my secrets i am shy and horrible at small talk. i usually don't attempt it and people tend to take that the wrong way. i try to see the beauty in everything and am therefor always thinking "damn! my sketchpad is in the car." or "damn! my camera is in the car."
tag sale
my mind, heart, and body are
a ragged doll falling apart
at a tag sale
just waiting for some one
to see me, want me,
and stitch me together again
a lot of people have seen me
and quickly dismissed me away
some wanted me,
but only a handful took the time
to sew me back together
however their thread had been thin
and i just fell apart
and left to collect dust once again
at the tag sale
i know that there are some people out there who wish that people came with warning labels. i agree. well, sort of. maybe something that reads "this is what i am like". Not something that will completely give you away, but rather something that would intrigue people more [but without being misleading]. so, this is currently mine [and in the order that my wacky head comes up with]:
* *Almost every other night i throw my pillow on the floor and sleep better without it. i can never remember to pay attention to whether or not i'm on it when i wake up though.
* *I worked at ups. i worked a "man's job" at ups and it has made me a lot stronger. i love this, but most guys find it intimidating.
* *I can never fall asleep when i have some sort of idea in my head. i have to write it down [all of it] before i can get any rest. this is one of those times. i have ideas written all over my wall next to my bed - my wall is an ugly puke green that needs to be painted anyway.
* *i pronounce it "idea" and not "idear" yet i always add extra syllables to stuff like "cinnamon". i don't mean to though. it comes out "cinnamonon".
* *i name inanament objects. my umbrella is Barthalamew. my other umbrella is Umbrella Number 2. my waste basket is Diagnog, and my pillow with arms is Lord Vladimier the Second. the first was my roommate's fish that died a week after being dubbed a lord. My picture of a sheep smiling that "yeah, i know what you did last night" that oversees my bed is named Gunther. My brother's car clicker is Bubba.
* *i have the temper of a true italian [even though i'm only about a quarter italian]. it's just hard to find sometimes.
* *i don't like to fight, but when i think i'm right, i will stick by it till you get too frustrated to argue. if you turn out to be right though, usually i'll admit it.
* *i hate lying with a passion. usually when i do it, it's either said with pure sarcasm so you know i'm lying or i'll try to make it true. [example: sat down next to the toilet at klekolo, called ups and said "i'm sitting next to a toilet, i don't think i'll be able to make it to work tonight." they said ok]
* *i will have a crush on someone for months and not do anything. eventually i'll get so fed up with it that i'll try to be a bit more obvious.
* *i draw beautiful women and wish i was them.
* *i want to go on road trips. maybe i'll start doing that on sundays.
