hold grudges, as much as I might want to, unless you really proved yourself untrust-worthy in my eyes. I get upset easily, but normally find myself getting over it in less then a minute. Normally, I’m pretty bubbly, and get along with people easily. Although first impressions aren’t that important to me, I will subconsciously be judging you the first time I meet you because that’s what I do, and so do most people, they are just not open about it. I'm very blunt and will hurt your feelings if there's something I feel your being blind about. The friends that I have, I’ve had forever. I love them to death and would do anything for them. I don’t pick up and drop people so if your one of "those" types, don’t bother with me. If there's one thing I live for, it’s MUSIC. Not just the stereotypical genres, but also the beauty of creating music of all kinds. Writing lyrics, singing, playing bass, guitar, drums, you name it. The art of music in today’s society is completely lost. In todays day and age, everything is done through computers. I feel the beauty of composing is a lost art. These are the aspects our generations are forgetting. I refuse to leave this world without making some kind of mark on it. Unfortunately, I’m very responsible. I work full-time and go to school full-time as well. However, I always make time for my friends, which is the main reason why I normally don’t get to sleep until 5am every night. I'm 50% Italian, 25% German and 25% British and damn proud of all of them. I'm in the process of learning to speak Italian fluently. I love philosophy, and will discuss it with anyone and everyone for hours, until they physically make me shut up. Alcohol and drugs are nice too<3
-:- likes -:-
.::* music
.::* friends
.::* the beach
.::* My Mustang
.::* sports
.::* sunsets
.::* make up
.::* money
.::* dancing
.::* shoping
.::* vollyball
.::* movies
.::* raving
.::* food
.::* driving
.::* hats
.::* cuddling
.::* kissing
.::* long hair
.::* swimming
.::* sarcasam
.::* bass gutiar
.::* guitar
.::* drums
.::* anime
.::* computers
.::* singing
.::* sleeping
.::* corrests
.::* hoodies
.::* nick carter <3
.::* dying my hair
.::* reading
.::* voltswagan beatles
.::* hair clips
.::* designer bags
.::* camping
.::* sunglasses
.::* cloths
.::* the telephone
.::* staying up late or all night
.::* the internet
.::* futurama
.::* guns
.::* my dog
.::* blonde guys
.::* tea
.::* drawing
.::* taking pictures
.::* dresses
.::* stud belts
.::* tanktops
.::* writing lyrics
.::* writing poems
.::* turtles
.::* rain
.::* dragon flies
.::* peircings
.::* tattos
.::* braclets
.::* nyc
.::* shell necklaces
.::* the color red
.::* shows
.::* candles
.::* long island iced tea's
.::* halloween
.::* red roses
.::* talking
.::* coloring
.::* broadway plays
.::* and
.::* sunflower seeds
-:- hates -:-
++ LIARS
++ drama
++ bugs
++ e.t.
++ working
++ bitchy people
++ school
++ hazlet
++ sluts
++ hospitals
++ being bored
++ "tough" people
++ simple plan
++ brown crayons
++ backstabbers
++ doing my hair
++ the sun
++ traffic
++ warcraft
++ tv
++ being fat
++ stupid people
++ fat sluts
++ chicken
++ fake people
++ bad music
++ getting upset
++ passing out
++ stomach achs
++ blown speakers
++ spilling things
++ not being able to spell good
++ unbrellas
++ having to pee
++ signing yearbooks
++ being broke
++ going to the doctor
++ spending money
++ wearing glasses
++ weaing contacts
++ getting brusies
++ and
++ my body in general