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about me... hmmm... well, i love music. i can't play any instruments, although i would love to learn to. i feel that the worst day can be relieved by listening to an amazing song turned up very loud. i am interested in space. i love looking at the stars... so intense. i like porches, my favorite is sitting on a porch swing when it's raining outside. i was a vegetarian for 3 years... i wish i still were. i'm a workaholic. i don't know why... i don't really enjoy it so much. i stress out a lot. that one baffles me too. i don't speak what i feel, hardly ever. and seventy-five percent of the time i don't do what i want... i'll talk myself out of every idea. which explains why i hate shopping. i'll spend hours in a store and walk out with nothing. i read postsecret.com every week. i actually enjoy time alone. i think that i am a very unique and interesting person, i'm just not so sure that anyone else does. i love to read books, escape... but i kinda get down when i finish a good book, i don't want it to be over. i love the way violin's sound. i get angry when i drive in traffic a lot... i think this is due to the fact that i'm a server at olive garden. i feel that serving can sometimes make you an angrier person, you start losing hope in human beings. i hate the winter, and i love the summer. the sun loves me. i love the water... swimming is my favorite. i like to dance... when i'm alone. i sing in the shower. i'm kinda scared of what my future holds.. so i feel like i stay stagnant so i don't have to face it. i still think about my friends from high school about once a day. i struggle with getting my hopes up concerning things that won't happen and when they don't i'm secretly crushed.
i kinda feel like i wake when i dream and sleep when i wake.
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my worst winter yet

in november, things were okay.. i was healthy somewhat, but neither brandon or i had been to the dentist in a while so we scheduled appointments, and i found that  a lot of my teeth needed work done s...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 14:39:00 GMT

2009

when life has suddenly bound you by the wrists, backed you into a small, dark corner... demanding answers... you stand like a deer in the headlights of a speeding car, shocked and without words or eve...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 11:28:00 GMT

i can feel a hot one.

so, i love this song, and i think the lyrics are so deep and interesting... i think it's about a boyfriend and girlfriend who get pregnant out of wedlock... then they get into a car accident and the g...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 09:57:00 GMT

dawson’s creek

ah, here we are again... these late night sessions of dawson's creek always get my mind movin.  the thing about dawson's creek is that it basically follows this group of kids throughout their who...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 00:58:00 GMT

you may tire of me, cause i’m not who i used to be.

i've been in it lately. so deep in it.  a week ago i was at a friend's house. about once a month or so we will hang out with them, they are a married couple a little older than us. i really don't...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 23:57:00 GMT

no, $5 is not always a good tip.

so a couple comes into a restaurant and the host seats them at a table and they say... can i have that one over there.... sure.. i guess you can.. but then why would we need a host... why wouldnt we ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 07:42:00 GMT

sleepless in knoxville.

so i've heard the first year of marriage is the hardest. well it's almost been a year now, and i believe it has been the hardest year of my life, but not necisarily 'cause i'm married... it's jus...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 21:58:00 GMT

blah blah blah.

man, it gets crazy don't it. i mean it's definantly not easy, life i mean, its rough. it seems like so much shit happens that you think you can't handle it anymore, but some how each day kee...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 21:51:00 GMT