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About Me


I listen to music constantly. Constantly. There is really never a moment in my life that's silent.
I'm looking for something. All I've found is bittersweetness..
I'm afraid to grow up because all of the grown-ups in my life are miserable. But somehow, I found myself here with a new grown up job, in an apartment of my own..
I really like naps but haven't had time for one in months.
watching someone with a talent makes me jealous and immensely happy at the same time..
My Name is Mary.
the Easiest way to get ahold of me most of the time is AIM. My Screen name is: Marybeth84
Say hello.
And YES, My dad is in my top 16. He's way cooler than your dad, and I think that's pretty badass.
I change my favorite things often, so check back to see what I'm into, because chances are, it's pretty cool.
Favorite Album in the world right now: One for the Team - "Build it up""
Top 5 favorite songs of the Moment:
01: One for the Team - "Build it up"
02: One for the Team - "Good Boys Don't Make Noise"
03: Peter and the Wolf - "The Fall"
04: The Long Winters - "Stupid"
05: Mark Mallman - "Mother Made Me Do It"
Favorite Color: Yellow
Favorite Word/phrase: "Tit Mouse"
I have dreams about: Dancing with lifesize Peewee Herman Dolls, The End of the world, Hot rain, being chased through foreign cities by an old man with a gun that shoots ice, things that feel so very real, and sometimes, when I take too much Nyquil, I deram about color and light.

I'd Like to have sex/make out with: Cuddlers, Tattooed men, Anyone willing to grow [or is already sporting] some kick ass facial hair, The guy who invented Diet Cherry Vanilla Dr. Pepper, boys with an extensive record collection, people who appreciate experimental instrumental music. Tangental people. Unconventionally Pretty people. Boys with big noses. Gary Oldman.
This a smattering of my recent arty stuff.. Collages and randomness. The button below takes you to my Deviant Art page, where you can see all of my art in it's glorious glory.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Klaus Nomi, so i can give him a hug.

People with something to say. People who want to argue with me. People who write or perform. People with hope and honesty. People who want to talk about films or music or art. People who wanna suggest good music to me. I wanna meet real, smart people. If you can challenge me, you're my hero.

I'd also like to meet these talented people: Klaus Nomi, David Bowie, Gregory Euclide, Maya Deren, Paul Westerburg, Karen O, Brody Dalle, Chantal Claret, Jenny Lewis, and your mom.

I Made my layout at whateverlife.com

My Blog

Lady Gaga Can Lick My asshole

I don't want to be rugged as fuck.And I don't want to be drunk all the time.And I don't want to be sick anymore.And I don't want to be boring.And I do want to fucking write something.And I Get it...  ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Jul 2009 11:37:00 GMT

Stream of consciousness.

My eyes are filled with salted water like I want to cry. But I aint got no reason to cry. I aint got nothin but words and melodies and futures in my head-- floating around in a soup of fantastic phant...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 21:02:00 GMT

Friendly Stranger Danger

Today he was wearing a Green Bay Packer's Sweatshirt with the sleeves cut off. Yesterday he didn't wear a shirt and you could see the age he has endured in the sagging skin on his chest and arms. He...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 21:51:00 GMT

Ding Rings

A Man in a fur hat fingers rosary beads while I find myself fingering an ipod cord.  He smiles to himself periodically, mouths words to prayers.I try desperately to stay still, breathe shallow.I ...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 17:03:00 GMT

Election 2008 - Educate yourself!

Hi friends. It's exactly one week until one of the most important elections in recent history. I think it's really, really, really important for everyone to vote in this election, and while of course...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 19:53:00 GMT

On the Insecurity of Being

Winter is creeping in, and I don't remember it feeling this cold. There's a familiarity in the taste of cigarettes in the chill, the feeling of icy fingertips, the comfort in a hot cup of tea. I'm a...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 03:17:00 GMT

All that Collides

With all this talk of tomorrow being the end of the world, I'm beginning to wonder....Should I have done more with my night than Make Biscuits and Watch Dexter?
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 06:17:00 GMT

True

The piano has been drinking.In other news, I'm a sucker who is too honest. I rarely lie. And in life, the honest suckers get licked.
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 22:04:00 GMT

artsy fartzy

I've been having this overwhelming feeling of dread, stress and claustrophobia lately. A feeling of being trapped inside. Working a 9-5 is fine, but I just sometimes feel like it's killing me. I feel ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 14:50:00 GMT

Silence, it shows, is what terrifies people most.

I've come to realize that art in all its forms are less than tools. Merely representations of ideas and ideals truly inexpressable. There is irony in all expression, becuase it is not what it wants to...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 23:40:00 GMT