I thought i would put something in this box. i've went through my profile so many times thinking what i might put in here but i never really knew what to put. i could put. "Hi, my name is brandon i'm 6' tall brown hair and eyes." but thats not what i'm about. the box does say "About Me" so... about me... a question commonly asked intuitively by myself and others i suppose. i'll just get down to it 'about me' rather than a confession of sorts. i like heavy music with harmony; bands like killswitch engage, mudvayne used to b the best. not so much anymore. american head charge is typically a band that i listen to a lot. a lot of early/mid 90's alternative. but a lot of people, once they get to know me, are surprised that i listen to the music i do. i guess my image really doesnt portray a heavy metal kind of guy. i'm not sure why i like it more than other genre's. it sparks more emotion, i think. by forcing the sound on you. demanding it. other than music, im not a really artsy kind of person. im not a big partier. more laid back. i generally prefer to sit in my room and listen to music or just hang out rather than to 'go out' or whatever. its not me. i don't drink. even though everyone else does. the concept is alright i suppose. - to 'have a good time' 'relax' thats fine. and im not judging anyone who drinks excessively. its just not a part of who i am. and thats what this box is about "about me" . thats why i mentioned it. what else... i'm trying hard to get through this whole college thing. the most of it isn't bad at all with a little motivation. but some of it is a lot more challenging. a lot of people tell me that i seem to be a very tired person. who just doesnt care about anything. or that i dont seem to. i dont really like to show my emotions. frankly, its no one else's business what i'm thinking or why. but thats not why i act that way. i dont mean to. thats just how i am. and i do care about a lot of different things. college. the fam....... yeah this is why i dont write in this. 90% of everyone who sees this long thing about who i am aren't going to read it. thats kool. i probably wouldnt either. one of the main reasons i put this in here was for people to listen to my song. without this my page is kinda empty. and my page reflects who i am. or its supposed to. and im not as empty as my page might infer. i'm full of love and joy and happines...... ha. ha. ...i like the outdoors. there's a trait. yeah. i'm a little bit country, and i'm a little bit rock and roll. not so much gangsta tho. i mean. you know how we do. well, you probably dont know how we do.. yeah not so much gangsta. i over analyze a lot as you probably figured out. but it works out to my advantage a lot of times. hmm what else... people tend to have a hard time understanding me. i've heard that i come off as an arrogant person. if i've ever seemed that way to you (if you know me, if not ignore this) just remember that i'm not arrogant. i know this because thats not how i think. believe it or not im not as big of an asshole as people sometimes think. there aren't too many people that i fully dislike. there are a few and if i dont like you, im sure you know it. and chances are, i never will. i hate to say it but i tend to hold grudges. i've heard that its not good to do that. but you'll see in your life that there are those times that people tell you what they really think of you. and that view may change slightly. but its the basis of how they see you. and those are the grudges that dont go away. if someone completely disrespects me. its basically the same thing just done more subtly. so. i'll tolerate those people without saying anything sometimes. but that doesnt mean that what they said or did will ever go away. it wont. basically im saying that if i dont like you, i never will. probably be best to leave me alone... there are those people who try to influence people to dislike me and there are those who do that to you too whether you know it or not. it doesnt really matter who you are. thats just the way it is. or mayb thats my justification for people not liking me. i dunno. i guess it doesnt really matter. if everyone liked everyone it'd b a little bit of a fcked up world. i can't imagine everyone walking around smiling. jus' b a little mest up. a little creepy. now i'm just rambling. i think thats enough about myself. i'm done eating my taco bell now so... thats enough.
