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We are the hollow men. We are the stuffed men. -T.S. Elliot

About Me

I'm not going to tell you about me, I'm gonna tell you about a really cool guy. His name is Jesus and a while ago he was crucified on the cross for yours and my sins. He loves us so much that He gave up his own life just so we could be with Him in Heaven. When He died, at that very moment He was thinking of you. If you want a personal relationship with Jesus, just put your life in His hands. He loves you, like no one else loves you. Trust him today.There is one thing I will tell you about me and that is, even though these days guys seem like they are running around without a brain just looking for temporary love if you can call it that, I strive to be different. I am not perfect and I am not claiming to be better then anyone, but I do claim that I know the correct way to treat a girl. So if you are looking for some guy who is just going to keep you warm for a week or two, don't look here. I will keep you warm, and so much more. If you're up for something special, let me know. What inspires me most is, rainy days when all you wanna do is curl up in a blanket and watch the earth cry, falling leaves, someone when they are thinking, artistic people, the stars, grown men crying, dying for your friends, opening doors for girls, holding their hands, holding them tight, letting them cry on your shoulder wiping away the tears, endurance, passion, people with heart, people who care for others and see the bigger picture, what inspires me is when I see my grandfather cry, or a crowd of thousands saluting the flag, these are the things that inspire.a.navbar:active, a.navbar:visited,
You Are an Emo Rocker!
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. What Kind of Rocker Are You?
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How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
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You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
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Your Inner Pop Princess Is Hilary Duff
"I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin"
You're sweet and cute, but a little more complex than that. Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?
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The (Invincible) Black Knight
No one shall pass beyond your defended territory, which you will defend to the death and multiple amputation.
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Whats your theme song? ((detailed descriptions and reasons, pics))

Ohio is For Lovers - Hawthorne Heights
Well, you have a broken heart, alright. your boy/girlfriend is off in another state, and they're puttin you through hell for it. do yourself a favor and end it, its only gonna get worse.
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Loner


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Punk


53%

Hot


53%

Goth


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Geek/Nerd


33%

"Ghetto"


20%

Jock


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Stoner


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My Interests

I know I'm not perfect but I hope my heart's main intrest is God. I know this amazing girl and she means the world to me and she is sooo special. You are beautiful Ash.

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I'd like to meet:

Kate Bekinsale, C.S. Lewis, The Apostle Paul, and Emery. I'd like to meet anyone who wants to feel secure,I can't promise anything but I know someone who can promise to make you secure. I'd like to meet Carissa, cause shes my best friend and I love her to death. Shes amazing and I wish you all could meet her. (You are my heart beat Carissa.) I'd like to meet Ashley, because she is the most beautiful girl on the face of the earth. Shes my reason to smile and I love her with all my ice cream cone. I wanna meet Beth cause shes the coolest girl ever. Shes the best most loyal friend I've ever known. We're goin to Vegas some day baby! I also wanna meet Nataly. Cause shes my lil sis who is there for me through everything. I love ya kiddo. I'd like to meet Alicia, just cause shes darn cute and cool. lol I also wanna meet Amanda. Shes a really good friend whom I care for allot. whenever she is sad, my heart aches for her. She rocks.

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Subseven, Kids In The Way, Me Without You, Blindside, Underoath, Calls From Home, Staple, Mannafest, Falling Up, Demon Hunter, Emery, Gatsby's American Dream, Dizmas, Relient K, Chevelle, The Wedding, Project 86, Mae, Finch, The Used, Further Seems Forver, TFk, Trust Company, The Chemistry, Killswitch Engage, Fly Leaf, Our Lady Peace, Funeral For A Friend, Kuttless, Hawthorne Heights, Anberlin, Seventh Day Slumber, Manic Drive, Skillet, Day Of Fire, Pillar, Jonah 3:3, 12 Stones, Linkin Park, Trapt, Lucerin Blue,Future Of Forestry,Coheed And Cambria, Red, Hooba Stank, The Flying Dutchmen, Thursday, Thirce, Fair, Spoken, and many more. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- body,td,th { font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10px; color: ..FFFFFF; } body { background-color: ..000000; margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; } a { font-size: 10px; color: ..00FF00; } a:visited { color: ..00CC00; } a:hover { color: ..FFFFFF; } a:active { color: ..00FF00; } --

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Bert McCraken
you are so friggin cool. You know how to sing and scream from the heart. If i knew you I would love you!

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Senses Fail
at first you talked about different sides of death then pirates whore, raping girls,outlook on life and how you want to die

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Movies:

War of the Worlds, Matrix 1,2,3, LOTR 1,2,3, Spider Man, The Island,The Village, The Omen.

Television:

Mr. Bean, The Red Green Show, Lost, Surface.

Books:

Hmm, not much of a reader but I'd say, Three, When Dreams Come True, and Hangman's Curse and mostly THE BIBLE!

Heroes:

Jesus Christ, my grandpa, the apostle paul.

My Blog

Go numb(unfinished.)

So many times when I hurt and hate life, I just want to go numb. I don't want to care anymore and don't want to feel. Lead seems to be a good way out of it, and to let go of the fake hopes and lies. T...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 08:19:00 PST

And to think I loved you.....

I looked up that day, and what I saw made my heart skip and feel as if I had just been kicked in the chest. It was a fall evening right before sunset. The trees were red and orange. Their leaves cover...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 08:09:00 PST

Lookin For Angels.

So many nights I have cried myself to sleep not knowing what the point of my life was. Then I listened to a song that brought a little bit of light to the reason of life. I don't claim to understand t...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 12:24:00 PST

our time has come

"Little Mikey D was the one in class who every day got brutaly harrassed. This went on for years until he decided that never again would he shed another tear. So he walked through ...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 01:00:00 PST

A gift.

So I was just looking for some one to give my heart to to take care of and not break it anymore. It was a gift all wrapped in pretty paper and smiles. But when you opened it, you saw it was already br...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:08:00 PST

The hit.

1:15 am L.A downtown. Black Cadillac Escalade. "Yo man pull ova at the next corner." "Ok. Yo G is that our man?" "Dats him up on the right." "Yo man he says his homie wants out? Man thats ---- up. We ...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 09:06:00 PST

A funeral for one lost

The scene is a funeral site. A black cascat on black mud in the black rain hovering over a black hole. The trees all about are dead and black with the rain, the sky gray with heavy sad clouds. A preac...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 09:04:00 PST

Words like whispers

If only I had her words to comfort me.But why should she whisper in my ear? What am I that she should feel in her heart? Who am I that her eyes should be made subject to looking on this wretched thing...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 12:43:00 PST

A shout out.

I'd like to give a shout out tonight, to all the friends in my life. I'd like to  say thank you, to all those who were there over the years, and that got me through all my fears.Believe me it's t...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 07:42:00 PST

Shove this knife, in my heart.

Get a life Kaleb, thats what he said. You're ruining your life Kaleb, thats what he said.You're ruining your family's lives Kaleb, that is what he screamed in my face.Sad, but maybe he is right. Who c...
Posted by ~XParalytic & Crashing DownX~ on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 07:34:00 PST